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carnage.

he / they / it + masc / neu terms collectively.

vent / personal blog.

adult. hc-DID sys. mentally unwell.

cw for discussion of ramcoa + adjacent topics.

endos dni. extremely taken.

about.

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anxietyproblem

laceration-d0ll

YOUR EMAIL FINDS ME ON THE FIELD OF BATTLE

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#for 🦅

yellowyarn

Its very strange how pro-mental health people will say "normalise depression! Normalise anxiety! Normalise taking meds/going to therapy! Normalise talking about these things!", and this includes struggling with those things (at least to a certain amount). But as soon as its a "scary" and/or less palatable mental illness its the opposite. "Stop normalising eating disorders and self harm!", "you shouldn't talk about psychosis, its upsetting!", they'll give you judge mental looks if you are ever too different

is. is this one of them? is this one of the reasons?

#eyestrain

retro-scifi-and-fantasy-art

‪Noriyoshi Ohrai (1935-2015, Japanese)

#taxonomize later

princess-amz

your blog sucks

you should see my life

also. I'm not actually that inaccurate to source. you guys just fucking uwufied this character so you think saying the fuck word is out of character for me

#🍜.grace

"you don't seem source accurate to me" well I have great news then! because I'm not here to be source accurate! so! problem solved!

#🍜.grace

carnage-cathedral

the system community genuinely cares more about introjects being source attached or any other surface level superficial bullshit than the implications of how we all ended up with people in our brains to begin with

carnage-cathedral

"do you condone your source?" "are you source attached or no?" "are you ship friendly?" "how do you feel about sourcemates? how about headcanons" "are you distanced from the problematic creator?" "you know you aren't really your source right?" "are you canon divergent?" oh my god it's almost like you guys are forgetting about the part where we are alters in complex dissociative disorders and none of this means fucking anything

#🍜.grace #WE'RE ALL. FUCKING. SYMPTOMS #SYMPTOMS IN THE SHAPES OF CHARACTERS #I'M A MANIFESTATION OF TRAUMA AND PERSONALITY TRAITS IN THE SHAPE OF FUCKING RYAN GOSLING #WHO FUCKING CARES #THE SHAPE I TAKE IS NOT IMPORTANT WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS THE FACT THAT I EXIST IN THE FIRST PLACE #THE FOCUS SHOULD NOT BE ON THE FORMS WE TAKE IT SHOULD BE ON THE FACT THAT OUR IDENTITIES ARE FRACTURED

the system community genuinely cares more about introjects being source attached or any other surface level superficial bullshit than the implications of how we all ended up with people in our brains to begin with

#🍜.grace #woahh.. it's almost like.... your disorder is trying to distract you from the true gravity of your condition #it's almost like.... you spend all this time and energy fighting about dumb shit... so that you don't have to think about your trauma.....#it's almost like....... this shit doesn't mean anything.......

I get it I get it everything about me "looks and feels wrong" or fucking whatever but. interesting thing about that. it doesn't actually fucking matter??

#🍜.grace

I'm in desk-flipper mode so just be aware of that

#🍜.grace #I am ready to throw furniture

"how have you not seen iron lung if you know phm???" BECAUSE I SAW PHM. NOT IRON LUNG. ARE YOU AWARE THAT THESE ARE TWO ENTIRELY SEPARATE FILMS

#🍜.grace #“b-but... bloodmary ship...?” I DON'T CARE #consider this: your ship has actually absolutely nothing to do with my existence in like any way shape or form

alsophila-grahami

mutuals to sit under this thing with

I'M GONNA LOSE MY MIND AND DIE

#🍜.grace

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