@wronglyrighteous asked:
"If you think the whole 'Enemy of my enemy,' thing's got you in the clear, you're more delusional than before. Whose ass are you going to kiss next? God's? Good luck with that. Mine? I'd rather you just drop dead right here and now." - Sam to Ruby
" Wow, harsh much Sam? " Alright, maybe she had it coming. After all that went down, she couldn't possibly assume he would simply play along and act like everything was fine. He had been hurt, deeply wounded by her actions. It wasn't just a simple mistake; it was a betrayal that shattered the trust they once shared. If she had a chance to do it all over again, would she? A part of her longed for things to return to the way they were before but getting him to trust her again was going to be the biggest challenge of her life.
" Not going to say I don't deserve it, but I didn't lie to you. Lucifer, God, I'm not playing their games anymore. I'm fighting for me this time. " Her time in the Empty forced her to reconsider everything. The sheer amount of sorrow and despair that permeated that place was overwhelming. The absence of sound was nauseating. It was a location she vowed to never return to.
At the start, her motive for assisting Sam may not have aligned with what she made him think, yet it did not imply that everything was deceitful. The sincerity of her emotions towards him remained untainted. She found herself torn between her ulterior motives and the growing connection she felt with Sam. It was a constant battle between loyalty to Lucifer and the sincerity of her feelings. The raw and intense desire that ignited between them was something even she, with all her acting skills, couldn't have replicated. However, Ruby was aware that telling him this information wouldn't alter his perspective, nor erase the memory of her betrayal.
" Do you think I'd be stupid enough to come back after all of that just to try and trick you again? I know you don't trust me and I can live with that, all I'm asking for is a chance to make up for what I did. If you can't do that then do us both a favor and blow me right back to Hell. " In a daring move, she acknowledged the risk and boldly approached Sam. Extending her hand, entrusting him with her faithful demon blade once more. This would end one of two ways. If the damage she had caused wasn't irreparable then he would give her the chance she wanted to prove herself.












