pairing: Min Yoonji x Female Reader
word count: 445
warnings: fluff, smut, vaginal fingering, oral sex
AO3
A/N: Hope you like it and that you have a wonderful day wherever you are💜
Yoonji was never too big on celebrating her birthday.
It was a day just like any other and she spent it the same she would any other day: sleeping; working; having a drink with her friends and then the clock would hit midnight and the next day would begin. She never felt emotion or reason at celebrating getting older.
That was, at least, until you showed up.
You loved celebrating birthdays, no matter whose it was, the prospect of seeing someone being happy just because they received a cake with a candle always managed to put a smile on your face, which in turn put one on Yoonji's.
Things before and after your arrival in the girl's life didn't change, she still celebrated her birthday the same she had before but somehow your presence made it feel a million times better and fresher every year.
Even now, when it couldn't be past seven in the morning judging by the light outside but you didn't seem to care as your head stood between her thighs, your lips sucking her clit while two of your fingers were fucking into her.
You wanted to start the celebrations early, keeping Yoonji up until the clock stroke midnight, forcing would be the correct term, and then immediately dragging her to the bedroom where you had first made her cum on your fingers and mouth before grabbing her legs and making your cunts slap against each other.
Yoonji had to admit, it might have been one of the best birthday presents - as you had put it - that she had ever received in her life. And it seemed like you were going to do the same right now.
Each pull at your hair kept spurring you on, every time she tried to separate your mouth from being on her you kept saying that it was all for her, whenever she wanted to return the favor you would say that you didn't mind waiting if it meant pleasing her.
Harshly tugging your hair Yoonji began to grind on your face, moans leaving her as she felt herself reaching closer and closer to the edge.
Once the orgasm crashed you tightly gripped her thighs and started to lap up at her juices, making sure to clean her up and not leave a single drop to go to waste.
Getting up from your position, you licked your lips as pleasure filled your every being at Yoonji fucked out expression. You climbed up and crashed your lips, immediately sliding your tongue into her mouth and intertwining it in a dominance battle that you easily won.
She can’t help but admire your submissive state, laid out all pretty just for her. Your hands tied above your head in black silk, clenching and unclenching as you pray, beg, for more. The power between you is uneven as you lay only in your panties whilst she wears her matching black set. Your bra is in a pile along with the rest of your clothes that were thrown haphazardly to the floor in Yoonji’s haste earlier. Chest and neck covered in bruises and hickies, your abused nipples were pulled and twisted, erect and glistening with her spit as she bit and sucked on them.
The collar around your neck catches her attention, knowing that the both of you had picked out the collar together; the simple design of black leather attached to the metal heart at the front. She loved the idea of buying a collar for you, knowing that it symbolizes your relationship. She wanted everyone to know that you were hers, and of course, whilst she doesn’t have a collar, she is yours.
A whine of embarrassment leaves your throat under her lust filled gaze, your legs rub -together helplessly, trying to relieve some of your need as you can feel the wet spot on your panties grow each second, “please..” you beg, “please t-touch me - fuck me.. Anything.”
Your begging and glossy eyes make her coo, bending down to kiss your pouty lips sweetly, “you’re so cute, kitten.” the nickname making you mewl, reaching up to kiss her bubblegum pink lips again.
Her hands grip at your body, kissing you; you have to admit you’re addicted. Her tongue swipes at your bottom lip and your brain goes cloudy as your tongues swirl together. You can feel the ghost of her hand slide down your stomach and slightly skim your panties, making you shudder. As she pulls away, you can’t help but whine in need, her eyes shining with mischief as she grabs your neck lightly, “what a whiny little slut I have here,” Yoonji chuckles darkly.
Whimpering as she takes her hand away, she crawls down to lay in between your legs, her pale hands massaging your thighs. Teasingly, she moves closer and closer to where you want her to be the most, looking up at you with a smirk. You shiver as she gently strokes at your sensitive skin at the top of your inner thighs, her pointy nails digging into your skin to create scratch marks, the burning pain turning to pleasure as you breathe out her name. She eyes your sodden panties, a finger teasing you clit over the fabric as she draws shapeless patterns before a tongue licks a long stripe on your folds, your body jolting from the sudden feeling.
