#world keeps spinning

[jray8t]

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The Brand New Heavies

World Keeps Spinning

[gonxmorow]

I cannot perform being a forgivable person that has never been modeled for me.

[songspiral]

"World Keeps Spinning" by The Brand New Heavies

[ivyupontime]

3, 7, and 16

3. Do you regret anything? I have some doubts about how my life has turned out, but very few true and consequential regrets. I regret that I didn't write more last year when I still had all the time in the world. I regret not getting out on my own and exploring more while I still could. But it's not like I can't write now or will never get out of the apartment again.

7. What did you last eat? My lunch, Frikadellen on Brötchen with a little spicy mustard.

16. How exactly are you feeling at the moment? Just alright. Edelweiss slept really well last night, but I am entirely on my own today if she decides she's not feeling it. Just trying to enjoy the peace of her nap at the moment.

[melisinspace]

It´s time to let it go . Go out and start again, but it´s NOT THAT EASY. 

I got high hopes, to take me where i was started. 

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High Hopes, when it all comes to an end 

but the world keeps spinning around.

[omega-al]

Evil little plan

You know that feeling when you spin around very fast then fall down and lay on your back, and the world continues spinning, the clouds move in an unfamiliar direction. You feel drunk, pinned to the earth, like you're the center of the universe and the weight of that rests on your chest. Like that, but stronger. It doesn’t hurt, but you wonder when it’ll stop, or if you ever want it to. You can’t make sense of your surroundings, but everything is becoming more vivid as the world begins to slow around you, your blood is trying to figure out which direction your brain is. Just a closeted ego-maniac losing her grip on reality.

They say guilt stays with you longer than memories of joy. Like we’re just made to be masochists, give me that quick hit of dopamine, but also healthy serving of guilt and more long lasting feelings than the pleasurable act that created it. You see, I have an evil little plan. A plan to bring some truth to the world. You want to feel woke? Not just hopped up on some other person’s tragedy, then listen here bucko because you are about to have your eyelids pulled back.

You think you got it under control, that you got it figured, if you can just make it out of here alive you’ll do something different, something meaningful with your life, this tragedy will make you stronger, but the truth is you won’t, you’ll forget your fear and warp this memory to suit your bullshit perspective until it becomes a thing you tell your coworkers on Monday. Each time the story gets more elaborate and you get braver, and as you tell it you will become wistful for when you felt the most alive. You might piss your pants now, but you’ll be a hero by next week. And sure no one wants to die, nothing is worse than boredom, right?

But we used to have to survive, we used to have to run from all the lions and tigers and bears, we used to have to spend our entire day picking berries and scavenging bits off dead things. And now we don’t, we don’t live in fear, we don’t see death. -We don’t appreciate it- We are so safe in our little delusion we make up reasons to be scared, we fill our lives with manufactured trauma, we make it hard on ourselves. Maybe because just living, is boring. We want to survive. We’re all just chasing some hereditary need to struggle, to fear, to live. That’s why you gotta die, that’s why they all gotta die. So others like you can feel alive, for a moment while the world keeps spinning.

[flyonthewallmedstudent]

I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started. High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again. High hopes, when it all comes to an end. But the world keeps spinning around

Kodaline, High Hopes