with love,

Lucy Masterlist is pinned Links in the title of each individual chapter Happy Reading!

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Book Covers

Stories by yours truly

The Faux Affair - Fake Dating AU

His Blood Sun - Self Defence Teacher AU

Butterfly Boy - Enemies to Lovers AU

In Your Splendour - Best Friends AU

The Lamb & The Lion - Childhood Friends OU

AM Girl - Friends with Benefits OU

Vitae & Mortem - Dystopian AU

To War - Dunkirk AU

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I could write a fic about the dumb shit that’s going on in my love life right now

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This fic is fucking INSANE

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If I’m remembering correctly, one of your Harry characters liked Fairytale in New York! Hozier just did a cover on SNL and it’s so so good!

If I’m remembering correctly it’s TFA Harry that loved it (a man of taste)

And HOW HAVE I NOT SEEN THIS? I imagine he did a beaaaaautiful cover, I’ll have to check it out

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This paragraph lives visually and rent free in my head. Thank you. 😍

You are so welcome and honestly SAME. Honestly men with just their lil towels on, a lil glimpse of pubic hair…. Melting

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i’ve read beautiful boy and faux affair the past two days and i genuinely feel floored by them both. the level of detail and character depth and just beautiful writing was amazing. loved every bit of both of them & can’t wait to work my way through the rest of your writing! 🫶🏻

That is IMPRESSIVE WORK to get through those two in just two days, excellent reading skills. And thank you so much for dropping me a message to say you enjoyed them 🥹 I know I’m not here much and not actively writing but it still means so much to me. Thank you ❤️

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I’m re-reading AM girl now 🤭 (my 2nd fav after BB)

Oh really??? That fic is SO OLD now I feel like it feels dated to read so I’m honoured and chuffed that you still enjoy it 🥹 hope you’re well!

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Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red.

Kait Rokowski

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absolutely wild seeing an email from Tumblr . com today and then checking it and seeing it was telling me you answered an ask. crazy crazy blast from the past hahaha. hope you're doing well. I miss this space. (also I used to be Carolina-kiwi that drew Harrys apartment from the faux affair ❤️❤️❤️)

OH MY GODDDDD SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPP HIIIIIIII! Oh my god I still remember seeing that for the first time and bursting into tears. Like you TRULY burrowed into my brain with that one, is was genuinely so surreal. I hope I thanked you sufficiently at the time but just in case I didn’t, THANK YOU! You made this little imaginary apartment in my mind come to life, and you also gave me like this boost with my writing? To know I’d been able to portray what I saw well enough. I know that also involved some asks where you asked for deep details but still, it was amazing.

Love you always. Hope you’re keeping well ❤️

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Popping in to say hello and that I miss interacting and reading your stories. I love how we've come back here because this is a space where we can grieve someone we used to engage with and around and just be girls about on this hellsite. We may have stepped away from tumblr, but it never left us. Just like writing, like 1D, like most things in life.

Anyway, I love you, Lucy. You're one of the people I've become a better person because of. Thank you. Live well 🤍

It’s such a strange grief, I knew I had to come back to tumblr and just be around others who were feeling what I was. Such a surreal thing. Still doesn’t feel real. But honestly, what a community. Met some of the best people.

Also, that last paragraph, first of all, how dare you???? Attacking me on this fine Tuesday night and now I’m EMOTIONAL! That’s so insanely kind, that’s such a lovely thing to say. Genuinely humbling that you feel that way, thank you thank you thank you! Sending you all the love and cuddles and consensual smooches in the world ❤️

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Wasn’t sure if you’d remember me 🤭 my son is 6 now, can you believe it? Last time we talked I think he was a baby or a toddler. And also, yes you should write something!!! No pressure of course.

I think the last time we spoke he was like maybe going up 2??? Unbelievable how quickly it goes 😭 hope you’re both doing well ❤️

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Hi Lucy! I hope you are well. I have been looking at going to Manchester for 2-3 days, in order to go to a concert. But I have no clue what would be a good / cheap / safe place to stay or how best to go from the airport to the center. Any hotel and transport tips for me?

