(sorry for the double ask but i wish i had included more in it) (also sorry for the long ask, plz don't feel pressured to read it, i kinda went overboard)
cuz like mhm mhm yes ilya WOULD be the one to get pregnant. like shane would HATE everything about a pregnancy, it would just be physically unnerving and i dont think he could adjust, but i totally see ilya's lover-boy heart seeing throughout the whole process that this baby is worth it. like there will be some horrible moments (like the post u made where after pregnancy he feels unattractive for the first time in his life or the illustration of the brief moment where he jokes about shane's baby being too big), but i think he could still understand in his head that this is worth it. he loves that baby and he loves being pregnant. i think he would totally get so horny for when shane comes back from the store with his 3 am pregnancy cravings. well, he would get horny after eating them. and also to ur tags about the sex, i think YES he would totally be demanding shane for his cum. i think. i think in my head the most them type sex in those roles is ilya degrading shane a little, telling him to "use his useless cock" and teaching him about it. i think shane would be too out of his league to be the usual power bottom he kind of is sometimes. or is he a needy bottom? but i think he wouldn't be saying much, just focusing on getting it right. I'm not sure if he would like that type of sex or if it would be too much like having sex with a vagina owner. cuz forcing yourself for so long to try to like penis in vagina sex is a lot and there's gotta be a lasting effect of 😬 in his mind over it. but also, i think especially after all this time in a monogamous gay relationship with a guy who has a very manly body, i think shane could come to the conclusion that he really likes admiring this manly body and face and could possibly come to terms with pounding this manly body and face into the mattress. I think he would like seeing this new side of manly ilya. but also genders aside, i think he would do anything for him. if ilya wants a baby, he's got a baby. thanks for reading it this far, i'm going to be thinking about if shane would have a pregnancy kink. i think ilya definitely does at this point, but what does shane think 🤔
but yeah, preggo ilya. that guy really loves being the grower of a baby. would be cooing and fixated on his stomach all the time. daydreaming about life as a parent a lot. leaning on shane and talking about it or just thinking while shane watches hockey tapes. would repeat the same things to shane over and over in a lovesick way like "and we'll get to teach them how to walk shane! we'll be able teach them so much!" or "I'm going to love them so much, Shane" or maybe even crying a bit from happiness: "i can't believe we got to make a baby with both our genes"
ouuuughh there’s so many points in here I want to chew on, ty for this.
first things first, demanding ilya grabbed me and wouldn’t let go until this was drawn
yes Ilya is suuuuuch a loverboy, i think he would genuinely want to carry their baby. he’s already got a self-sacrificing streak. we know he’d do anything for his family even his family that demanded too much and didn’t deserve it and that might factor in, but he’d do it happily because Shane is his family now and he wants to grow his family. i think crucially, Shane doesn’t ask him for this, Ilya offers.
and of course it’s going to be hard, but Shane already has a plan and Ilya can’t think of anything more worth it. there’s something romantic about it too, about how happy he is to keep a little piece of Shane inside him and nurture it and love it and help it grow 🥹Shane made a home for him at the cottage and Ilya will make a home for their baby
the concept of Ilya sacrificing his body for them, and Shane sacrificing by having to top until it takes and Ilya is knocked up 😂 we know Shane’s the bottom of all time but they’ve been together years at this point and he’s not exactly shaking like a leaf in fear at the thought of topping, him and Ilya are so intimately connected and open with each other that it’s registering more like trying a new kink. and speaking of, they can fall back on their existing dynamic anyways.
Ilya talks Shane through opening him up, sprinkling in praise for all the ways Shane is behind good, making him feel good, getting him ready for his cock. He’s praising him for fucking with Intention that is just for them. Ilya meant to be more gentle, but we know he’s a little shit who loves to needle Shane who delights in getting a reaction out of him so before long he’s getting Shane worked up with little taunts like “your cock is not just decoration, yes? it can still make us a baby?” and “i want your cum, are you going to be good and give it to me? you kept it to yourself all these years and now we need your pretty cock to work” and “are you going to give me what is mine” and “da Shane, just like that, your cock is not so useless now” when Shane’s pressed deep inside trying not to blow his load too soon because they read that it’s better for conceiving if Ilya comes too.
and Shane’s thrusting now, keeping a rhythm that’s clumsy but feels good, feels so goddamn good to Ilya because he’s reminded of their first encounters, when they were so young and fumbling around in the dark and learning each other’s bodies and all the ways they could make each other fall apart. they’re not those boys anymore and they haven’t been for a long time but damn. it was good. it was good then and it’s good now, magnified by the knowledge of what they’re trying to do
and Ilya’s legs are in the air and he’s so full, fuller than he’s ever felt in his life, he can feel Shane in his guts, in his lungs, in his heart, so full he might burst with it right there on his back with his legs wrapped around Shane’s waist and his fingers in Shane’s mouth. Ilya falls apart and comes, locking his legs behind Shane’s back and forcing him in as deep as it’ll go. Shane’s thrusts turn to deep grinding drags as he comes inside Ilya, filling him with his cum. Ilya swears he can feel it painting his insides, making space and taking root in his womb as much as his heart
“if ilya wants a baby, he’s got a baby” 👏 👏 👏
i think shane has a breeding kink for himself, but without the actually wanting to be pregnant part. ilya wants to carry and Shane has an ilya kink, so I think he would be so into getting his husband pregnant, seeing him pregnant, fussing over him, loving him, watching his body grow and change and physically manifest his love, and sure maybe it borders on having a pregnancy kink. plus he loves that it’s another way for ilya to show off how strong he is. he’s the strongest person shane knows
sappy at the beginning and at the end i couldnt help it. ps the post you’re talking about where ilya thinks he is unattractive is one I reblogged not made, just wanted to shout that out if you wanna go back and check out the op!!
