There is no pain as long as I have my ankles/legs crossed. It's a festival tomorrow in Hindu culture which celebrates siblings. It is also a festival that promotes gender binary so I'm just gonna hope my deities are there and help me with t he dysphoria. My parents are gonna trigger it and nothing I can say or do😠 I look back and realize that I've hated the festival bc of the dysphoria and it's really missing me of that even my keyboard refuses to acknowledge "dysphoria" as a real word!!!-Alex
Well at least you have that strategy, which does make me think it's more about your energy with theirs. I recommend trying to pull your energy in so it doesn't mix with others.
And oof, I wish you luck and hope you enjoy the festival despite the binary stuff :/. I'm sure the Gods will be there for you, Dionysus is always there for me with that, and Apollo is leaning over my shoulder rn expectantly so I can def say He's there to support me too. Just talk to them and ask for support ❤️
