κ© tipsy soobin
drunk, lovesick soobin after the shoot wrap up, being picked up by his partner <3
the tipsy live altered my brain chemistry fr plspslspls read it!! #drabble
the bass was low and humming quietly in the background, soju bottles nearly empty, the table consisted empty plates and bottles, and after the wrap up of their shoot, soobin had become a problem.
not a loud problem, perse, not a messy one either. he was a giggly, boneless, mushy blushing mess of a problemβ curled into the corner of the both with his cheeks smooshed against the faux leather.
βnooo,β soobin whined, drawing the word as yeonjun clicked another photo across the table. βdonβt send that.β
but it was simply too late.
beomgyu was ready, with phone in one hand, eyes lit with mischief as he snapped yet another picture of soobin, and sent directly to his βbelovedβsβ number.
βhyung youβre so down bad,β kai giggled, his own face flushed a pretty pink. he flopped forward, chin landing on soobinβs shoulder. βyou have been chanting ynβs name for an hour now.β
βhave not,β soobin mumbled into his palms, which had migrated to cover the entirety of his pretty face. but his earsβ the tips of them, burned crimson, and the flush has crept down his neck, disappearing beneath the collar of his tank. his chest felt tight in the best, worst way. everytime someone said yn, his heart would do a little flip.
yn. yn. yn.
βyou literally just said it three times in a row,β taehyun deadpanned, swirling the last of his drink. he was the most functional of the five, which meant he was only mostly drunk. soobin keened, hiding deeper into himself.
as he fished out his own phone, fumbling with the lock, struggling to unlock it under the table.
he didnβt realize heβd started chanting you name out loud again until beomgyu doubled over mid laugh.
βthere he goes. βyn. yn. where are they? wheres my yn..ββ
twenty minutes later, you pushed open the restaurantβs door, the chime signalling your very presence in the room.
the scene was exactly as chaotic as described. beomgyu and hyuka were arm-wrestling (badly), taehyun was sipping water like a disappointed father, and yeonjun was attempting to put a paper crown on soobinβs head.
but soobinβ
soobin was slumped sideways in his chair, head tilted back, eyes half-closed. his cheeks were flushed all the way down to his collarbones. his lips were slightly parted, and his fingers were loosely curled around an empty glass.
βsoobin,β you said softly, stepping close.
the effect was immediate.
his eyes flew open. blinked once. twice. then his entire faceΒ lit upβa smile so wide, so radiant, so painfully genuine that his cheeks must have hurt. he looked like heβd just seen the sun after a long winter.
βyn,β he breathed, voice cracking.
before you could say another word, soobin lunged forward and buried his face into your stomach, arms wrapping around your waist like a koala. he was warm, so warm, and he smelled like soju and vanilla andΒ home.
βyou came,β he mumbled into your knitted sweater. βyouΒ came.β
you laughed softly, threading fingers through his dark hair. βof course i came. you texted me, didnβt you? you ruined my nightly routine thoughβ
βdeserved,β soobin said, voice thick. βmissed you. missed you so much it hurt here.β he pulled back just enough to press his palm flat against his own chest, right over his heart. βit was beating your name.Β thump-thump-yn-thump-thump.β
behind him, yeonjun mouthedΒ oh my godΒ to the rest of the table.
you cupped soobinβs face in both hands, thumbs brushing his burning cheekbones. βyouβre so drunk, baby.β
βmm,β soobin agreed, leaning into your touch like a cat starved of affection. βdrunk on you.β he giggled at his own stupid line, then grew serious. βno, wait. that was bad. but i mean it. i mean everything. i loveβmmf.β
you gently pressed a thumb to his lips before he could confess to the entire restaurant. βis that so?β you murmured, playing along, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear.
