#yifa-hehe

[y1f4]

LOOK AT THIS SICK SHIT GANG, ABSOLUTE CINEMA

@askthesonnellin0s @theannoyingparasite @muffinstuffins11 @moris-i-cant-move-it-anymore @sherbertsk @jaedyn-here (credits to them for the reference pic 💕) AAAAAAAAND @lyricamaxing

[y1f4]

Averythemayo

@askthesonnellin0s @jaedyn-here @theannoyingparasite @muffinstuffins11 @moris-i-cant-move-it-anymore what do you guys thinkkkkkkkkkkkk 👀

[y1f4]

‘M working on a little something… But have a Dirk Strider doodle dump while you wait.

[[ @jaedyn-here @muffinstuffins11 @theannoyingparasite @shedletskyyy @sherbertsk @askthesonnellin0s @moris-i-cant-move-it-anymore hey guys… finally posted a drawing after a HOT minute….. 😓😓 ]]

[y1f4]

just putting this here even if i think my art looks like absolute dog shit .

the quality’s ass , but it’s understandable .

[y1f4]

ykw

that’s it

im gonna write smut because fuck it we ball

am i gonna post it ?

no .

[y1f4]

yo broski,,,,,, its done :]

colored lineart this time, 8 layers and minor fuck ups

HOLY SHIT THAT’S AMAZING !!

here, take xia’s typo as a thank you

it’s on the house

[y1f4]

“ Whatever you do at the crossroads, keep going forward. “

(…or something. I was never good with endings..)

- D3RLORD3 (or Derek.)

[y1f4]

Uhh… How do I start this?

(suicide note. hi guys)

If you’re reading this the moment it was posted or even a few hours later, then I should be dead. Finally, finally dead. Yes, I’m attempting again— and no, I don’t feel comfortable sayin’ why. Jus’ note that it’s for personal reasons like peer pressure or somethin’ with my family.

This might not be the longest note, so I’ll be tagging my moots, friends, and my partner (if someone will actually care 🤷‍♀️). I just want to say that I’m sorry. I’m sorry for all that I have done, and I apologize to all who I have wronged— either it be to one of my friends, a stranger, or a group of people. Everyone deserves an apology in some way.

If I somehow (yet, unfortunately in my opinion) survive, I’ll say so after I recollect myself. I have attempted before and failed, so it will be obvious that I’ll be upset if I manage to fail again.

And someone (or some people) might be wondering ‘Why? Why attempt if you have all that you have?’ ‘Why throw it all away?’ And again I say to that— I have my own reasons that I am not willing to share. All I have to say is that I apologize to anyone and everyone I have met.

I apologize for not being able to open up— like, actually. Due to fear of being judged, I’m guessin’. I’m sorry for being so hard-headed or stubborn at times, especially whenever someone asks me to open up. (especially my irl friends, and my partner)

And to my partner, I am so sorry. If I survive, you will be the first person to know— and ‘m sorry I had to attempt again, I hope you know I love you with everything that I have— and if I live to see another day, I will continue to love you, and I swear. On everything, because yer’ my everything.

This is Yifa, sayin’ goodbye… And hopefully, for the last time.

[[ @shedletskyyy @sherbertsk @muffinstuffins11 @theannoyingparasite @askthesonnellin0s @jaedyn-here @justanxiousandcaffeinated @moris-i-cant-move-it-anymore @lyricamaxing ]]