#xiasini

[gafmark-gaf]

[indulgentia]

( ✉ → sms ):  meet me @ the janitor when class r over ( ✉ → sms ):  theres smthn i gotta show u 🙈

As quick as that unthought impulse, the courage to send the messages dissipated as soon as the notification of delivery appeared. Self-satisfaction engulfed by embarrassment, caused the young man to delete them immediately, but at the same time, clouded his mind enough to prevent him from realizing that, in addition to having sent them to the wrong person, he had also deleted them only for himself, instead of also to the recipient. And, quite honestly, there was a refusal from his part to think about it anymore.

Ignorance can be a bliss at times. 

But this very same courage seemed to be nursed throughout the day by this small pang of hope, becoming strong enough to push him into the said janitor's room. Despite being fully aware of his own deception, it wouldn’t hurt, it wouldn't cost him anything to daydream about being trapped alone in an intimate moment with the most desired person. Almond eyes remained laid upon the door for a few seconds, navigating his own daydreams until a strange noise coming from inside the room reached the ears. His heart almost jumped to his throat, once again, struck by a strong impulse, entering and grabbing the person inside in few moves. Just by the delicacy of that thin wrist, Mo Ran filled himself with certainty and already burying his face in that person's shoulder, heavy and hot breathing covering the whisper with an almost cruel sweetness.   ❛❛ I ———— I didn’t think you’d come. ❜❜

@xiasini​ didn’t ask for this ♡

[isolaradiale]

hey mods, trying again this time. second time is the charm -- apping chu wanning from 2ha, app can be found under /app, date is 5/11. ooc to be sent separately!

Welcome to beautiful Isola Radiale, Chu!

You’ll be staying in APARTMENT 309.

You will be able to fly for up to thirty minutes a day.

You will also be given a wooden sword.

Enjoy your stay!

– ⋆ capella!

[minavlkvj]

he's so cute omg

[zero-noah]

one-sided love

[yunmeng-pride]

p r o x y || unknowing imposter --✘ @xiasini​

The sun was starting to set on his first day in this strange place, and Jiang Cheng hadn’t gotten any closer to answers. While relatively self-sufficient, he’d never faced something this vexing so alone, and the weight of that loneliness was starting to weigh on his shoulders. He knew he had a place to stay--the place he’d woken up in, and had clearly been living in for some time despite his lack of recollection. Having nowhere else to go that he could think of, he intended to head back there for the night.

A flutter of white robes caught his eye on his way past a cross-street. Jiang Cheng paused, watching the figure move away from him. While not who he would have liked to solve this mystery with, a familiar presence was better than having nothing at all. 

〝 Lan Wangji-- 〞he addressed, taking hurried steps forward to touch the man’s sleeve. As he approached, however, it became quickly apparent that the man he had spotted wasn’t at all the man he’d thought. He quickly fell into a bow and took a step back.

〝 Forgive me, from behind you look like someone else. 〞

[indulgentia]

@xiasini​ said: to mo ran: ❝ You and I are ruined. We don’t have a chance now. Too much has happened. ❞

          ﹙⠀Scandal Sentence Starters   ⋮   if you still wanna send I’m not complaining ♡  ！  ﹚ 

There’s  a  sense  of  powerlessness  arising  with  all  those  words,  so  piercing  due  to  the  crude  truth  embedded  on  each.  Which,  however,  remained  veiled  only  to  his  silent  thoughts  as  he  listened  intently  to  every  word  pronounced,  head  slightly  lowered  as  features  furrowed  discreetly,  knowing  quite  well  there’s  nothing  he  could  do  to  change  them,  to  change  what  had  happened;  In  fact,  they  only  caused  the  anxiety  for  an  immediate  response  to  come  up  his  head  to  pile  up  with  the  frustration  of  not  being  able  to  guarantee  the  best  life  he  could  to  the  man  he  treasured  the  most.  For  a  second  perhaps  the  indecision  of  what  to  do  or  even  to  say  next  had  also  both  froze  him  in  place,   especially  with  the  course  of  that  dialogue  and  that  open  wound  that  kept  throbbing  and  aching  every  time  it  was  touched;  their  respective  standings. 

❛❛ I--  I  know  —————— ❜❜      Mouth  forced  the  words  out,  phonemes  seem  to  stumble  on  his  own  tongue: He  had  no  right  to  say  a  thing,  no  right  to  retort  or  dare  to  complain  when  the  man  in  front  of  him  had  risked  (  and  actually  lost  )  so  much  for  his  sake.  All  he  could  do  was  actually  choke  on  his  own  selfishness:  there's  so  much  he'd  trade  for  the  sake  of  his  Baobei  and  yet  he  sees  himself  unable  to.   ❛❛ I  don’t  care  about  myself,  I  don’t  care  about  anything  else  ——————  Just  stay  with  me. ❜❜

[indulgentia]

@xiasini said: "mo ran." chu wanning's face is blushed. he spent the whole day prepa- ring this gift in secret. "i... i made you a bowl of dumplings... and..." he trailed off, but then steeled his resolve and blurted out with phoenix eye flared, "say ah!"

                                                 ﹙⠀umprompted！♡  ﹚

He seems startled at first, struck by this little confusion at the unexpected approach of his lover, only to be further melted into numbing sweetness by the words to come. Features were unable to conceal the surprise. Maybe not exactly by the words received, but actually by that reaction, noticeable yet subtle, so very spontaneous still. Gentle eyes in the masculine frame concealed the onyx irises, opening and closing, while he seems stunned by a second thought. One that almost ends up cracking his tender facade: the embarrassment of once making use of his counterpart's memories as a reference to make the perfect sized dumbling to fit his lover's mouth. But focus! It’s not the time for that! Condescending silence thus remained the best response ( as well as a way to give him more time to observe the rather endearing state in which the other founds himself now ).

❛❛ Ah~ ❜❜  Finally pushing the rather uncomfortable thoughts aside, he opened his mouth, head unconsciously leaning closer to Chu Wanning in an almost childlike motion. He is well aware of the effort made to present him with something as special as food. Comfort not only for the stomach, but also for the heart of someone who once had to beg for it. And more than that, taking into account the time and effort his precious Baobei spent, that was certainly a gift whose meaning he could never ignore.