Yoonji chuckles, one of her fingers lightly circling your clit before hooking it in the waistband, sliding your underwear down slowly, “so wet for me kitten.”
Your head turns to the side in embarrassment, avoiding her gaze as her hands dig into your thighs to open your legs wide; your pussy out on display for her. Flicking your clit with her tongue, she closes her eyes and groans, “you taste so fucking amazing doll,” before going back to sucking at your nub.
She gets lost in pleasing you, your tied hands gripping her short black hair, tugging softly making her hum into your pussy; moans falling from your lips from the vibrations. Her tongue runs over your folds, collecting your arousal before the warm muscle teases your entrance in circles before plunging into your leaking core. You breathe in sharply as she explores your heat, expertly hitting all of the right places, ravishing you as her tongue thrusts into you.
You're tempted to close your legs but you can’t as her hands have a bruising grip on your thighs to keep them open, her strength overpowering your overwhelmed state as she pushes your legs over her shoulders. The new angle allows her tongue to go deeper, eating you out fiercely, as if she was starved. Bringing a closer, she runs finger along your slit, collecting your arousal as her tongue draws figures of 8 on your clit before her finger dips into your entrance, your pussy so wet and ready for her as it slips in easily. She is quick to thrust into your cunt at a fast pace, fingers going as deep as they can. But, it didn’t take long for you to want, to need more.
“M-more” you moan, your hips rolling against her desperately. Yoonji stops, her head coming up to look at you with a piercing gaze, “manners little kitten or you won’t be able to cum at all tonight,” her voice hard and low, butterflies swarming your stomach.
“More p-please,” you beg, tears forming in your eyes.
Abruptly, she slides two fingers into you and you cry out from the sensation of your pussy being stretched a little bit more. She returns to her brutal pace, going deeper, curling her fingers in a ‘come here’ manner, hitting the spot that causes you to cry out. Clenching your pussy around her fingers, she hums, “close kitten?” your thighs shake, threatening to close around her face as she never lets up her fastening pace with her tongue and fingers.
You can only nod, not trusting your voice, another moan following as you can hear the sound of your squelching core. Squirm on the bed, the heat in your stomach builds up quickly, before it's gone. Her fingers disappear from inside you, causing you to cry out. You were so close to release, your body so high from euphoria as you sob, “n-no - puh-please…” You’ve been so good for her all night, why did she stop?
Yoonji leans away from you, smirking at your whimpering state, licking and sucking at her arousal covered fingers. Her gaze never wavers from you, the sight makes you wiggle around on the bed, your eyes full of tears making her coo at you, “you’re so pretty when you cry. My pretty little doll.”
She gets up, before bending down to scavenge through the ‘toy box’ the both of you hid under the bed. Your thighs squeeze together in excitement as she pulls the toy out. Smiling at you with faux innocence, she tilts her head as she dangles the purple strap-on in front of your face, “you’re gonna be a good little kitten and get this dildo nice and wet for me. Do you understand?”
The dominance in her voice causes your pussy to throb, watching as she pulls the strap over her legs and onto her hips, tightening them until she is satisfied. Climbing back on to the bed, she puts a knee at each side of your head, the purple dildo taping against your mouth as she looks at you expectedly. Swallowing thickly, you don’t break eye contact with her as you lick a thick stripe onto the toy, a groan being pulled out of her from the sight. One of her hands grip at the dildo as the other tangles in your hair. You slip the tip into your mouth, sucking at the plastic cock, her hand pushing you up onto the toy until it hits the back of your throat, moaning when you gag. You slurp at her cock, your neck bulging as she fucks her cock into your mouth, “fuck you’re so pretty chocking around my cock.”
Saliva drips down your chin, creating a path down your neck and to your boobs. Tears slide down your face as you swallow around her cock, the tip hitting the back of your throat again. Yoonji bites at her cherry-like lips as she hears you choke, before pulling it from your mouth slowly. A string of saliva connecting you to the toy. She gets up once again, stroking your thigh gently, contrasting with the dominant look in her eye, “turn around kitten.”