Missing our Sunday rituals! Take care x

Oh my fuck this is from LAST FEB, I’m so so sorry. If you did manage to get to Manchester I hope you had a lovely time.

If not, general transport tips are the train of the tram, especially the tram. It’s a very pedestrian friendly city so taxis are generally stupid expensive and not your fastest option either.

I’ve also had lots of good experiences with City Suites hotels, I think there’s a few of them dotted around Manchester now and they’re especially good if you’re staying a while because it’s a balance between a hotel and an apartment, so you have a little kitchen and stuff in there too which is so handy, and depending on when you’re visiting they’re affordable too. Travel Lodges and Premier Inns are your BASIC hotels but cheap, but some of the even central ones are not goooood. Dead central is the Piccadilly Square Premier Inn which is a pretty decent one.

Hope this is relatively helpful if it’s still something you’re planning ❤️

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LUUUUUUUCYYYYYY 😳

I’m sure I’m not the first one writing you today, but I just saw a video of Harry singing “Songbird”.

The occasion is quite sad, but I loved it 😍 instantly reminded me of Butterfly Boy and how I fell in love with this song while reading it.

I hope you’re well and healthy. Much love from me to you!! 💜💜💜

Oh my god I don’t even think I’ve seen that, was it when Christine passed away? I’m not really a fan anymore so miss all the good stuff. I bet his voice was totally gorgeous with that song.

Hope you’re well too, sending lots of love and cuddles. Also honour of my life that it made you think of BB 🥹

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LUCY ! I just started typing your url to have a nice rereading session, and usually my safari app auto fills your url, but today it auto filled as “looselucys[city name] . Com” and I was like 👀 evidently it’s a store that’s only an hour from my house that sells a bunch of tiedye/tapestry/incense/tarot/crystal vibe things ! Anyway I’m definitely gonna check it out next time I’m in the area but I wanted to let u know that you’ve got a store over here in the American south hahahahah

1. So sorry for the very late response and 2. THEY’RE TRYING TO TAKE MY SPOT ON YOUR PHONE! THEY’RE COMING FOR MY AUTO FILL IN CROWN. Also they have great taste in their title so I cannot blame them. They should sell my fics as books, COLLAB.

Hope you’re well ❤️❤️❤️

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miss you miss you miss you!!!

I’M SORRY I DIDNT ANSWER THIS FOR 2 STUPID YEARS BUT I MISS YOU TOOOOOO

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Hello Darling! just re-read TFA AGAIN and ugh it’s still just as wonderful as the first time i read it! i still sob uncontrollably. i hope you’re well and i miss you and i love your books so so so much and i’m sure i’ll keep re-reading them until the day the internet collapses. love you🖤🖤🖤 (p.s. i thought of you when i saw the cat pics idk why but it just…makes sense)

HI OMG I’M SORRY FOR NOT SEEING THIS MESSAGE FOR OVER 2 YEARS! I think some got lost in the void and they’re only just appearing now. Also, those cat pics speak to my very soul so it makes total sense to me 😂

Thank you for being so kind. Glad you still loved TFA back in 2022 and hope you still love it now. Wouldn’t it be fun if we could organise some kind of group re-read? Read a new chapter every Sunday like when I posted, all go through the motions and talk about it? That was SUCH a fun time

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I’ve been binging your fics and… what the fuck dude? You’re such a good writer?????? If you’re not pursuing this talent for real, I’d honestly consider pitching some of your work because FUCK the you’re writing is so EMOTIVE. And your characterisation!!!!! Unmatched!!!! What the fuck!!!!

I AM SO SORRY I MISSED THIS VERY LOVELY MESSAGE! I just checked and it says June 2022??? Like where has it been HIDING.

But honestly and truly, thank you so much for being so so kind and I’m so happy you enjoyed reading my stuff. Hopefully one day I will write something again 🥹❤️🥹

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Have to say that the lyrics of Matilda just remind me of ren and tfa every time ❤️❤️

Oh my GOD this message is from almost three fucking years ago, I’m so sorry I missed it 😭 but yes I remember feeling the same way. Harry read TFA confirmed.