#words i write

[hyacinthsgareth]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/75404586/chapters/197127386

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[cmesparkle]

Above the Storm

I’m a high-flying cloud, above all the bullshit, above the storm. It rages beneath me, I’ve risen above it. I’ve floated on hope, breathing crystal clean love, knowing everything evil is coursing below. I’ve been in it’s current, I’ve been in its flow. But just when I thought it would overtake me, Just when I thought I was sure to drown, You lifted me up, reminding me who I am, I’m not meant for the ground. I’m meant to rise, I’m meant to conquer, my inner peace, tranquility, existing deep inside of me.

[apalbert]

you are the human embodiment of caffeine 

except i like your aftertaste more than coffee’s.

[unknownasianninjaa]

dig a little deeper 2,3,4,5,6,12,15,19,36,43,46,50

Eyyy thanks for the questions, Irfan ( @visible123​ ) !!! 

2. Would you prefer to live in the country or the city?

I wanna say like in between.

3. If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?

Does picking up new languages incredibly fast count??? At least I wanna learn ASL and other languages too idk

4. Do you drink your tea or coffee with sugar?

Coffee yes, tea no

5. What was your favourite book as a child?

Gone series by Michael Grant!

6. Do you prefer baths or showers?

Showers, definitely

12. Would you ever want to be famous? If so, what for?

Probably not? If I really wanna be famous, maybe it will be something stupid like, “could drink water the fastest” lmao

15. Which element best represents you?

According to a quiz from Avatar the Last Airbender and also my astrology, it would probably be fire!

19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten?

Probably alligator? Or blood sausage. They were both nasty

36. Do you  prefer swimming in pools or in the ocean?

I like both! A lot!

43. What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?

Whatever the hell is wrong with my emotions

46. What is your favourite season? Why?

Fall! Perfect hoodie season and everything is pretty! (And dying!)

50. Invent your own word. What does it mean?

Milevenia: the sentimental and emotional feeling someone has for the future. (opposite of nostalgia, in a way)

[lauryngrace-blog]

.. Love is what you make of it, or at least that’s what you told me. For so long, I tried to make love this romantic thing where a guy would come and sweep me off my feet and kiss me and whisper love songs into my ears every night. But that type of love never seemed to be real. I could make love be like that and if I kept trying, I would have just kept hurting myself. So I spent a long time not loving anything. I walk through life just trying to get from point a to point b until that day. That day when I hit the wall and wounded up in front of you. You hugged me. Held me close while I screamed and hit you out of utter frustration and sadness. You wouldn’t let me go, no matter how much I fought you. I fought until I broke down completely to tears. You held me and let me cry. You whipped away my tears and looked me in the eyes and told me that I was beautiful. You told me all of the things you wanted me to become. You reminded me of my potential. It wasn’t until then that I realized it. I realized I loved you. I realized you wouldn’t whipper love songs to me and you wouldn’t sweep me off my feet all the time, but instead you silenced my demons and reminded me of my passions. You made me feel so many beautiful emotions. You proved to me that love isn’t superficial. It’s not all hearts and roses; it’s tears and angry voices too. Because of you, I made love about the beautiful things we found in each other, instead of the beautiful things we expected from one another.

An Excerpt from a Love Note I’ll Never Give Him, Lauryn Grace.

[hyacinthsgareth]

can the child within my heart rise above?

"As they turn onto their street, Shane doesn’t know what to say to that. When Shane Hollander was sixteen, all he wanted to do was play hockey. He doesn’t know how to relate to Margot because hockey is just one of many planets in her orbit and at her age, Shane was spending all his time orbiting around hockey.  Maybe Ilya will know what to say. God, he hopes Ilya will know what to say. One of the things that Shane has always prided himself and Ilya on as parents is the way they pick up where the other falls short. No matter what, Shane knows that Ilya will help."

Shane reflects on his feelings about hockey after a fight with his and Ilya's teenage daughter.

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[hyacinthsgareth]

and i love to love you, for god's sake

"It’s impossible to miss the longing glances from Anton, or the blush on Paul Baker’s cheeks. The way their shoulders brush and their eyes can never fully meet.

Eventually, Issa knows in her heart that she has lost her boyfriend to Anton. But the thing is, she doesn’t even know if she’s mad about that."

an issa x panton thinkpiece of sorts (title from "best friends" by 5 seconds of summer) beta read by @nocturnalnewsiestrash (thanks morgan <3)

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[hyacinthsgareth]

you’ve already won me over (paul baker x anton)

title comes from “head over feet” by alanis morissette

just a post s1 one shot where paul baker is thinking about his new marriage

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