I distract myself when I don't want to acknowledge my feelings, or to avoid pain ; but how do I distract myself from you? when my mind only wants to think bout you, when my heart beats for you. This is ridiculous, how one can fall in love with someone so quickly and deeply, that they become the mere reason for their existence. tell me how do I distract myself, cuz whenever I read books, I see us, I hear you; in all those cute and romantic moments. whenever I listen to music, I try to find traces of you, relate to our moments, everywhere I go, my heart finds you, whatever I do it's always gonna find you. how do I stop all this? how do I distract myself, when I don't even know what to do anymore. how do I move on when my heart and mind wants to be with you?
