contents. suguru geto x gn!reader. yan!suguru hinted?? mentions of blood.
★ jiah’s notes. early post defection suguru you are so dear to me. .
sick.
you’re going to be sick.
(you’re going to die.)
“s-suguru,” you whisper, your voice coming out barely more than a rasp. a request. a beg. a plea. and for what? to make the bile in your throat stop from rising? to make your heart not thunder against your ribs like it was trying to escape?
(to make him stop?)
“shh,” he coos. coos at you, and you immediately swallow, eyes fluttering close. “it’s okay, sweet bun. i’m right here.”
(but you don’t want him to be.)
warm hands cup your cheeks and you feel like throwing up, eyes still squeezed shut— as if trying to convince yourself that the sickening reality of the situation would obliterate itself if you simply didn’t look.
(suguru thought it was adorable.)
“look at me,” he murmurs, in that same voice again.
you want to cry and wail and scream. he knows what that tone does to you. you shake your head, tears beginning to line your eyelids, threatening to spill over any second.
(not unlike your sanity.)
“no,” you whisper.
(yet you open your eyes anyway.)
you try not to look.
try so hard not to see the way his lips twitch into a smile. that same smile which never quite changes, no matter what you do. it haunts your mind, the way the little specks of blood drip away when his lips upturn.
(and despite yourself, you reach out a hand to wipe them away.)
“there you are,” he says, “my baby.”
“suguru,” you say again, a sob escaping your parted lips, and suguru pulls you in his arms.
you want to pull away.
pull away from the endless cold his hands radiate. pull away from the way he presses his lips against your temple again. pull away from the way he feels so safe, despite the way your heart feels like it’s been stabbed with tiny little pinpricks every time you breathe in his scent.
“shh,” he coos. “i’m here.”
he’s here.
(and oh the way he consumes you whole with his presence.)
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Yan!satoru who became a regular (and by regular i mean coming back everytime you had your shift) at the cafe you work at, nagging to take an early break so he gets to ask you all about your day. Yaga is on his ass everytime he makes a detour from his mission if it's near the cafe, but to him, it's just a cursed spirit, why can't he just take a peek on how you're doing? He'll keep up the line to blabber how jujutsu high is just too mean on him and that he doesn't deserve the mistreatment, which often leads you into pushing him out of the way. (Which is fine by him, anything is fine if you're doing it.)
Yan!suguru who isn't fond of coffee, but sucking it up because it's you we're talking about. If you're making his coffee, it's the sweetest thing ever, even if it's pure black coffee. If he's having a bad day, a simple latte you made yourself makes it the brightest day ever. He'll ask about your day and subtly persuade you to go on a date (to him, atleast) after your shift is over. What a smooth talker. Geto is also a great listener, if you're ranting to him on your break about how nagging these customers are or how you got a burn from a customer spilling coffee, he won't try to shut you up.
Yan!SatoSugu who goes shopping with you after your shift, making you try on all kinds of luxuries, all kinds of jewelry, everything. They stop by some stores with house decor too, if you like it, they'll buy it, one for you, two for them. You ask if they liked it too, they just shrug and say it feels special to them.
Yan!SatoSugu who have practically a makeshift shrine of momentos and anything you like or has your dna (Suguru got his hands on the pencil you chewed on before Gojo, Satoru is still mad at him.), with pictures of you all together, or photos of you sleeping, everything you do is cherished with love and admiration.
Yan!SatoSugu who refuse to let you near an area that they're in a mission on. Oh, this is your apartment? Too bad, cursed spirit, you can't get killed. Satoru will whine and try to get you to live in the dorms, not like Yaga would let him anyways. But it's much safer than your apartment, think of all the cursed spirits crawling there!
Yan!SatoSugu who don't let anyone get close to you, either they go missing or cutting contact with you, your friendships never last long. They're the only friends you need, why be friends with everyone else? Not to mention those people could be trying to get their way close to them, to make them let their guard down just to stab them in the back. Don't you care about their protection??
