I really will never understand how you can not tell someone you don't have a crush on them but take them out on 5 dates and have sex with them and finally admit you never liked them in the first place after ALL of that ._.
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I really will never understand how you can not tell someone you don't have a crush on them but take them out on 5 dates and have sex with them and finally admit you never liked them in the first place after ALL of that ._.
Why won't it go away?
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Love is so weird. I honestly don't know what love is or what it means to be in love with someone. I've had boyfriends but I broke up with them when they started to talk about the future or didn't listen to me, I tried but it scared me that I couldn't keep up with their feelings... I've seen how my friends relationship are but don't understand them. Many of them let their boyfriends/girlfriends treat them without respect and use them. It confuses me how you can let someone use you, just 'cause you love them. I don't understand why stay with someone who doesn't treat you like you deserve to be treated. I mean one of my classmates boyfriend, or ex-boyfriend, once told her that he wanted a break so that he could sleep with others, and she just agreed and didn't even react. She even defended him and said "as long I know he's mine I don't care what he does" I don't understand... I'm not sure I will ever understand love or if I want it. I've never seen a good example of love and I've seen how much it can destroy. I mean love is destroying my family but still keeps it together. 'Cause loves a drug, it's a sweet poisoning drug that takes over your heart and brain, it destroys you but you won't notice until it's to late and when it's to late you will be heart broken. But even if we know this, we as humans till want it, we desperately want someone to love and someone who loves you.
I don't understand why people say "i love you" to some one and kiss that person and be cute when they are already focusing on someone else. It's just confusing and makes them look bad.
Things my family cannot seem to believe
-I'm not emo -I like both guys and girls -yes it is possible for a band to save your life -I'm atheist, stop trying to shove religion down my throat -I am capable of being happy with my boyfriend. I don't need a new one thank you very fucking much -no you cannot come to my graduation unless your my parents you stupid cunts -you don't need to be homeschooled to be smart -yes I drink and smoke, get over it. It's not like it consumes my life -yes I will get piercings and tattoos
Anyone care to explain to me why guys are so fucking confusing? Trust me at this stage it would be highly appreciated.