Let the past be the past.
If I could give anyone advise, and I always will very openly, it would be this - do what you want - just make sure that you have a plan in place. Make sure that you are gaining as much knowledge as you can within the scope or field you are in. Have a thirst for knowledge - and if you do not have a thirst for that knowledge, if it does not twirl within you and build and tempt you for more, then explore something else. I say.
But who am I but a traveller, artistic, salesperson, marketer, parent, husband (to be), explorer, quitter, winner and more and more. Am I able to place myself in a position to deliver advise?
Not with those whom I have never met. Not within those who are reading this - no, no, no.
But this is what it is - I look back at my life and reflect - and I know that I could have achieved more with I had one simple tool; stable attitude.
I believe that I will most like end up in the spot I am suppose to be in the next few years, the only thing I believe is that I should have been there years earlier, and I haven’t believe I did not believe in work - I believed in luck, I did not believe in knowledge - I believed in who you knew. And as I study further and read about others who have been desperate to achieve their goals, I sit and write with the will and drive to know that nothing can stop me from achieving what I want because I am a pitbull - a centred pitbull, but nevertheless, a pitbull.