Feb 22, 2023
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Die Mitte von Gut und Böse!?
Juhu, Morgen ist Mittwoch! Mittwoch heißt für mich:
“Hey du bist in der Mitte vom Weg zwischen Start und Ziel”! In dem Fall Hölle und Himmel. Ich fange in der Hölle an und befinde mich, vielleicht 2 Tage im Himmel. Bis zu dem Tag, Montag, an dem ich einfach wieder zurück in die Hölle muss und mir mutig die Zeit totschlage.
Der Mittwoch hat diese Woche was gut oder auch nicht?
Die Beta von Call of Duy Black Ops 3 startet und obwohl ich einen unterdrückten Hype in mir trage muss ich sagen, dass es mich schon reizt. Ich werde gleich, nachdem ich die E-Mail bekommen habe mit dem Playstation Code, ich frage mich wozu es einen Beta Code gab, meiner Schwester, die noch Ferien hat, den Code schicken und aktivieren lassen. Ich hoffe, dass alles klappt! Damit ich gleich nach der Arbeit mir das Game geben kann.
Die letzten Stunden und Minuten vom 18.08 brechen an!
Ich werde nun noch den Stream, btw. der Stream für mich schlecht hin, von Rainer Schauder auf Hitbox bis zum Schluss schauen und danach mir noch ein paar beschissene oder auch vielleicht gute YouTube Videos reinziehen. Vielleicht werfe ich noch die PlayStation 4 an oder verliere mich wieder in Fallout Shelter.
Big move, new environment. Yes, I'm hoping. I'm hoping to land a new job with better pay by July. I've been working for as long as I can remember. I don't get enough credit from my boss, my pay is being deducted without any solid reasons. I've been trying my hardest to survive and yet, I get shit. I'm not supposed to complain, I know. I have a lot of things to be grateful for. I'm trying hard to be positive. I really am but this is me, frustrated. So, bare with me, dear readers/followers. I didn't take a break for the past 1 year (I kid you not!). I deserve a break, like a really good one. But alas, my savings don't do much justice. I blame it on my car, although I really do need it (bought a new one recently). The point is, I don't tell people about my problems. Yes, I do have the sweetest, most understanding boyfriend in the world..who would be there for me through thick and thin (proven!)..friends who I adore with all my heart..but I don't want my problems to be a burden for them, hence, this rant. Life is not easy, especially when you have started working. You'll meet assholes 98% of the time. I literally pray that the Big Guy up there will double my strength (I've been getting sick a lot lately) and patience.
I always feel that im not as successful as my friends and i feel really intimidated by that. I always feel like i dissapointed my parents and my work stressing me out. fuck my life…
I HATE MONDAYS!!!!!!!!!Erghhhhhhhh
Every time i'm on register at Starbucks, i'm like, why do I deal with you people? And then I remember how much I get paid and that edc is a week away and i'm like, that's why. Then I continue to sell you people your grande decaf 1 pump sugar free vanilla soy no foam no whipped cream lattes.