I fear for my soul in my next lives and I don't know what to do. Could any eitches help me out? I was in love with a boy and I was willingto do anything for him. I thought he was my only cjanve to really be loved and cared for so I sacrificed everything. But I didnt realize how manipulative and edging on rapey he was. I didnt care what happemed to me as long as I could care for him so when he started abusing me I didnt care or even fully realize. I finally got put of that relationship bit not before he had me bond myself to him over and over. He had me do several blood bonding rituals some which I consented to but others I did not. We merged our energies and life paths so we would stay together in our next lives. But now I'm scared I'mstuck with him forever. In scared that life after life I will be dragged into his toxicity and abuse. His soul is black and cold and tainted. He is an energy vampire and sucks the energy and lives if everyone he crosses paths with. I dont know how to seperate myself from him because I can feel his essence lingering no matter what I do. When I'm mentally unstable ive tried cutting over the places he cut me for the rituals and in moments of insanity I want to empty my body of blood so theres none of him left. I dont know how to be rid of him. Please help.
