please...more mad suguru..im parched
KEHKSGSJDG ANON HE IS MEAN!!!!!!! Please I personally would not be able to handle that, and when he's usually so calm and sweet and gentle???? NOOO i will actually cry
His protective mama wolf instincts.... if you're hurt or in pain he's going to get aggressive to keep you safe it's nonnegotiable, it's in his DNA he turns into a feral animal. That is not to say that he is never patient with you!!!!!! He suppresses the violent urges quite well when it's just a little paper scratch or a whine about something that doesn't matter, the most you're getting is a little "awh baby, come here <3333" but he is bothered deep down </3
Suguru's anger can be aimed at you if you did it to yourself after he warned you not to OVER AND OVER again and tried to stop you while you were in the process of endangering yourself, and most of all, tried hiding the pain from him, so it's a mixture of "why can't you just listen to me??" Frustration and "why don't you trust me" hurt/sadness/and panic, ofc he doesn't snap at you or –god forbid– raise his voice or get violent with you, he's just very clearly mad and it feels really really cold, jaw clenched, eyebrows furrowed, exhaling (huffing) through his nose, staring daggers into your injury, he gets silent as well and only talks to tell you to "be quiet" when you try to scramble for an explanation. ITS NOT A GOOD LOOK FOR HIM HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE WARM AMD SWEET AND KIND TO YOU Needless to say he doesn't let you leave his sight for a long time, and keeps using the incident as leverage.
I will say tho!!!!!! He doesn't stay like this for very long bcuz when his mind is a little less clouded he realizes he really missed his baby and possibly scared them as well TOT so after tucking you in bed extra extra early and pouring himself a drink (divorced mom style, imagine him in a loose robe, messy hair down, and a glass or red wine lmfa- whoa put your pants back on?? 🤨) he's suddenly all over you, holding you and kissing you, telling you how worried and scared he felt, how much he panicked and how he felt your pain (in his womb :3c) how sorry he is for scaring you, and makes you promise over and over to never be reckless again and just lean on him a little more, let him protect you <33
He doesn't get over it very quickly, so you're gonna have to be extra good to make it up to him and prevent any gray hairs and a possible heart attack