so when all my friends forget my name,

no, I won't come back and be the same.

[carnage-cathedral]

carnage.

he / they / it + masc / neu terms collectively.

vent / personal blog.

adult. hc-DID sys. mentally unwell.

cw for discussion of ramcoa + adjacent topics.

endos dni. extremely taken.

about.

donate here to help our cat get vet treatment.

sideblogs we interact from:

@dsmvotion (host's sideblog. sometimes more active than main)

@mindbranded

@innerward

@chokehound

@handsoffthefuckinshield

@martyrdoll

@carnage-cubs

@carnage-hoard

@sproingusblogging

wing header is our art, please do not steal or reupload

[carnage-cathedral]

my ibuprofen either just isn't working or it's wearing off but I don't remember when I took it so I have no idea

[carnage-cathedral]

I guess it was me who kept saying "become unrecognizable" all the time huh

[carnage-cathedral]

we try just a little

[carnage-cathedral]

non captioned version. self portrait. caption is a nod to something my mother once said to me about my abuse

[carnage-cathedral]

I MAKE MY SELF SICK

[carnage-cathedral]

oh. that was kinda nice of him

[carnage-cathedral]

I almost just said "I think I'm dissociating from something but I don't know what it is" and it's like..... yeah......... because I'm dissociating from it

[ztephanie13]

[sharkwithpaws]

happy substance abuse sunday

[rocky-doodles-daily]

[lesbianeo]

mutuals, you can pick me up to put me in your inventory

[carvedhopeonmywrist]

eternal ass june ive already reincarnated 10,000 lives this month

[r04ches]

happy self inflicted suffering saturday

[imjunebitch]

if u call urself a misandrist I'm going to assume ur homophobic. I'm gonna assume that ur at the very least weird about trans women like me, that you're going to judge them based on how they pass, on how out they are, on what level of transition they are at. I'm gonna assume ur racist too. like. idk "misandry" very feels like the sorta "feminism" someone is really into when they're in high school and carefully making sure to never think about anything.

[imjunebitch]

and do you believe yourself to be an unfailing arbiter of who that is? and is it truly all cishet men? do you hate men of color, if they are cishet? what about intersex men? why not just hate bigoted people? why find groups of people, groups big enough to undoubtedly contain marginalized people?

[carnage-cathedral]

sorry for being dead the past couple days I was busy being dead

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

i think there is something fundamentally wrong with me but that's okay