#writings2013

[nicarellan0]

nobody ever put the focus on the person who broke a heart unintentionally, the focus is always on the heartbroken

but if you think about it, the one who broke a heart feels twice the pain the heartbroken is feeling

i mean, who would want to see someone get heartbroken by you especially if that someone is who you truly love? who would want to see that someone fcuk up his life eventually? who would want to see that someone be all miserable and shit? who would want to see that someone become his worst self like that all because of you?

[nicarellan0]

you're the person who believes in me more than anyone and although you're not around, you keep me going as long as you're in my mind, i'll keep going i'll keep going

[nicarellan0]

here comes the december blues no wonder i'm missing you

[nicarellan0]

i have a burn scar on my right arm

your dad saw it and he even told me to put a certain ointment for it to vanish

it’s been months and it’s still there

just like how you are in the back of my mind

i guess you are my scar that no matter what you’ll always be etched on my skin on my mind on my heart

and there’s nothing i can do about it but live with it

[nicarellan0]

there's no one left to talk to when it comes to missing you

[nicarellan0]

i find comfort in most unlikely places

[nicarellan0]

she saw fragments of him in three different people she loved them at the same time just to feel him again just to feel whole