so when all my friends forget my name, @carnage-cathedral - Tumblr Blog

carnage.

he / they / it + masc / neu terms collectively.

vent / personal blog.

adult. hc-DID sys. mentally unwell.

cw for discussion of ramcoa + adjacent topics.

endos dni. extremely taken.

about.

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egophage

I reached a point with my notes where simply writing "guh" did not capture the feeling well enough so I drew him right in there

#pretty proud of my guh

europeansculpture

Artemisia Viscoli (1937 - 2022) - Forma spaziale

torksmith

lightheartedsuggestion

Stop convincing yourself you’re wasting your life away. The time you’ve spent resting and healing was and is necessary. You’re not a waste of a person if you find yourself struggling right now. Healing, recovering, sitting with your pain is foundational. It’s not a waste. You are still whole.

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r04ches

#look at his art NEOW

okay I need to shower and I need to go out for food of some kind because we have uhhhhhh nothing

#🍜.grace #unless you count dry and probably stale cheerios

we definitely are aroace but we just never felt like we were allowed to uhhh think about it ever? or label ourselves in a way that "excludes people" (which is how it was put to us when we were younger. that labels like that exclude people and deprive the world of something. which is fucked. also that we did try labeling ourselves as ace of some kind a long time ago and as a result we were assaulted to prove that we weren't ace which doesn't make sense but the logic of rapists is often pretty iffy so. anyway) but it's really cool now to discover this and accept it alongside our partner who also has realized he's aroace and now we're both just chilling because it changes literally nothing about our relationship dynamic except for now we both feel like we understand ourselves better. so yeah :]

#🍜.grace #I don't know that we've ever experienced sexual attraction really at all #our partner is really the only exception to that and I think that's largely due to the intense multifaceted emotional bond #we have with him #our partnership is more complex and strong than just a standard committed spousal relationship #it's hard to define specifically what we have together because I don't know that there are words for it yet but it's like #he's my partner. in everything. it's not just romantic or sexual or anything it's just. everything #anyway I just woke up and I'm groggy as shit our sleep schedule is so fucked #anyway happy pride to us and before anyone asks this has nothing to do with my source's fandom because I'm a sentient person living in the #real world and it would be fucked to up assume my identity hinges on a fandom interpretation and popular headcanon of the character #I happen to be sourced from #sa

braaainwaaash

husband

krafterwrites

I've been crying laughing from this for the last 5 minutes

modmad

caspercryptid

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

caspercryptid

On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."

caspercryptid

Someday your current baseline will be the sort of thing you consider A Really Bad Day. It does get better.