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i can tell (we are gonna be friends)
Part 3 of the welcome to your life (there’s no turning back) series
[AU] Long before the crime-fighting, super-secret identities, and epic romances with emotionally-stunted vigilantes, they were Felicity Wayne and Barbara Gordon: best friends. Because all great friendships have to start somewhere. {Felicity-centric, coincides with the three years Bruce was in Nanda Parbat}.
Bruce left, again, but this time it feels like he left her.
And she misses him so, so much that a few tears spill over and run down her face as it crumples.
She tucks her face into her coat and sobs for a long time, careless about the people that are surely watching, because her heart feels raw and exposed like a nerve and it hurts too much to even worry about anything else.
She misses Bruce, she's missed him since he'd left Gotham the first time to study abroad, but he'd still been her big brother. He called and emailed and asked her about school, about her friends, about Eddie when she developed a crush and told him all about the boy with dark eyes and dark hair whom she thought was so totally cute. He talked to her for hours, and sometimes he sent care packages from the different countries he visited, but this time it feels different.
Bruce hadn't even said goodbye this time. He just left her.
She just wishes she knew why, wishes she knew what was so wrong with her, that he would leave.