so when all my friends forget my name,

no, I won't come back and be the same.

[carnage-cathedral]

carnage.

he / they / it + masc / neu terms collectively.

vent / personal blog.

adult. hc-DID sys. mentally unwell.

cw for discussion of ramcoa + adjacent topics.

endos dni. extremely taken.

about.

donate here to help our cat get vet treatment.

sideblogs we interact from:

@dsmvotion (host's sideblog. sometimes more active than main)

@mindbranded

@innerward

@chokehound

@handsoffthefuckinshield

@martyrdoll

@carnage-cubs

@carnage-hoard

@sproingusblogging

wing header is our art, please do not steal or reupload

[carnage-cathedral]

can u guys stop calling your fandoms cults it's really fucking weird

[so-many-ocs]

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood

[zombiewifee]

tiktok is actually cancer for the brain

[free-my-mindd]

[icaseybaybee]

[seaphine]

they injected me with mental illness when i was a baby because they didn't like that i radiated moonlight and had stars inside my eyes. they were jealous of me.

[natalieironside]

I don't wanna sound like mean or nuthin but a lot of y'all have been trapped in a vortex of suffering for so long that you've come to identify with the suffering as an aspect of your personality and ideology and thereby to covet suffering and to mistake debasement for enoblement and humiliation for virtue

[rn-deliabusby]

flickr

[egophage]

I reached a point with my notes where simply writing "guh" did not capture the feeling well enough so I drew him right in there

[europeansculpture]

Artemisia Viscoli (1937 - 2022) - Forma spaziale

[torksmith]

[lightheartedsuggestion]

Stop convincing yourself you’re wasting your life away. The time you’ve spent resting and healing was and is necessary. You’re not a waste of a person if you find yourself struggling right now. Healing, recovering, sitting with your pain is foundational. It’s not a waste. You are still whole.

[carnage-cathedral]

??????????what??????????

[r04ches]

[carnage-cathedral]

okay I need to shower and I need to go out for food of some kind because we have uhhhhhh nothing

[carnage-cathedral]

we definitely are aroace but we just never felt like we were allowed to uhhh think about it ever? or label ourselves in a way that "excludes people" (which is how it was put to us when we were younger. that labels like that exclude people and deprive the world of something. which is fucked. also that we did try labeling ourselves as ace of some kind a long time ago and as a result we were assaulted to prove that we weren't ace which doesn't make sense but the logic of rapists is often pretty iffy so. anyway) but it's really cool now to discover this and accept it alongside our partner who also has realized he's aroace and now we're both just chilling because it changes literally nothing about our relationship dynamic except for now we both feel like we understand ourselves better. so yeah :]