#wisdomness

[21-and-stupid-blog]

Elii

Elii is Popular

She is actually the leader of The Popular

At school, she walks along the hallways like she owns it and she never walk without someone beside her or students whose gaze follow her up to nowhere.. She could really buy the entire school mind you. Besides being rich, she is also beautiful sexy, hot, glamorous, fabulous and any other adjective that is synonymous aformentioned above.. She is a living fantasy of every guy in school and the goddess of The Varsity. 

At home,if not hosting a party, she spends most of her time in her room, with her bestfriend Tammy, which is a teddy bear. She will just lie there, and think.  Elii has an older sister, who by the way is nth time better than her in many ways, actually better than her at everything. One time, she brought an A+ test at home, she usually doesnt get those kinds of grade (except with the help of The Nerds) on her own so she was beyond excited in showing it to her parents. Her parents was so happy, they will go out of town because of that, which made Elii very happy and proud, not until her sister came home carrying 10 medals from some competition. Her parents was so happy that they will go out of the country for that. From that moment Elii promised that she will  "make my parents proud that we will go out, and by out i mean outerspace!" A promise that until now seems to be stucked in the outer space. One time, she brought home a very looking guy, and her sister brought someone from harvard law school who is a part-time model.

Yes, she is envious. She knows she is good at something. She writes poetry and is good at it but shes afraid to show it to anybody especially in school, because she has a "reputation to uphold". 

So now, until she finds the courage to show what she really are, she throws money to be popular, to be talked about. She may not receive that much attention at home, but at school she swims at it.

This is for all the popular/rich kids out there, all the Elii out there. You may be annoying sometimes but that doesnt mean you dont deserve to be loved. I know youre just trapped in your on fears, but try to think about it, and you may gain more than what you will lose.

[21-and-stupid-blog]

John.

John is a Bully.

At school, he walks along the hallway like a boss. Everyone feared him, even The Varsity  or The Populars. He fights with random students for random reasons. Suspension is his second home, not school.

At home, he takes care of his sick mom who was diagnosed with breast cancer. His father left a year ago with someone pretty, pretty in a slutty way. Before, when his father still lives with them, John always get the beating, if not him, his mother. So one day after arriving from school John opened the door, and he saw his father pointing a knife at his mother, with all the strength he can muster, John punched his father, John kicked him, punched him and kicked him more than he can remember. After that night, his father never came home. A week after that, his mother was rushed in the hospital for chest pain. A day after that she was diagnosed with breast cancer, not inherited though, it was acquired through repetitive injuries in the chest, or beating for short. 

John was not able to acquire many friends, and those he got, left him for many reasons, reasons he never bothered asking. He was the bullied once, but he learned to fight back the day he saw a knife pointed at his mother. He learned to be selfish. He doesnt trust anyone. He doesnt like anyone. All that he wants, is his mother to be cured. His mother, the one person he cares about, the only one he trusts, the reason he is living is inches away from death. 

So, John fights loneliness by bullying others. Every punch and kick that he gives is a joy for him, and every punch and kick he receives is his personal pain killer. Yeah, Ironic. But who are we  to judge?

This is for the bullies out there, for all the John out there. Everyone has a story including you. You may be bad, but i know theres a reason for it.