#wordsmeaneverything

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I question everything. Am I worth nothing. Just another scrap on the wind, carried by an uncertain wind. You discard me like an unwanted skin, held so close for the briefest of moments and then cast aside. Without words or without warning. #mywriting #wordsmeaneverything #imokay #poetry #emotive #writing

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I'm out of time. I'm out of want. I'm out of cares. I'm out of fucks to give. The words smeared on a page, ink like blood on a blurry canvas where you used to be the background. I stare at the blankness and bleakness of the pages of life before me and tear them from the book. Cast them onto the wind for them to blow away. Cannot stop the pages I cannot stop time. Don't worry, if I keep saying it, one day I'll believe it. I'm fine. Smile hard, smile true. The only one you can trust to let you down is you. #writing #mywriting #wordsmeaneverything #poetry #feelings #hidetherealme #smilelikeyoumeanit

[clansmen69-blog]

Dancing at the station, smiling on the outside. Dying on the inside, hiding the fragile glass bubble that is my heart. I tried to mend it but I had no glue, I tried to sew it together but all I thought of was you. Don't look too deep, my shell is poorly covered and it may break. Smiles on the outside don't look beneath. #writing #poetry #feelings #mywriting #wordsmeaneverything #thoughts #hideallthatiam

[clansmen69-blog]

Forever forgotten, forever left behind. Man down, the soldier left behind enemy lines. Forever a slave to a heart that often speaks, forever a submissive, to a soul that often weeps. Always the wanderer on shores you left behind, always the discarded treasure waiting for someone else to find. I've given up the hope that you will ever once be mine, I'm clearly the diamond glass, that's lost it's tempered shine. #wordsmeaneverything #writing #mywriting #poetry #poems #feelings #neverenough

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The land sundered, torn apart by violent shakes as heaven and earth collide together. Self doubt creeps in at every angle and I no long see myself in the mirror, just the blurred haze of past memories. I often think of her, the fading twilight of the moon forever eclipsed and ever out of reach. Like an arrow chasing the target I am a breeze chasing the leaf, forever to want and never to have. #wordsmeaneverything #writing #heart #feelings #mywriting #poetry #doesnthavetorhyme

[clansmen69-blog]

Those days where you just want to shut out the world. Where one careless comment pushes you towards an unseen edge. Where one relationship ends with nothing more than a shut door. Where the turmoil begins and you question every word you said and wonder if you should have said more. Forever looking towards the horizon but no destination in sight. A train running on unseen rails, in the cold dead of night. #wordsmeaneverything #writing #mywriting #sorrow #heartbeat #feelings

[clansmen69-blog]

Looking at life yet not seeing anything. No directions and no roads to choose from. No guiding star to chart my course and no road signs on an ocean of uncertainty. But I am what I have always been, on my own. I don’t need you, I never did. Forever searching for a star and a new horizon, darkest before the dawn I carry a torch I’ll shine my own light. #mywriting #wordsmeaneverything #writing #motivationalquotes #motivational #cantstopwontstop (at Paisley, Renfrewshire)

[clansmen69-blog]

When you lie staring at the ceiling in the darkness realising that the only thing you can hear and feel is the sound of your own heart screaming in your own chest. Reaching across the bed but only cold empty covers. If loneliness were a blanket I could wrap myself in it one hundred fold. #writing #poetry #mywriting #wordsmeaneverything #rambling