Aug 17, 2025
i've been a stay for a month and if you asked me now whose dissapointment would destroy me the most it would be an even fight between my parents and bang chan
(i saw a reel of a vlive of him like passive-agressively explaining boundaries, and even though i would never ever do what he was saying - bc i have social anxiety and am unobservant to the extent that i wouldnt even notice if i walked by them and also i would never bother someone i didnt know - it still like made me feel so bad? what the hell?) (this could be one of two things: one, my issues with moral purity or two, he's like everything i aspire to be?)
