#yeah it's

[carnage-cathedral]

"how's april going?"

[shaylogic]

#1 Reason to watch Dead Boy Detectives is that there's a Perfect Boyfriend character, the likes of which you've never seen before

[leonkennedysprostate]

castiel uses dean's jizz to glue together his macaroni artwork

[sofiadragon]

The thing about writing fanfic is occasionally you have a lot of dates on the timeline and you just have to do the math. Just. Just so much math.

Why do I move the day Senkuu says his age in days? Because do-over fics that do everything the same are boring. Also, quite by accident, I had the opportunity to make a 69 joke. Senkuu insists it is a yin yang. Gen says otherwise. We all know who is correct at 1:38am on a weekday.

And I was Gen was mistaken about their age gap, but that works with the characterization of him being a alightly different guy this go around.

Editing that shit is going to be fun tomorrow.

[imacanofsprite]

Do you know that feeling?

The one that vibrates through your soul

That makes you shake when you feel it in whole

That feeling resting in your gut 

That rises when you hope, or dream or love?

That feeling which you describe as giddy

Or hopeful, but you know it isn't really 

Because it breaches the surface when you write

Or stare by yourself, up at the sky

You get that feeling when you talk

And you feel as though you're out of practice 

But you get it still when you stay small

It feels like no one's there to listen.

Do you know this feeling now?

Do you wish it would go away?

Or at least leave your happy times alone

Be content arising only on bad days?

Because you know that's why you don't get stage fright

You were shaking with that feeling already

And you know that when you're feeling alright

It shouldn't still be feeling heavy

You know this feeling, it feels fine

It's with you in the good, the bad, the lies

It wipes the tears up off your cheeks

Telling you to go to sleep

Because if you don't, well, people will know

That your energy was just for show

You tell yourself this feeling helps

Even when this feeling gives you hell

You tell yourself you like it here

You want to keep this feeling near 

This feeling whispers in my ear

I know this feeling

It's fear

[dumb-dumb-again]

me when my adhd fixates on a new pairing and fandom every 2 weeks

it's Grey's anatomy rn i'm sorry guys 😔😔😔

[hellceo]

ALSO with regards to crowley's nearly getting turned human — no, it doesn't work completely. but it also doesn't not work. the process woke up his soul just a tiny bit. it's mangled, damaged, torn to bits, ripped bloody. but where it's been dead for centuries, that process made it feel again, just a tiny bit. they got so close to waking it up completely that it didn't go back to what it was, either.

and when you've been used to not feeling anything beyond the physical for centuries, it's a hell of a ride to suddenly be able to feel a whisper of it. it's addicting. he wants it. he hates it. he loves it. it's a hindrance. it ... hurts, and he sort of likes it to hurt.