Scrambling, you turn so you’re hands and knees, looking forward at the headboard. You can feel her move behind you, the bed dipping as she kneels behind you, the cool tip of the strap-on resting at the bottom of your back. Her hands rub up and down your back, pushing you down so you’re on your elbows, the curve of your back making her groan, “you look so good like this, so pretty.”
Sliding the dildo up and down your folds, the tip teases your entrance. “You want me, kitten? Want my cock?” The smirk is evident in her voice. You nod, squealing as a sharp pain shoots through you from her slapping your ass, “I said, do you want my cock?”
“Y-yes, yes I want your c-cock, plea-” you cry out as she enters you, her cock stretching your walls open making you gasp, “f-fuck”
Slapping your ass again she can’t help but whisper, “good girl,” watching as the dildo sinks into your pussy inch by inch, moaning as your hips move back; giving her the signal for her to move. Your tied hands grip at the sheets as she rocks into you, getting deeper each thrust. But you want more. Rolling your hips back into her, she scoffs, “so desperate, letting me fuck your little pussy, pretty girl”
“P-please Yoonji” you beg, pushing yourself back onto her cock. Her hands grip at your waist, stopping you from moving as she bends down over you to whisper darkly in your ear, “stay still kitten.” Goosebumps arise on your skin, arousal dripping down your thighs as you gush around her from her dark tone.
She quickens her pace, fucking into you roughly as her hands have a deathening grip on your waist. Skin slaps on skin, your moans filling the room as your pussy pulses around the dildo, “You're so pretty, dripping around my cock”
Mouth agape, you release a high-pitched keen as she hits your spongy spot inside of you. Closing your eyes, you can feel drool start to pool on the pillow around your mouth as she fucks you dumb. Your arms giving in, your back arching more drawing a moan out of your girlfriend, “right there doll?”
You whine at the pet name, her voice smooth but slightly breathless watching herself fuck into you, arousal pooling inside her underwear from pleasing you so well. Your core squelches around the toy, cum falling from your pussy and dripping onto the sheets. With a strong roll of her hips, your arms give up. Her hands on your waist give her leverage to thrust harder into. One hand sneaks up to tug at your collar, a strangled moan making its way out of your lips.
Your moans are music to her ears, “f-faster, puh-please.”
And whilst Yoonji wasn’t getting pleasured, she loved pleasing you, “yeah? You want me to go faster?”
Even though you knew it was a rhetorical question, you can’t help but nod your head as you sob. Both of your bodies are hot in the humid room as the headboard starts to rock, so close to hitting the wall as she drills into you. Your breathless; moaning into the pillow before she tugs the collar, her hand travelling down to pull and twist at your already abused nipples, her nails scratch lightly down your stomach leaving pretty marks onto your skin, her fingers dangerously close to your clit.
She tugs at the collar, “look at you drooling, pretty kitten. Do you like it when I fuck you until you’re my dumb little doll?”
You try to turn your head, tears stream down your face from the pleasure, your mind going fuzzy. Before you know it, she’s rubbing circles on your clit, pinching it every so often, “Y-yoonji” you whine weakly.
Your pussy soaks the dildo with your arousal, your mind cloudy as you whimper and whine into the pillow. Your cute little noises make Yoonji want to ravish you until you’re ruined. “You close kitten?” she breathes out, her thrusting getting even faster as she ploughs into you, her fingers pinching and rubbing your clit furiously.
Her arms keep you up as your whole body almost gives in, wanting to collapse onto the bed as it shakes. Once again you can feel the coil in your stomach twisting, heat rising in your body as you can feel yourself getting closer to release, your cunt gushing around the dildo as she slams into you. Yoonji can’t take her eyes away from the sight, almost mesmerised.
Your moans get more breathless, making her chuckle, “cum for me, be a good girl kitten and cum.”
With her words, your head tilts back, mouth agape as you whine in a high-pitched squeal. You see white, as the coil in your stomach unwinds. Your walls squeeze the dildo tightly, as your legs tremble from how hard you cum. It's hard to control your breathing as you clench around the toy, your cum gushing around it and down your thighs. Yoonji still fucks into you from behind, slower than before to draw out your orgasm, her fingers rubbing circles on your clit coming to stop, “good girl, such a good kitten for me.”
