#yonoko

[imbouttasue]

[Yin and Xiu's first meeting]

Xiu: I'm running for the position of the school's president this year. Nice to meet you all!

Yin: I'm gay.

Xiu: What?

Yin, panicking: I-I mean Gabriel is my name what's yours?

[mayuisyuki]

Girl help where art thou boop button

You're late 😭😭😭😭

[bambi-xlcr]

Father's Birthday 🎉✨ All of these were delicious!!!! (*´ч`*)♡ . . . #yonoko #tokyo #japan #yummy #japanesefood #foodporn #food #igfood #foodstagram #foodie #foodpics #foodphoto #foody #foodoftheday #tempura #fantastic #delicious #goodtaste #天ぷら #和食 #ご近所ごはん #父上リクエストによりお誕生日ご飯もココ🍽 #ノンアル泡まで用意してくれて…(灬ºωº灬) #今回もまた最初から最後まで全部美味しい🍤 #海苔天いくらの衝撃ハンパない #近所に美味しいお店が揃い過ぎ #最近バレはじめてて困るw #最高のご飯の後はお家でプレゼント🎁&ケーキtime🎂 #良き1日✨ #あーまたすぐ食べたいな(*˘︶˘*).｡.:* (天ぷら よのこ) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8c__JCJq7c/?igshid=k2l6hhzz1n3e

[bambi-xlcr]

All of these were delicious!!!!✨ I love it (*´ч`*) . . #yonoko #tokyo #japan #yummy #japanesefood #foodporn #food #igfood #foodstagram #foodie #foodpics #foodphoto #l4l #foody #foodoftheday #tempura #天ぷら #和食 #ご近所ごはん #兄嫁のお誕生日ご飯🍽 #ココは何度食べても最初から最後まで全部美味しいくて大好き🍤 #徒歩圏内にご近所贔屓ナシで本当に美味しいお店が揃い過ぎてて困るw #近所のが美味しいから結果何処にも出かけなくなるという… #最高(*´ω｀*) #子どもの頃に良く連れてってもらった大好きだった天ぷら屋さんを思い出す(٭°̧̧̧ω°̧̧̧٭) #やっぱり天ぷらはカウンターで🍤 #またすぐ食べたい!! https://www.instagram.com/p/B30xet_pmcN/?igshid=1gahtscjff0bq

[lastarpeggios]

One of my favorites deactivated. She left me a goodbye message, but I was asleep and now I’m really sad (and worried).  I know people like to make fun of Tumblr, or despise it even, but it’s still a place with people. And whenever there are people involved, feelings are involved. I really love many of you guys.  I recently got a message from another person, requesting me to “please tell her whenever I decide to deactivate”. I feel like I really understood her concern.  Just tell me when you are thinking of leaving Tumblr, please. Many of you have become very dear to me. It’s like I’m losing a friend. The internet is a weird place. Don’t forget there are real people on here. 

[lastarpeggios]

yonoko replied to your post “I probably just left the most hate-filled room I have ever been in in...”

I can't even imagine how much strength it took to be in that room & I don't think there was anything better you could do but to leave. You're far from being weak and it is exactly your ability to feel so deeply and compassionately that proves that.

Thank you for saying that. You’re right. At this point I’ve talked back so many times that these people are just saying harmful things to provoke me, and in the situation I was in tonight there were so many people on the same side of the issue that my voice got lost and I decided that leaving the hate-room was the only way I could show my disapproval without going insane. I was only in there for a brief moment and it was enough to do its damage. It feels like something heavy is pulling at me, making it hard to breathe. I wish I could let it go, but at the same time, I don’t want to, because I can’t forget about the fact that some people have to deal with this hate every day, pointed directly at them even. So it seems like the least I can do, is to bear this small pain. I just wish I could bear it better... I feel bad about being so hurt and crying so easily because in the end, I’m not going to be the one to suffer at the hands of people like these. 

[lastarpeggios]

yonoko replied to your post

“The idea that you can’t be happy about helping others, that you can’t...”

Thank you for this. I have always had a hard time in situations where feelings of hurt would arise when my kindness wasn't acknowledged because of the belief that kindness is supposed to be completely selfless. It created so much self doubt for me.

I’m sorry people have been so dismissive of your kindness. The last thing you should do is to doubt yourself. Try to remember the actual consequences of your actions, not the negative remarks of others, or the absence of recognition. Kindness is rarer than people think, and we all need it.

[lastarpeggios]

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry to hear about the struggles you, your family and your grandmother are going through. I hope that she recovers as quickly as possible and that you don't suffer too much from worrying in the process. Although I know how impossible that sounds as a HSP, we always care and feel to its very depths. But it also makes us love more and I think your grandmother is very lucky to have that kind of love. To have you.

Thank you for this kind message. Your support gives me strength, it really does.I don’t know how I will handle loss of a dear one, considering how bad I am at handling disease, or even aging. I always try very hard to stop sad things from happening in my life (because I am bad at dealing with them) but events like these make me realize that I don’t have control over some things - especially the saddest things - and that truth has really shaken me. But I can’t allow myself to think about it too much. I’m sure this Wednesday will pass and everything will be fine. With the exception of seeing my grandmother in the hospital again. There’s something very tragic about witnessing how the people who raised you, become weak.