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@mayuisyuki
Welcome to My Blog!!
Hello!!
My name is Mayu/Yuki!
I use any pronouns!
Please have a wonderful time here!
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white ppl will steal every aesthetic from black culture and then call it something so stupid like bo derek braids instead of box braids or hasbin hotel core instead of black southern dandism. yall will bend over backwards to call my culture barbaric/scary just to drool over the aesthetic the moment no actual black people are involved (21 pilots vs actual reggae). And if ur white/nonblack reading this just reblog. I dont need any comments talking about how not racist you are + speaking up over actual black people.
FLY is a story about a boy who gets a second chance. Help his story take flight June 9th 11am EST on Kickstarter. Thank you for being the wind beneath my wings I hope this story lifts the world to a brighter place.
A coming of age story about Black kids who finally have power to fight back against systems designed against them.
We need more of this. Public shaming in front of their families. The nerve of the war-criminal: please don't tell my children I played a huge role in the mass-murder of children.
There are children in Gaza who need help. Donate if you can You're the only hope They need education, donate and share.
The Minister of Education and Higher Education in Gaza visited us and assessed the school's situation. He said that if desks and chairs were provided, the school would open, but we urgently need more donations to make that happen. Think for a moment about the children of Gaza who have been deprived of education for years. Donate if possible
The Coastal Initiative in Gaza urgently needs your support to laun… Asma Yunis needs your support for Help the children of Gaza get a safe a
Guys, last donation 8 days ago. That's pretty much too much. And only we need 50 euros to reach 5,000. Please donate if you can. We're very close. I really think I'm the first learner.
Please guys, why is no one donating? Why is no one helping? We are really deprived of life. Think about us for a minute. We are unable to get out of Gaza There are no minimums of life. There's no education. We can provide that. But no one helps. Nobody cares about us. Why Please donate and don't ignore us please
RETROSPECTION AU
[ Ace & ITrapped ]
"you've lived a million years. you'll make it through the day."
No matter how hard he tries to forget, the day of the incident continues to haunt him. The crime he has committed left untold as no one was there to listen. To hear his confession. It was as if something was stopping him, punishing him with the burden of his sins as it ate him up. It was beginning to drive him into madness.
RETROSPECTION AU
[ Ace & ITrapped ]
"you've lived a million years. you'll make it through the day."
No matter how hard he tries to forget, the day of the incident continues to haunt him. The crime he has committed left untold as no one was there to listen. To hear his confession. It was as if something was stopping him, punishing him with the burden of his sins as it ate him up. It was beginning to drive him into madness.
"This week I discovered the same pattern, executed by Google. Google Chrome is reaching into users' machines and writing a 4 GB on-device AI model file to disk without asking."
Google Chrome is downloading a 4 GB Gemini Nano model onto users' machines without consent, with no opt-in, no opt-out short of enterprise t
Google Chrome automatically installs local neural network components on user systems via default configurations. The browser downloads a 4GB
Procedures for disabling it
A video for disabling on Windows which made it very easy:
Heated rivalry shouldve been about 2 ugly old guys that play mahjong then maybe id consider watching it
i don't remember them playing mahjong but they do other old man things like going to the wet market together and drinking soup and taking walks. anyway go watch suk suk / twilight's kiss
"ok but where's the old chinese lesbians" go watch all shall be well. it's by the same director and the old chinese lesbians are also at the market
Important rules for the "age verification" era of the internet that we're living in:
1. Do not do age verification.
2. If you have to do age verification, cheat. Do not under any circumstances give them your real ID.
The tool presents users with a 3D model they can then manipulate to, the creator says, bypass Discord's age verification system.
Oh no I dropped my link, what a horrible thing! Sure hope this doesn't get reblogged until it reaches users from the UK and Brazil!
And remember to not make a second account just to test out what works best when verifying your identity
doodle of my fursona hehe
never gonna water down my blackness, my ass will take space and be loud asf
btw,,,niggas can be bunnies too
(sigh, here's the reblog pass for non blacks who are scared to engage with black art lololololol)
does anyone know if OP remade? management killed his account.
Im honestly kind of upset that im not seeing more outrage over his ban. Reinstate him now! He was always a kind and caring guy. Fucking racist transphobic ass tumblr staff.
Wtf. I don't even have to explain who Wolfertinger is, you all know already. Get loud about this shit
https://bsky.app/profile/w0lfertinger666.bsky.social
Recent pics for my cosplay at cosmic!!!!