Gently, she takes the glistening dildo out of you, a whine leaving your lips from the feeling, your body falling to the bed from exhaustion. Putting the strap-on on the bed, Yoonji is quick to untie your hands, gently rubbing your wrists and kissing them. Smiling at you, she can tell you’re in subspace as your blurry eyes look at her, “I love you princess”
You giggle, reaching for her which is obeys, pulling you into her as she lays on the bed. Neither of you mind the sweat that coats your skin as Yoonji holds you close to her. You feel protected, your mind still fuzzy as you listen to her heartbeat.
She smiles, kissing you head gently before wrapping the both of you up in the duvet. She knew that when you woke up she would have to clean the sheets and wash you up, but that can wait for later.
“You were so good for me princess, are you tired now?” she whispers, her hand rubbing your skin in soothing circles as your breathing starts to even out. You nod, pressing a kiss to her chest, “‘mhmm,”
Shuffling, you try to get closer, “love you Yoonji,” you speak in a tired voice before you fall asleep. Yoonji can’t wipe the smile off her face, squeezing you to her before closing her eyes. As long as you are alright, and as long as you are in her arms that’s all that matters.
a/n: oof okay so this idea came up bc @cultagustd, @minyoongleschimjoongles, and i were having a uh spicy convo about what we want to do/have done to us by yoongi and yoonji and a lot of my kinks are being exposed so efhdc i also still suck at smut so pls don’t come and attack me, i know it’s not the best gtuhvf here you go enjoy umu
Yoongi and Yoonji are not related in this.
pairing: min yoonji x gender neutral!reader x min yoongi
genre: smut, fluff
word count: 3.6k
warning(s): deepthroating, fingering, spit, double penetration, spitroasting, sex toys, yoonji being a sexy ass bitch holy fUCk, collars, hickeys, spanking, choking, sex lol, yoongi bc holy fuck i love him and yes he is a warning, hair pulling, subspace, face riding, thigh riding, i think that’s it idk i might have also added some warnings that didn’t make the final draft so i apologize t_t
“You’re being such a good boy for me, kitten,” you say, gently circling the butt plug against his rim, smirking when you hear the way he whines. He pushes back against it, trying to get it to enter him.
You tsk in disappointment, pulling it away and landing a hard smack on his left ass cheek, "Stay. Still." The whimper he lets out shoots straight to your lower abdomen, and the way he sticks his ass out, even more, causes you to moan.
Rubbing your hand against his cheek soothingly, you grab the butt plug. Gathering spit in your mouth, you let it dribble onto the toy before placing it against his rim once again. He holds his breath, unconsciously clenching.
"Relax, kitten," you say gently, pushing the tip in ever so slowly when he relaxes.
Yoongi lets out a guttural groan, head and chest falling forward. He holds his breath as more of the sex toy enters him. You watch with hunger and desire as his hole stretches around the thickest part. Your boyfriend gasps when it pops the rest of the way in, squeezing around it, loving the feeling of being full. He wishes it was your strap instead, but he knows he'll get that later, especially if he behaves tonight.
"You okay, kitten?" your voice is tender, fingers toying with the plug, teasingly tugging at it.
He pants, nodding his head and wiggling his ass, "Yes, baby. I feel good."
"Are you ready to go out?" you ask him, getting up from your spot on the ground. Walking to the dresser, you grab the black kitten ears before making your way back to where he was still kneeling. Placing the cat ears next to the tail on the bed, you hum in satisfaction.
Yoongi gets off his hands, now just on his knees, and looks at you, "I'm ready. I promise I'll be your good boy."
"I know you will, kitten," you're next to him now, hand cupping his jaw, "You're always a good boy for me." Adding force to your grip, you open his mouth and spit. The wanton moan he releases causes you to clench your legs together, trying to get some type of friction.
It's nearly silent in Namjoon's studio, the only sounds being the quiet beats playing throughout the room, and Hoseok and his mumbling about the song. Yoongi crosses his legs, coughing to cover the whine he let out when the sex toy nudged his prostate.
