Actually I still wondered how bangtan actually saw us, because the front section which was Red A/B zone was so chaotic. I, my self, got the fast track benefit so I managed to stand in the 3rd row in front of the extended stage in Red A zone, but soon as the non fast track fans came, it drastically changed.
I was pushed from all sides and I didn’t realize as soon as the concert was about to start, I was already in the middle of the section, not in the front row anymore. I was still okay with that because at least I thought I still could enjoy the concert, but apparently not. It was so much chaotic, everybody pushed each other and I couldn’t breathe at all.
Note that I wasn’t that tall, so it was so hard for me to freely breathe. I was so gone, I got dizzy, and my legs were about to give up, more that I hadn’t eaten at all that day since I had to stand in queues to get into the venue all day. Until I felt like fainting, I finally decided to save my life and step back, I couldn’t hold it anymore, so I moved to the back to get some air. Even when I screamed to at least make a way for me to walk, they still pushed me and I almost fell down if only one army beside me didn’t hold my shoulder (I couldn’t remember her but thank you so much you just saved my life of getting trampled on).
It happened as soon as Not Today was performed, and it was the first song. It was so much chaotic. If I didn’t see it wrong, after the song ended, bangtan even looked at the Red Zone and gave an apologetic smile, their smiles didn’t reach their eyes. They rarely took a look at Red Zone because its chaos. So many armys fainted, when I stood on the right side of my section near the zone barricades, I could count 3 armys from my section were being carried by the medic as they fainted during the first half hour of the concert.
It wasn’t something I was proud of. If I could get bitter, I could say my money was wasted so much on this kind of selfishness behaving from some of armys. It was like my fast track benefit had no function at all, my effort to stand in lines for hours were like a waste.
I eventually stood at the very back of Red A zone, which was so vast, like people pushed so hard to the front until it left so much spaces at the back. And most of the people at the back was getting the same treatment as me.
I couldn’t say I 100% enjoyed the concert, but aside from that, I hope bangtan didn’t get the wrong idea of Indonesian ARMYs and still want to go here for more times after this.