My mom took this pic for me ! :D
Omg dude I haven't seen you since wmmap days, how have you been??? It such a surprise seeing you in my notifications I hope you're well!!! I hope these years have been kind to you!!!
I have been... uh... alive!!
Semi-recently I did go down a spiral but I've been better after getting some help. Well, kinda. There still are some days where I wake up and I think “fuuuuuuuuuuck I'm still alive goddammit” but hey, ups and downs!
How about you?
Have been pretty okay actually! Did went through horrible stuff the last year or 2 after hitting my age milestone, but it's getting better!!! It seems we kinda going through the same thing lol. Manage to land myself into a local college in science comp!!! It's pretty bomb and actually helps me with my interest in web designs!! Just much more serious. I also make a lot of new friends and manage to get into my interest in cosplaying!! I have some pics at my other account @mayu-rambles lol, it's really fun !!!
“marriage is a legal document that protects you, you’ve gotta decouple it in your brain from romance and amatonormativity” the fact that marriage is a legal document that protects and privileges you (that, might I add, generally isn’t valid without romance+sex) is LITERALLY amatonormativity. A legal status that privileges people in monogamous long-term romantic-sexual relationships IS AMATONORMATIVITY. That is *what it was coined to talk about.*
honest to god we've got to start naming the elderly as a vulnerable group & calling their disabilities, disabilities. we sugarcoat and distance these things by only calling them "elderly," "old & frail," etc. most of them are disabled.
too many people completely separate disability from themselves in their mind. it's something that happens to other people. other sad people i don't want to think about. are they really even people, it's too much to bear thinking about that happening to a person... those background characters over there. it would never be me, i can't cope with thinking about that possibility.
this mass denialism of the fragility of the human body (YOUR human body) has created a whole category separate from the disabled - the "elderly." since anyone can join it if they live long enough.. no they can't be disabled. that's scary, and worse it's political. so they are just "old." so what they lost their hearing, their mobility, their heart function? that's just how it goes for old people. as if that's not a person as real as you. as if you wouldn't be devastated if that happened to you today (and it can btw). as if you won't be when it's your turn to be old, and disabled.
simultaneously the disabled are dehumanized as not people, and the elderly are dehumanized as not disabled. so the illusion of disability as separate can be upheld.
Listen to me. I. Will die. On this hill.
My grandparents lived to 98 and 103. Read that again— 98 and 103. My grandmother died 5 months ago and was born in 1923.
She was extremely wealthy. My grandfather left her millions. She paid about 13,000 a month for her care.
And her nurses abused her. She could do nothing. She could not speak for herself, feed herself, clothe herself, and the humiliation they made her endure was disgusting. When she tried to express discomfort, they gave her drugs to “keep her calm” (keep their shift easy). We fought like HELL to hold that fucking place accountable. The only reason we were aware is because we hired a private nurse on her behalf, too.
The elderly are a massive, extremely vulnerable, and disabled group. You cannot leave them out of your advocacy, you cannot leave them out of the conversation. “They’re loud, they smell, they’re opinionated, they’re rude, they make me uncomfortable”. I don’t care. I don’t care! They need your advocacy too! I want you to think, if my grandmother— who was in the best retirement home she could afford, with a personally hired third-party nurse to step in where the other carers failed, had such abhorrent care… what about everyone else? What about all the elderly who don’t have a support system?
Don’t leave them out.
Actually, I’m adding something to this. In the next year, go volunteer at a local nursing home (if possible). You’ll change two lives at once.
Unpopular opinion: Trans masc or non-binary people wearing "feminine" clothing does not mean fetishizing trans people.
We shouldn't be pressed about what gender a person presents as, and we honestly shouldn't care about whether or not a person that considers themselves masculine wears feminine clothing, especially when it comes to characters.
An afab genderqueer character shouldn't be labeled as fetishized or stereotyped if they present feminine in some ways, so long as they aren't treated as if they are weak for being feminine or seen as an object only there for sex appeal.
If you think that I am wrong for saying that, riddle me this: Why are only pressed when it's genderqueer people being presented as feminine?
The problem isn't about the way a character presents itself, its about how society and the patriarchy have turned femininity as a concept into a thing that automatically makes you weak and fragile, and therefore sexually appealing in the eyes of society.
The problem was never how a character presented themselves or acted, it was always poor writing and frequent fetishization of queer people by babyifying them that was the problem. And what do you know, most of the infantilization comes from the fact that the beauty standard for what makes woman sexy is for them to act like children or rely on a man.
