hello
I used to be very active on Tumblr. But, I drifted away from it about 5 years ago when I was 23…I’m turning 28 in two weeks. :( I forgot my password to the other one and decided to start fresh. This is my new Tumblr. My name is Xyokee, pronounced “shocky.” I know most people might care much about this, but throughout these 5 years I’ve went through a few relationships. I even went through a tough one where my boyfriend passed away 2 years ago. I was in a state of depression for a while, I didn’t hurt myself, if you want to know. I turned to art, something I was always good at. something I've always done since I was very little, and I drew more and more than I ever did. I sold my first painting out of state about 2 years ago. It took me 3 days and 24 hours total to finish. I’m in a new relationship now, this relationship is different than the rest; I started seeing my boyfriend exclusively early last year for about 10 months. I’ve never talked to someone that long before he even asked me out. We wanted to get through all the tough moments of arguing, trust issues, misunderstandings, and learn to love one another before we made it official. We went through a rough patch one time that drove me to want to take a break from him. So I let him go for a month, didn’t communicate with him nor did I see him, until one day I invited him out to go karaoke because I was feeling down. He didn’t hesitate to say yes at all. That night after karaoke, we sat in my car, and talked for 3 hours. I cried and wondered why I was feeling so lost and couldn’t figure out why he did the things he did and doesn’t realize that he hurts me emotionally. He wanted to understand and we talked for so long. He opened himself to me. Something he doesn’t do often for ANYONE. Then at that moment, he told me he loved me for the first time ever. He knew he loved me for a while but didn’t say anything. I held it in and never told him how much I loved him until he told me he did. We officially started dating on November 1st, 2015; and our relationship is stronger than ever. He sometimes get on my nerves, but, it wouldn’t be normal if he stopped. That’s just how he gets my attention. haha. ANYWAY, that’s all for now. Thanks for taking your time to read this. bye.
