I never really expected to be making this type of post. I never wanted to, actually; but I’ve reached my limit, and I’ve put up with more than anyone should have to. I’ve made hiatus posts before, but this isn’t like those. I don’t intend on a very long post either.
Ever since joining the Tumblr Fate RPC back in the very start of 2016, I’ve never had such a difficult time here like I have these last 2 years. I’ve reached my limit, quite honestly. I’ve put up with anon hate for, SO long, and I just...can’t anymore. It’s not even just anon hate. Things have happened that have just ruined my reputation, and it sucks yknow? It sucks that things have never been the same for me here. I’ve tried my absolute best to ignore it all, to push past what I could take to have fun - but I can’t.
With that said, I am quitting the Fate Fandom. It isn’t permanent, but I am quitting the RPC here. I need time to get back to the proper mindset.
For those of you who HAVE stuck with me, and even those I don’t talk to anymore, I am grateful that my joining this fandom brought us to interact and be friends. Truly. It means a lot to have so many great friends, and thank you so much for supporting me through my time here. Anna, Kirby, Norgie, Kayla, Sere, Suku, Renata, Awoo, Sades, Hails, Alex - every one of my friends, I would not have met if I wasn’t part of this fandom. I owe it a lot even if it’s garnered a lot of bad for me.
I assure you, this fandom hasn’t seen the last of me. I’m quitting it until I feel like I’ve gotten back to a proper head space. I will, however, be leaving some of my Fate blogs up because I like their URLs and refuse to cough em up. The blogs in question are just Orion and Cas Gil, really.
I’ll likely be making use of my personal blog from now on, @devoo and my Poseidon @seacast. My Discord is Devil#4033 for those who might want it.