hoyl fucking shyt men are ao fuckhbg beautiful
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hoyl fucking shyt men are ao fuckhbg beautiful
I might grow my hair out again? I kinda miss having long hair to do things with.
But I barely get gendered correctly with SHORT hair. If I grow it out? Forget about it. I'm trying to just sit here and tell myself that boys can be feminine but it's SO HARD with that double standard about trans people and how we have to Hyper Perform Gender just to compensate
you guys don’t understand the level of sleep i got last night.
i picked up an old crt with just the coaxial uhf/vhf input, and i set the sleep timer for 30 mins
y’all i was out So Damn Fast
hate this chronic migraine bullshit
i don’t want anyone telling me what volume i listen to music at, Especially not me
I'm having a weird gender moment. There's this woman on YouTube that, when I identified as a woman, was my complete goals for the lady I wanted to be someday. A darling wife, a domestic goddess, a good mother with 2.5 kids and a white picket fence who brings the family to church on sundays. And I found her videos again and they've put me in this space where there's a nagging voice in my head telling me that I can still have that. That if I just stop with all this "trans nonsense", that I can go back to being Miss Amanda Marie Margaret and have that nice life. And I know in my heart of hearts that I can't. But my whole body is aching with sadness and want and nostalgia and this is sooo bad for my mental health.
Trying REALLY hard not to feel desperately lonely but it’s not working.
smokin darts n breakin hearts