Pupils at withdrawal - pupils after consuming h
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Pupils at withdrawal - pupils after consuming h
coming off this med is giving me hives im so itchy awawawawa
Withdrawals are the fucking best. Im trying so damn hard to quit this bullshit. Im so tired. So fucking tired. I just want it to end. I wish id never tried this shit i wish id stayed sober. I remember a time before id even smoked weed and now here i am dying from the inside out or at least thats how it feels. The worst part of it all is that im trapped inside my head. The depression im stuck with is amplified tenfold over the course of 3 days while my brains eats itself alive and my thoughts repeat themselves over and over...and im alone this time. No one to call. No one to hold me when my body cant function on its own and its my own damn fault. Relapse after relapse i lose more hope each time. Im stuck, ive lost all control and i need help but where the fuck do i go now?
I really want to
Go out tonight...but my location is not what I'm looking for. I need dope music, dope people..😩 Ive yet to go out here but I can bet that it's super duper wack & I'm not trying to waste my time.
Acid reflux, stomach cramps, cold sweats, shaking, itching, retching, praying, wishing.
I need
love & affection...& I hope I'm not sounding too desperate...I need love & affection....
Uh, so like, my meds still haven’t come in yet (they seem to be late) and I’ve run out. So I haven’t taken my sleeping med since Thursday (today is sunday), and I haven’t taken my daily anti-depressant since Friday I think. Also, I didn’t sleep at all friday night, and was so exhausted saturday night that I can’t recall whether or not I took my mood stabilizer. So all day today I have felt tingly, shitty, and now being on tumblr EVERYTHING is making me feel emotional and teary. If my meds don’t come in tomorrow I might have a serious issue.
Have company tonight and I can't MDD...