Sep 11, 2022
realistically speaking ik I do not want to be famous ik that industry is horrible but the nine year old in me that wanted to be like basically every pop star I knew and the 13 year old in me that was at looking at kpop idols with stars in his eyes and the me now that is still looking at idols (albeit fictional ones) with stars in his eyes is not making this easy for me
#it's the. it's the making people happy....#it's cause#yanno....#it's about the sparkle#you get what I mean#13 year old me was kinda going through it(tm) like I was literally hating myself so much#but listening to the bts love yourself albums made that so much better and now every time I start hating myself again#I think back to that and try to tell myself we don't go there anymore#so technically speaking I owe them a lot#it's a little silly I suppose but a guy can dream no?
