#xani-rambles

[winxanity-ii]

Y’all, I just logged back into my writing accounts, and the way my stomach DROPPED seeing all these messages/notifications like “twin we miss you” and people checking on me 😭😭 Y"ALL EVEN WENT TO MY A03 💔💔!!?!?

I’m not even finna fake it—last time I was on active was last year, (I think around thanksgiving break not sure), and I was talking all types of shit like “updates soon” but then life started life-ing BAD. Like frfr your girl fell into one of them annual depressive moods and I been feeling like SHIT. Plus so much other stuff going on in real life (yes even the Epstein files mess and just… everything iykyk) and I kinda spiraled and disappeared.

And I feel so guilty because I know I’m allowed to take time for myself, but at the same time a part of me always remembers that my stories are somebody’s little paradise. Like a break, an escape, something to look forward to when their life is heavy too. And the fact y’all been so patient and sweet?? I genuinely don’t deserve it 😭💔

Like deadass, I missed y’all more than I realized. Reading/writing has always been my little escape too, and I finally remembered I can come back to it instead of just drowning and going silent.

So I’m not gonna make big promises like “I’ll never disappear again” because I don’t wanna lie to y’all, but I can promise I’m not abandoning my books. Godly Things is still my BABY. Telemachus is still my BABY. All of it is still mine and still yours.

Also—good news: I’m off Monday (02/16), no work, and I did my homework early so I can sit my ass down and upload if it’s the last thing I do 😭💀

Thank y'all for missing me, for being kind, and not being weird or demanding even when my ass bascially abandoned y'all. I love y’all fr, manifesting to become a billionare to bless all my babys with weekly rotisserie allowence 🫶🏾💗 okok lemme go to sleep so I can get up frfr and not get caught up scrolling😭😭❤️ 

— Xani, your author 🖤

[winxanity-ii]

hey guys! (will delete later) [Sept. 29, 2025]

📢 quick psa cuz y’all probably think I fell off due to being gone for like 4 weeks

but nah, I’m still here. life just been baaad. like if you don’t live in america lemme just say—this place is a circus. I’m in memphis, national guard been outside like it’s normal, and now my professor just hit us with “oh btw the government might shut down october 1st.” like girl??? cool timing since my 21st birthday is a week later 🙃 happy birthday to me I guess.

also sidenote, being Black in this country already means you wake up tired before you even do anything, so yeah—writing while dodging all that is a feat. hope y’all been taking care of yourselves too cuz the world is not soft right now.

but anyway. I haven’t forgotten about my books!! so the things i'm currently tackling while tryna stay afloat:  1.) godly things → finishing up now, should have ch.71 posted soon (!!!) 2.) i took know no evil down (still up on my tumblr and ao3 tho) → currently editing so I can finally close out book 1 and move into book 2. 3.) alsooooo, a lil secret: I might even keep godly things going for a book 4 or some kind of special just cuz I’m not ready to let these characters go yet 👀

so yeah. I’m alive, still writing, just dealing with the chaos. thanks for waiting on me <3

[winxanity-ii]

AHHH IM SO TIRED OF WORKING TO COVER MY BASIC DAMN NECESSITIES! I WANNA WRITE! I WANNA LIIIVEEEEE! I MISS MY MANS😭😭😭😩

[winxanity-ii]

not gonna lie whoever said “do it every day and you’ll get better” really devoured with that one bc i just re-read some of my 2023/2024 writing and nearly flatlined

like yes girl write every breath and heartbeat and shift of a pinky finger but ALSO… WHY WAS I DOING IT IN 13 PARAGRAPHS?!/!? 😭

no plot just vibes and emotionally unstable virgins making eye contact for three pages straight

i thought i was writing literature. i was writing fanfic with a god complex.

we grow. we suffer. we edit 💔✍️

[winxanity-ii]

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18+ 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤(𝐬) | 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐃𝐨 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭

The name's Xani, and welcome to my blog where i push out all the delusional scenarios/stories—both sfw and nsfw—my maladaptive daydreams like to stir up...

i'm not really sure how this goes, but if you guys have an idea you'd like to see written, send it, and hopefully my delusions will work in overdrive to complete them...

um, what else? i guess all i can say is hold on because i tend to bounce from fandom to fandom due to my attention/dopamine span-some range from a few days-weeks, others months, but right now i'm hooked on epic the musical ❤️.

also, don't hold back! though i may be new to this posting stuff, but i'm a nerd who loves a challenge, so gimmie your worst 🫡

and if i do a good enough job on something and have more spunk in the gunk, i'll do my best to do a continuation on whatever...

also, don't be afraid to reblog/like either! it let's me know i'm doing a good job (not that i like being praised or anything hahahah, unless 👀)

i guess that's all. bye!

