#wistfullness

[kaihiwatari0801]

Lurker

Here I sit, waiting. Lurking in the shadows. Too afraid to approach. Not knowing who. Might wish remain unbothered.

[nezumichris]

Undertale Journal 11 - Out into the wilderness

I didn’t want to fight Toriel.  I didn’t want to fight her and she didn’t want to talk so after trying to chat with her and after realizing she would never truly hurt me, I did the only thing I could do. 

With a flourish, a spin, and a bow, I “spared” her.

She gave me a weird look, so I did it again. And again and again and again, each time more over the top and ridiculous than the last.  

One time I spared her in a British Accent

Another time was with a cheerleader song. 

Another was in my best “Here’s Looking at You, Kid!” impression.

I couldn't bear the thought of even trying to hurt her.  I just called her mom not more than an hour ago.  She took me in. She made me pie.  She kept me safe. but I knew I couldn’t be kept up like this.  So... I made a big show out of showing her mercy.  

It was completely ridiculous but I guess she saw how stubborn I was going to be about it because we both laughed and she finally gave me a huig and let me go.

I was sad to hear she didn’t want me to return.  I don’t know why she felt that wa.y. I’ll follow her wishes, but I’ll miss her. I hope this wasn’t a mistake. 

[thisgirlsbrain]

Be who you needed when you were younger.

[ima-do-it-glue-it]

she was a good girl gone gay...