It's not like a person is only wearing "feminine" things all the time, but why do we care so much if they are? "feminine" clothing is fun to wear, all genders find it pretty. What's so wrong about being pretty? Why do we have to keep men from being pretty?
My proposal to fix this: Stop acting like what a person is wearing automatically means they act a specific way, and that a genderqueer person with feminine features isn't fetishization.
Dress however you want in what you're comfortable with. It's your body, and everyone's way of expressing themselves is different from each other. Gender just so happens to be the terminology we use to refer to people, how we present our self has nothing to do with it.
This but also with transmasc that are mostly portrayed as not having bottom surgery.
Like realistically, as a transmasc myself I will NEVER get bottom surgery. It's too risky.
You have a 50/50 chance of complications during surgery, infections will rage on for YEARS, urethrea will close, sometimes even kidney failure. I could NEVER for the sake of my own saftey.
People are like "trans men in media should have bottom surgery aswell! Because otherwise is a fetish!" Like, a lot of us just don't want it. Maybe a uterus removal would be okay, but I could never get a willy.
Small "Twink" like trans men aren't fetish, it's just representing that not all transmascs look the same, same with enbies.
People prefer their own styles and choices, doesn't mean it's an automatically a fetish.
I swear, if it's a tomboy, she's cool and swag and fun to hangout with. But the second it's a femboy, it's a fetish.
If it's a cis guy, he's fine. If he's trans, he's a fetish. It's so. Fucking. Dumb.
Me choosing to wear a dress as a joke sometimes isn't something to beat yourself to, me getting top surgery isn't a fetish, and me getting testosterone SHOULDN'T BE SEEN AS A FETISH.
A majority of my male characters/enbies are transmasc, and all don't have bottom surgery because I feel comfort in characters I can relate to being transmasc (Two Time, 1x1x1x1, 007n7, my persona, etc.)
I'm not fetishizing them for not having bottom surgery, it's just an obvious statistic that trans men prefer top surgery over bottom surgery because top surgery is just the removal of milk glands, fat, and soft tissue, then sealed off. Complications almost never happen unless you cut too deep. Bottom surgery is 100 times riskier, and has resulted in trans guys loosing kidneys. It's a preference.
I'm insanely dysphoric about my body, yet I still care about my saftey above all, I'm tired of "trans men in media are fetishes because (bla bla bla) LIKE STOP.
"I just find it hard to believe some people who claim to be systems. why do all their alters have strange names and unique appearances and weird mannerisms?" queer people are disproportionately at risk of experiencing childhood trauma. autistic people are disproportionately at risk of experiencing childhood trauma. there are countless studies on this if you want to hear it right from the source. childhood trauma is the driving factor behind a massive majority of DID/OSDD system formations. I trust that you can connect the dots here!
if you intentionally choose to disregard peoples' existences based on their appearance or behaviours, you have biases that you absolutely need to deconstruct before people like me can ever feel safe around you.
you can start by saying nothing about how you "just can't believe it" when someone you don't know exists as a system where you can see. you can keep going by trusting the people in your life when they share extremely vulnerable information about themselves.
telling someone that you're part of a system feels like exposing your soft underside. I've cried from terror almost every time I've had to reveal it to someone I care about, and I don't cry easily. if someone tells you they're part of a system, they're placing a monumental amount of trust in you.
please don't break that trust.
actually, another thing!!! you are seeing systems who:
1. actually know that they're systems (this is rare. being online makes resources on figuring it out WAY more accessible) 2. happen to exist in the same online space as you, the tumblr user reading this 3. are, as a result, usually younger and/or autistic and/or queer, which are all factors that can influence individual alters' identities.
so of COURSE you think we're all like this. you're looking at one damn tree instead of the whole forest!!! there are systems who are 60 years old and never had the resources to figure out what was going on. there are systems who are 30 and barely use social media for personal reasons. there are systems who are 20 and don't tell anyone because of the cruelty they've faced every time they try. there are systems who are 15 and are SO relieved to have answers to why everything felt weird and wrong their whole life, so they shout it from the rooftops. your limited interactions with systems in specific online spaces does not represent the majority of systems on earth.
even if it did represent the majority of systems on earth we STILL deserve to be treated like people. this should not be something I have to beg for!!!!!
I've reached the point where cynicism is a major turn-off for me. You're not smarter than idealists, and you're not helping.
Funny that the stereotypical cynic is an idealist who aged out of it. In my experience, the reverse is true. I was an extreme cynic as a teenager and then I noticed how profoundly limiting it was, and also that "cynics are cool and smart" was a message that was being constantly reinforced by corporate media for some reason.
