Aug 12, 2015
Eleven years have passed and I still haven't saved myself. I'm still too alone to even have someone to ask for help when I so desperately need it."
Sequoia Red
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Eleven years have passed and I still haven't saved myself. I'm still too alone to even have someone to ask for help when I so desperately need it."
Sequoia Red
It's so hard to keep living like this."
Sequoia Red
That moment you realize how fucked you really are.
Sequoia
I had to tell someone I love more than anything...that I can't stay.
- Sequoia Red
What's the use in dreaming when no matter how hard you work, everything gets taken away from you?
- Sequoia Red
I know she has helped me, but we fight. I apologize even if I didn't start it, but I spoke rudely or said too much. I apologize even if she hurt me first and she never says I'm sorry. Because unlike her I have to be afraid she'll leave me.
- Sequoia R.
In the Negative
"I wasn't always like this... I didn't always lash out. I didn't fear pain. I never feared the unknown. I never feared my love for you I never hated you. I didn't feel like I was wronged. But you make me wrong, as if I shouldn't be here. as if I was made incorrectly, with mistakes that are undoubtedly repulsive."
Notes:*..hmmm this is unfinished. But I thought I'd share with you wonderful people. It's going to be lyrics I think. Keep hearing songs in my head these days.
My heart aches...
- Sequoia R.