Hi!! I know this is very late but can I hear a little bit about your Gahan fic titled "Kill Me Heal Me"? It seems really interesting and I'd LOVE to know more about it!! :3
It's never too late for Gahan fics ;) Feel Me, Heal Me is a TDJ/He Is Psychometric crossover that's been on my mind for a VERY long time. It seems to be progressing, so I hope to finish it after all :)
Kim Gaon has an uncanny ability to read a person or an object’s past through physical contact. Of course Professor Min wants Gaon to use it and pry into Judge Kang’s secrets. Except that, as it turns out, Kang Yohan is the only person Gaon can’t see through. So he has to rely on indirect evidence…which is confusing.
And here's a little snippet from it—the moment when Gaon catches Yohan after his nightmare:
…When Gaon reaches out on an impulse, Yohan bats his hand away like a feral cat would do with its paw—and it makes Gaon freeze: He knows. Surely, he knows.
It’s a matter of conjecture of course because a brief touch hasn’t given Gaon any insight at all, as always, but why else would Yohan react so violently at a simple gesture of sympathy?
With a sinking feeling, Gaon realizes his chief must have been trying to provoke him for quite a while. All those casual touches, and moreover, giving him that watch… It was as if Yohan had been teasing him, Can you read something from this? Anything incriminating? No? How very disappointing!
But now, when Yohan had been caught at a rare moment of vulnerability, his instinct had been to push Gaon away. Would he rather Gaon saw his sins but not his pain?
What does it mean, though, if he knows about Gaon’s ability and still lets him stay? Why would anyone tolerate somebody like him near them? Normally, people freak out when they understand what Gaon is capable of. Even though his visions are mostly sporadic and disconnected, there’s always a chance that one day he’ll pick out something they’d rather leave in the dark, be it something minor or life-changing—and who’d want to live in constant anxiety about it?
Had Yohan decided to keep him close because he liked to play with fire? Is it fun to him?
But whatever his motives are, Gaon feels uneasy about leaving him alone, like a wounded beast in its lair. The beast might growl and bare its teeth, but no matter how scary and strong it might be, shouldn’t there be someone to take care of its wounds?