Jan 20, 2022
Haven't posted in a while but I didn't forget..
The main thing that has happened was earlier today in therapy. My therapist asked if I love or am in love with my husband, when I asked her the difference and she told me. My answer was "I'm in love with Nova" I started crying and I heard my therapist say "yes" all calm. Like she knew what my answer was before I did..
and now I'm in a tougher spot because. I love my husband of 5yrs and father of my 3 children (pregnancy is #3) but I'm IN love with my friend that I've known for 6 months.
I truly didn't know the difference until now, and to actually admit these things out loud just makes me think. If I didnt get pregnant the first time, would I be married now?