America’s in denial.
That’s the nicest way of saying it. She’s in denial because it’s the easiest thing to be — and easy has never been something that she’s been allowed to have. Life is hard. No one knows that better than the orphan who became adrift in the multiverse because she hurt the people who loved her more than anything. America’s lost, and she’s lost, and she’s been lost. It took a long time to find people to love again. Once she did, she vowed to never lose them or let anyone hurt them. Stephen, Clea, Wong. They’re her people now. America isn’t adrift even if she’s still lost.
The denial: something could possibly be wrong with Stephen Strange.
Ever since she heard about the explosion, she’s been in pieces. America should have been there. She should have been there. She could have done something — like open up a portal and gotten everyone to safety. Maybe if she’d been there, Stephen wouldn’t have died. But no, she had been in Kamar-Taj with her stupid sling ring trying to do some stupid magic that doesn’t come naturally to her. By the time Wong came to her with a somber countenance it was too late. Stephen, Sam, Clint. All of them. Dead.
Ever since the resurrection, America’s tried to not be a pain. She doesn’t want to be clingy, but she also doesn’t want to let anyone out of her sight. The search for her mamá’s has been sidelined entirely. Instead, she sticks around the Sanctum and makes excuses as to why she can’t return to her room at Kamar-Taj. For the most part, Wong hasn’t pressed her. He knows America isn’t a permanent student there.
When she finally finds Stephen, there’s an exhale of relief. He’s alive, he’s fine. He has to be fine. “Hey,” she shoves some dark hair behind an ear. “I was looking for you. You want to grab a slice?” All she needs is to spend some time with him to alleviate her nerves.
Everything is fine.













