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carnage.

he / they / it + masc / neu terms collectively.

vent / personal blog.

adult. hc-DID sys. mentally unwell.

cw for discussion of ramcoa + adjacent topics.

endos dni. extremely taken.

about.

donate here to help our cat get vet treatment.

krafterwrites

I've been crying laughing from this for the last 5 minutes

modmad

caspercryptid

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

caspercryptid

On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."

caspercryptid

Someday your current baseline will be the sort of thing you consider A Really Bad Day. It does get better.

meitene

#♡

leovincible

Just a little closer…

#for the angels

leovincible

Scrounging from the ground. Buried metals from past wars and blood. The dead lands are coming back.

#gate

white cranberry juice is so awesome it's like if water was good

#🎙️.will

universeleads

Guys what if there was a character

this is an example of a symbiotic relationship

carnage-cathedral

my partner said something that kinda rocked my world

carnage-cathedral

#still so obsessed with this comment #buddy what are you TALKING about

so wild seeing a like 14 year old jirai kid using the "I'll love you even if you get worse" userbox

#🎙️.will #the userbox wasn't made by me but I gave sysboxes direct permission to make it #it's just kinda wild #also. he didn't credit where he got the userbox

I have like seriously zero ability to communicate directly with Grace and he can't be near me like at all but every once in a while I can hear snippets of him cussing and bitching while he tries to establish some kinda signal. like it'll be silence for hours and then suddenly a bunch of audio disturbance and static and shit and then I'll hear a couple muffled words and something along the lines of "fuck I don't think it's working. wait am I through? is it working?? okay I just need it to hold long enough to tell him about th-" and then it cuts him off mid sentence and fades out into static again. it's like kinda funny but also it hurts my head pretty bad

#🎙️.will #he keeps getting like bits of things through #shit about how there are answers to the questions I'm asking but I'm just not allowed to know them #which is like.... interesting #what am I not supposed to know....?#(I know the jist or at least the subject matter but I guess I'm just not allowed to UNDERSTAND the subject)#(lame. but I guess that's systems babey)