Confession: Whenever I think about just how diverse my personality is
It makes me feel kind of sad inside, knowing how my character is made of a bunch of random, different archetypes, and thus making me weird in my own way... making it kind of hard to completely mesh with someone openly. I mean yeah, I can have people accept my different likes/dislikes/behavior/attitude/etc., but... will there be someone who can enjoy those with me?
Or is everyone just as secretly weird? (I see no negative connotation with the word "weird," I openly call myself weird, I accept that I'm weird, and I willingly accept that term if ever used on me seriously. I am not how others perceive one should behave/act, I am weird in their eyes, but in my own eyes, I am myself)
I feel like I can't even be myself fully around my own close friends... What makes me think I can find a significant other to fully open myself to?
But... I don't need a reason to be "normal" I will not conform to how society sees we should be/act. But... I feel that within the realm I reside, where my social skills and mental capacity is fine, that who I am, is just too out there. In more ways than one, way more ways than one.