Aug 5, 2025
Since my memories are of being nothing before being born, even if I have a body now, it doesn't really feel it's "mine" or "me". For example, Hikaru is just taking a body, that's not their real shape. I feel something like that.
People say spirits look like their happiest selves, or like a corpse. There's a link to the body. So, since I feel I'm nothing, I started trying hairstyles, wigs, clothes, cosplay. I choose characters I relate to because they already have a form that can feel like me. I feel If find a shape I identify with, I'll be ok when I die.
/This is the version with description, now I post another with no description for those who prefer that.
