Is this your first ask game? No I don't think so, I'll start participating in those!
Those are all the ones I want the answer to for the cat themed ask game.
i have multiple platonic darlings (2irl 1online currently) so keep that in mind! i don't remember if ive ever gotten an ask before ? i have a lot of ask games in my drafts lol
(i honestly didn't think this thru hm?)
catnip ♡ what are your favorite things about your darling?
i love seeing the most disgusting parts of them <3 seeing them most vulnerable - a side they refuse to let the world see - is what i adore . when they're emotional , when they're sadistic , when they're masochistic , when they're pathetic , when they're ego is too big , when they feel dirty and disgusting and yet i love them . idk theres just something special about loving someone worst part of themself , the part society hates .
collar ♡ what's the worst thing you would do for your darling?
hm? im not sure honestly. i would absolutely kms depending on the context – but im not sure if that's the worst thing .
biting ♡ does your obsession make you violent or aggressive? if so, in what way?
yes it does - i can be very sadistic at times , depending on whether or not im grounded in reality . im very delusional at times and can view my darlings as genuine monsters (think uncanny valley effect but only i can see it) i don't have a lot of visual hallucinations but i have a lot of sense ones? (im not sure what to call them lol) . so i can be pretty nasty when im going through it . intrustivethoughts can be pretty intense . cannibalizing them sounds amazing actually
things ive done – attempted drowning , choking , bitting , taking pictures and videos while theyre not looking , bizarre-seeking by taking 'atypical' items (used bandaids, hoodies, underwear, lipstick, silverware, plushies) , threatening them with a knife , threatening them with kms , threatening information that could get them kicked out (they were gay), and i used to have a shrine but i came home one day and all of it was gone (fuck my mom for that ) .
some of this i dont remember doing but was told i did it , and because i blackout so often i absolutely believe it . i think there might be more ? idk i swear most of this happened back when i was a lil younger so i didn't know how to manage my feelings or even understood the concept of morality . i don't particularly condone my actions , though i don't regret them entirely them either . i regret moreso the consequences more than anything .
hunting ♡ how do you tend to get or find a new darling?
hm, it takes a while for the conflicting feelings to develop , my most recent one was when I joined jiraiblr ! B was one of the first ppl who were nice to me on here , and it made me stay for good . but the longer the obsession is the stronger .
purring ♡ what are your top love languages?
acts of service and words of affirmation ! im not great with words in the moment but i love giving and writing love letters for later , even if a lot of the time they never see it .
sunbathing ♡ what would be your ideal date or hangout with your darling?
... staying inside and doing whatever they'd like . so long as we don't go outside . maybe watch a movie or play a game?
stray cat ♡ how do you feel when your darling interacts with others? do you try to isolate them?
... i do get rather jealous , but ive found that directly isolating them won't always make dependent on you – unfortunately it usually just makes them wary of everybody , not just that one person , and that includes you . so i try to befriend people they get too close to so we can all be friends together , and just try to make sure the other person likes me more than my darling . that way they'll listen to me first and i can control the information and friends my darling has . isolation isnt particularly pleasant either - we're social creatures and need interaction typically, my darlings happiness is very important .
if a platonic darling gets a romantic partner though? i go fucking apeshit and trash on them until they break up . i cant stand that .
