Masterlist and some things about me
I'm 22.
Aaron Hotchner
Salt Water,(<--read here) "I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To rename the pain without inviting it back to me. 'If theres a way out, ill take it, Lora Mathis" Or on Ao3
A single touch (<--read here),'Bathtub- the front bottoms' "Still I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds/Convince myself I'm coming clean/Forget and ignore who I used to be/That kid is never coming back" (Teen Aaron). Or on Ao3
Delusion, Believe in something that it's not true. How a word changes Aaron's perfect picture of his childhood. Or on Ao3
Chronological “And I think that is what a father is /- a blade that never stops cutting” Desireé Dallagiacomo. Or on Ao3
It was always about forgetting (that's how it had always been) “We forget and call it healing..we forgive everything but ourselves” ‘blood makes the blade holy, evan knoll’. Or on Ao3
Getting older was never a reason to celebrate "He wasn't considered important enough that people would remember it, remember him. Who he was. He didn’t care about it, so why it had to hurt so much, when his family didn’t either?" Or on Ao3.
The graves beneath my heart ( I wait for the ghost to come) I'm learning geography is about loss and so I keep moving into closets that never smell like you. I'm learning not to order everything and want nothing. My mouth is empty. The words won't stay. “ Paul Guest from my index of slightly horrifying knowledge; Airport letter 2”. Or on Ao3
