#with another rant

[aceunguk]

here I am after such a long time again... I'm so lost it's not even a joke anymore. I won't even be able to sleep, just like the good old times. So I don't know how to spend these hours to be honest. I wish I could get better, but I guess this is just what life feels like at this point.

[aceunguk]

hopefully nobody will read this nonsense but I find it healing (?) to write here. Anyway I was thinking of changing my theme after such a long time and I found the perfect code but I can't seem to get used to post here regularly like I used to do... I feel like it's so different than what I've done for the last three years (?). It's all so foggy these days, I can't focus at all and I should study a lot... I think I'm going to stop here. Btw I wish I could say I'm back but I can't really say that if I always disappear after a few days.