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𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞/𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 | 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐩-𝐭 | AuDHD / neurodivergent | pan demi-heteroromantic | 04 / 18+ | 𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗼g𝗶𝘀𝘁 | support me on ko-fi (i accept commissions/requests) other accounts: archive of our own / wattpad / quotev

check out my sister's page for more writing's like this; she does a multitude of fandoms just like I do, so it you like my writing style/fics, you'll adore her's ❤️😩: 🇰‌-🇳‌🇦‌🇾‌🇪‌🇪‌

FANDOMS I WRITE FOR **

[Updated: October 28, 2025]╮sorry, i try to keep it up to always date but ya know, things kinda slip; will most likely fix when i have free time

Recent Fic: 𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ~ Install 72 | 🇨‌🇭‌🇦‌🇵‌🇹‌🇪‌🇷‌ 🇮‌🇳‌🇩‌🇪‌🇽 | Fem!Reader x Various / Post-Epic!AU

Top 6 Recent One-shots:

Father, Forgive Me 🔞 | father charlie / grotesquerie!au

Second, Servitude 🔞 | incubus!gojo (ft.geto) / non-sorcerer!au

Divine Corruption 🔞 | father charlie / non-grotesquerie!au

Scarlet Chains, Golden Riddles | kurapika / hunterxhunter!au

First 🔞 | telemachus / brothel!au

Second 🔞 | telemachus / brothel!au

**Please note that this blog is intended for audiences aged 18 years and above, minors DNI. Here, you'll find a mix of both safe-for-work (SFW), not safe-for-work (NSFW), and dark content.

And just a friendly reminder, if you prefer not to see certain types of content or are under 18, it's best not to proceed further. While I cannot fully control who accesses my work, if you so happen to be a minor who ignores this warning, and honestly, can't shame 'cuz I did the same when I was younger💀 I encourage you to read at your own discretion.

PLEASE READ BELOW BEFORE REQUESTING:

NOTE: I do NOT have a set writing-schedule! This is just a space for me to dump my self-insert writings, but feel free to ask questions/leave comments, they make my day 😊❤️❤️.... (though if you want something specifically done/requested faster, you can support me on my ko-fi.)

Also, I will NOT be responding to malicious Anonymous/Anon asks or posts; if you do, you will receive 1 reminder of this before getting ignored. It's nothing personal—I just prefer to respond to someone whose intentions are to criticism/expect me to change to their desires. If you have genuine questions, thoughts, or feedback, please reach out so we can have a real conversation, as well as get your questions fully answered and see more about what my mind is coming up with!

Hey, just wanted to put it out there, I’m poc—specifically black American—so a few times my lingo/way I see the world I live will be portrayed in a few works. Everything won’t be sexy time or just dreamless chaos, I like to worldbuild and get into the uncomfortable situations/topics, so if that’s not for you, or you can’t handle me sometimes creating male-inserts/non-binary or an array of characters with unique personalities/sexual orientations, then my works are DEFINITELY not for you. Also, please understand that anything I write is solely for my enjoyment—if anything, you guys are just tagging along witnessing my delusions come to life in real-time; if you don’t like what I create, scram and make your own…like I did 😁

P.S. The quickest and swiftest way to get blocked is by telling me what I need to do in my writing(s)... like, be for real 😐

Also, and I can't possibly stress this enough, please refrain from stealing/plagiarizing ANY of my works! I am passionate about sharing my creations on this platform, but I must emphasize that I am the sole legal owner and author of any of my works posted. Any unauthorized use or plagiarism of my work will result in immediate takedown and legal action taken. Respect for copyright is essential to maintain the integrity of my original storyline and the characters within, and if not, I have zero-problems with taking them down indefinitely! Enjoy~😊

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[winxanity-ii]

I find myself getting inspired by the weirdest things; why did I just get motivation for a chapter after seeing my cat carry a sock across the room????

[winxanity-ii]

I promised myself after crashing out about one of my fics on here that I'd be better with responding/dealing with differing opinions/criticism online...

Today, that promise has been tested... and i can confidently say that I successfully passed while internally throwing up and foaming at the mouth...

✨𝒢ℛ𝒪𝒲𝒯ℋ✨