I had a bittersweet Silva/Hien thoughts earlier a long time ago that's still stuck in my head, and I think about it from time to time and will be a future scene in my Stormblood longfic.
It's before they're in a relationship, but they're both testing the waters and heavily flirting. The scene is them resting on that hill in Monzen that overlooks the whole valley/Doma Castle, and they're just talking.
At one point, Hien’s talking about something Doma/Doman Enclave related, and while he speaks, Silva is just looking at him. She doesn't really hear what he's saying. She's too caught up with her thoughts/growing feelings for him. But she's also still... a little caught up in her childhood trauma. She worries about how they could make this work if they get together. How it would affect them and Hien’s own trauma -- the positives and negatives. They both experienced such horrible things and massive tragedy, and a lot of it is still not fully processed.
She's afraid of hurting him. She's afraid of him hurting her.
But gods, she loves him. She loves him and how human he is, how he isn't afraid to let his voice be heard when needed, but can understand multiple points of view. The world has been so unkind to him, and he finds the strength to go on.
And most of all, she loves that Hien feels like he can be himself around her and not be judged. He can be emotional and open and let down those walls. How they can just be two people when together -- not their respective roles. (At the appropriate times, of course.)
And it leaves her breathless.
Hien finally notices she's too quiet and how her eyes are glued to him. He reaches for a hand and asks her what's wrong. And it literally takes EVERYTHING in her not to say "I love you."
"I love you. I love you, and I want to try to make us work!"
But she squeezes his hand and says it's nothing.
One of the reasons it takes so long for them to admit their feelings for each other and start dating, at least in my mind, is that they're BOTH afraid of hurting each other. And they've both been through enough as it is.
But they won't know for sure if they don't at least try to take that leap of faith!!!
And they do!!! They take that massive leap of faith and TRY!!!
It's not easy by any means, but they do their fucking best to make it work for them, and it is so worth it in the end!!! They are happy and so in love, and their mental/emotional scars are healing over time -- they find... peace.
And where is Ricmorn in all of this, you might be thinking??? He's there, he's around, he sees not all of it but enough to know the struggle and the unspoken fear that exists there between them. Ricmorn doesn't step in unless they ask questions or reassurance, or what his thoughts are about the fear behind being noticed and wanting to be loved by the person on their mind and heart. He truly does want both Silva and Hien to work it out without outside influence or the opinions of others about the connection that grows and blossoms between them.