#write bitch write

[diamondmeadow]

A bit of a personal rant that has been ranted by so many people before but oh my god can someone make me write?! I have so many ideas and recently have even made progress with fleshing out some things that need to be finished/progressed (preferably before the end of the year) and just… instead I am coming up with new stuff to add to the list pffft. Honestly, it’s not a bad thing either, but I wish my brain could focus on one thing instead of five at once. Oh well. A complaint that is not really a complaint. Here’s to hoping a miracle happens and I can finish my prongsfoot reverse big bang as well as put the third chapter of my Grindr multichapter out before the end of the year. I need to start the new year with a clean slate and that’s the only way I can actually achieve it.

[dreamsarebutterflies]

The real reason Obi-Wan could become a sith.

Not me falling into a rabbit hole where every poem I read inspires me to ✨imagine✨ some obikin AU.

This version of Obi-Wan would be like a dark version of Ewan McGregor's character in Moulin Rouge. He would have left the Order by Dooku's side, wouldn't have met Anakin on Tatooin, wouldn't be his master at any point.

In the Clone Wars, Obi-Wan would meet Anakin, be attracted by his light in the Force, forget his own name and which side he was on, and decide: this must be love.

And hearing Anakin saying he cannot be in love, sith!Obi-Wan would make a face "can't fall in love?" And he would take pity on him, drop Dooku and Sidious' asses, and absolutely try and seduce this poor soul, fountain of untamed emotions, so Anakin understands what life and the Force are truly about.

Cause, in the end, Obi-Wan have faith in the Force and he fights for peace in the galaxy... but his whole reason for living is to protect people and give them a chance to experience life in its wholeness. Force knows, he deserves to know how it feels too, dammit. I want a version of Obi-Wan who is in love with life and want to taste every possible flavour of it. Don't need to be dark or light, he can be every shade of grey.

[dreamsarebutterflies]

Just read a thing about Obi-Wan being a sith undercover, and my mind wrote an entire fic in less than one second.

Like

✨Imagine✨

Anakin discovers that his master is actually a sith. But he can't find it in himself to tell the council. He decides not to say anything as long as Obi-Wan behaves.

Obi-Wan tries to pull him into the dark side with him. Obviously, it gradually becomes "Obi-Wan trying to seduce Anakin" and "Anakin pretending he isn't swooning over his master", playing hard to get.

After a while, it's a nice game of flirting and people are OVER IT but they don't know it's actually a war between good and evil, light and darkness. The future of the galaxy is at stake here guys. 😂

And in the end, Anakin is the one pulling Obi-Wan into the light side 🤗🏳️ His master falls in love with Anakin and everything that he stands for.

Maybe redemption arc idk.

Someone writes this, I have already too many fics in progress right now. 🤣

[dreamsarebutterflies]

Genuinely asking for a friend,

WHY is there no hannigram AU for obikin?

What's up with that? The dynamic is so perfect it might just work. 👀

[dreamsarebutterflies]

The force sings for them when they kiss. Obi-Wan always dreamt of being a light rain on Anakin’s skin; droplets of shy attention and careful teasing, slowdancing on the edge of a black hole. But Anakin- Anakin himself is a torrent, a tempest, a tidal wave, and he drowns him completely; kisses crashing against his like stones, fingers sliding under his tunic like sand, waves of dread and desire making his spine shudder, love confessions filling his lungs until he can’t breathe anymore- Still, Obi-Wan would rather die in his arms, in the bite his deadly kiss, than on the battlefield of a war he doesn’t believe in anymore.

probably a 5+1 fic I’ll write when I’ll have time and energy 

[dreamsarebutterflies]

I wanna read a fanfic about Anakin being kinda obvious but not flirty enough, about Obiwan pretending that he doesn't notice and haha-

AND THEN ON MUSTAFAR, the kid goes all in and kinda implies he wants more WITH HIM and Obi-Wan gives him praises and everything Anakin always wanted/needed BUT the reciprocity of his feelings.

Then, fire and lava and I LOVED U BRO as the ultimate finger-

Then kenobi ep6 and Obi-Wan would say IM SORRY, I LOVED U SO MUCH, dropping the bro, and Anakin would be silent for a while.

Because too little too LATE and-

I might need to write this down actually-

[honestlydarkprincess]

okokokok dinner has been had, time to write

[dreamsarebutterflies]

As a writer, I am prepared to get hate and I don't care if my stories are unpopular.

I wrote a 130k words fanfiction and I have a few readers, not many comments, but I'm happy with it💕✨.

Then I get a comment... Didn't like the characterisation or hated the pairing? No. Is it badly tagged? No. Is it about the story at all? Nope. About the ENDNOTE of my latest published chapter.

And not a constructive comment. They are just telling me a personal story, NOT related to the plot or the main pairing.

And I'm like, "I didn't know people could be this rude?? What is this? Facebook?"

I swear to god, I don't care that people leave bad reviews, thats life. At least, let it be about the story, not an hand-off comment I made in a note not related to the story 🤔🤌✨