My first thought when I read about the idea of Transgender Vlogging was: I know nothing about this. I have been exposed to a view videos in some of the course I have taken but overall I hadn’t experienced much. My first instinct was to type “Transgender Vlog” into the Google search bar and the first video it yielded was a Vlog by a transgendered woman named Maya. Maya begins her vlog shortly after she publicly declares the person who she always was (i.e. Maya) and not the gender that was assigned to her at birth. These videos are intimate and conversational like the ones Laura Horak discusses in her paper about the trans community on YouTube. Horak refers to videos like the one I watched as an outlet for trans people to discuss their transition. Horak claims that these “Transition videos become spectacular by displaying the subject’s body in ways that affirm their felt gender and through dramatic temporal compression.” (Horak) Maya spends her videos specifically to explain her life through her transition. The first video I saw had a lot of information about the types of hormones she was taking as well as the benefits on shots over pills. She was candid about the way that she felt which provided a description about the process for those who don’t know about it as well as provoked conversation that inspired many YouTubers to comment and subscribe to her videos. A year after her transition, she began to make videos about her real life experiences as a transgender woman. In one of these videos, she describes her first date in which she is taken out to a nice Italian restaurant by a man who seems very nice and in her words “gentlemanly”. She goes on to say that when he went to drop her off at home, he made the assumption that they would make out or even have sex by reclining their seats. Maya admits that she felt like she owed this man now that he had taken her out to dinner and because he had been so kind to her. She relates immediately after saying this that this was not a reason to kiss someone. She feels regret for that moment but as a woman, I dare to say that was her first real experience with womanhood. As women, we are told by society that we are to give anything to a man who asks nicely. This video is important because it shed light on the experience of women and explained why the way that she had been feeling is not the only way to feel. This video was empowering to trans women as well as cisgender women because it encouraged the viewers to do only what they are comfortable with.