βmhm. and your hands are so soft. like clouds. clouds that love me.β he turned his head, pressing a clumsy kiss to the center of your palm. then he grew serious as he struggled to stand on his own two legs. βi missed you. three hundred. no. aΒ thousandΒ hundred.β
he started leaning in, eyes fluttering shut, lips puckering for more than just your palmβaiming for your lips but landing somewhere near the corner of your jaw. before he could try again, a chorus of protests erupted.
you laughed, pressing one firm kiss to soobinβs forehead (he whined at the loss of your lips), then looped an arm around his waist. βcβmon, soobin-ah. time to go.β
ββm not tired,β he mumbled, even as his head dropped to your shoulder.
βi know, baby. letβs go anyway.β
he went willingly, waving sloppily over his shoulder at the boys. βbye, friends! i love you! not as much as yn. but i love you!β
βwe know,β four voices yelled back.
getting soobin home was an adventure.
he stopped to point at three different cats (βyn, look. thatβs us. because youβre pretty and iβm fluffyβ), tried to convince you to carry him piggyback (βiβmΒ light, yn, iβve been skipping carbsβ), and spent a solid five minutes staring at your shared apartment door because the βcolor reminded him of your eyes.β
the door was beige.
but you loved him so much it made you dizzy.
inside, you guided him through the familiar motions: shoes off, his shirt and tank off as well (he pouted the entire time, cold without it), face wiped with a cool cloth (he leaned into the pressure like a cat), and a large glass of water coaxed down his throat. he threw a small tantrum when you suggested brushing his teethββbut iβmΒ tired, yn, and youβre being meanββbut gave in the moment you kissed his nose.
by the time you both tumbled into bed, the clock read 1:34 am. you were exhausted, the kind of bone-deep tired that comes from caring for a drunk, giant, adorable boyfriend. soobin, still flushed and loose-limbed, curled into your side like he belonged there (he did), his cheek pressed to your chest.
you ran your fingers through his hair. he sighed, content.
sleep was pulling you under, soft and heavy, whenβ
soobin sat up.
βsoobin,β you groaned, not even opening your eyes. βbedtime.β
but he was already moving, pressing clumsy, open-mouthed kisses to your jaw, your chin, the corner of your mouth, your nose, your eyelids, yourΒ foreheadβevery inch of your face he could reach, each kiss punctuated by a mumbled βlove youβ or βmissed you so muchβ or simply your name, breathed like a secret.
βsoobin,β you tried again, voice thick with exhaustion. your hand found the back of his neck, fingers curling into the soft baby hairs there. βbaby. sleep.β
ββm not done,β he protested, pulling back just enough to look at you with those big, hazy, adoring eyes. his lips were pink and kiss-swollen, his cheeks still that beautiful drunk-flush. βi have to kiss you. itβsΒ important.β
you laughed, soft and sleepy, and gave up.
with a gentle but firm hand, you guided him back downβnot to sleep, but just enough. you tilted his chin with your thumb, leaned in, and pressed one last kiss to his lips. chaste. sweet. the kind of kiss that saidΒ iβm here, iβve got you, we have got forever.
then you tucked his head into the crook of your arm, pulled him flush against your chest, and let your other hand resume its slow path through his hair.
βnow sleep,β you murmured, already halfway gone.
soobin froze.
his brainβalready sluggish, already swimming in you, already short-circuiting from the kiss and the warmth and the way you smelled and the fact that youΒ heldΒ him like he was preciousβcompletely crashed.
he blinked once then twice.
his heart, which had been hammering your name all night, finally just... stopped trying to form words.
oh, he thought, very intelligently.Β
he didnβt move. didnβt breathe for a solid three seconds. just lay there, cradled against your chest, as you drifted off beneath him like it was nothing, like you hadnβt just rewired his entire nervous system with a single kiss and a hand in his hair.
your breathing evened out.
soobin stayed awake, staring at the soft curve of your jaw, utterly, hopelessly, spectacularlyΒ brokenβin the best way possible.
βfuck,β he whispered to the dark room, very quietly, very reverently.
and then, because he was still a little drunk and a lot in love, he pressed one more kiss to your collarbone, buried his burning face against your neck, and let your heartbeat sing him to sleep.