Hoseok tilts his head, eyebrows furrowed in thought, "You okay, Yoongi-hyung?" You smirk, discreetly putting your hand into your pocket, and turning on the toy to the lowest setting.
"Yeah, you look a lil red, hyung," Namjoon says, concerned over their friend.
Yoongi nods his head, gulping when he feels you turn it to the next setting, "Y-yeah, I'm fine! Ju-just a little h-hot." His voice cracks multiple times as he speaks, and his already red cheeks burn even more.
"Okay, if you say so..." Hoseok trails off, still eyeing the mint-haired man suspiciously. He was always so calm and collected, yet right now he was nervously fidgeting around, perspiration building on his forehead.
Your boyfriend nearly chokes as you turn the vibrator to the highest setting. His head snaps in your direction, staring at you with wide eyes. He shifts in his seat, barely hearing the electric whirl of the toy inside him. Glancing at his two best friends, he notices they're both focused on the song they were working on, and he sighs in relief. He'd never hear the end of it if they were to know what was happening.
Yoonji sings along to the song playing on the radio as she drives home. She had a long day at work, and she wanted nothing more than to just relax. The raven-haired woman frowns as thunder is heard, and lightning flashes across the darkening sky. Hopefully I can get into my house before it starts raining, she thinks to herself. As if to taunt her, it starts to pour. Hard.
She can barely see out of her windshield, squinting her cat-like eyes, trying not to crash. Lightning strikes down a few feet ahead of her, and she continues driving, not realizing she had just entered an alternate universe, for it was raining there as well. Turning down the familiar street, she parks in the driveway and cuts the engine.
Unlocking her door, she makes a mad dash to the front door, moving to unlock that as well. Slipping inside, she huffs and shakes her head, her slightly wet hair flicking little droplets of liquid everywhere. As she takes off her shoes, she hears a loud moan coming from her bedroom. Quietly making her way there, she tilts her head in confusion. Why the fuck would someone be in her place and moaning?
Stopping in front of the bedroom door, she places her hand on the doorknob, takes a deep breath, and pushes the door open. There, in front of her, stood someone cooing at a kneeling man. Taking a closer look, she notices the male looks scarily like her. Before she knows it, she can feel arousal pooling in her lower stomach. She looks you up and down, licking her lips as impure thoughts cloud her mind. She smirks when you notice her, your eyes going wide, body freezing up at the beautiful woman in front of you. Next to you, Yoongi whines your name, wanting your attention back on him.
Yoonji takes in the scene, noticing the way you’re standing over Yoongi. She hums in mock disappointment, shaking her head, “Yeah, this isn’t gonna work. Y/n, get the fuck on your knees. Now.”
You gulp, immediately doing as she had ordered. Once you’re on your knees, she walks closer, making your breathing pick up. You had dreamed of this happening ever since you had seen Yoongi dressed in that school girl's uniform.
"You look so pretty, little bunny," she hums as she runs her fingers gently through your hair.
The pet name has your eyes fluttering shut, a sigh escaping your lips as you relax into her touch. A broken moan tumbles from your mouth when she suddenly grips your locks and gives it a hard tug. You're reminded of your boyfriend when his whimper sounds throughout the room.
Chancing a glance at him, you can see him still on his knees next to you, cheeks flushed and eyes blown wide. His cock is hard, tip slightly purple, precum leaking down the front. You lick your lips at the sight, wanting nothing more than to choke on it.
Yoonji tugs your head to face her again, a sneer on her face, "I know what you're thinking, bunny, and the only thing you're choking on is my cock."
"Yes, ma'am!" you grit out, liquid gathering in your eyes at the slight pain on your scalp. You now understand why Yoongi loves getting his hair pulled. It was just the right mix of pain and pleasure.
She grins, "Good. Now, here's what's gonna happen, you're gonna be a good, little fuck toy and suck me off. Got that?"
You frantically shake your head up and down, licking your lips at the images that flash through your mind. Yoonji slowly unbuttons her blouse, her long, delicate fingers flexing. You can feel yourself throb, wanting to feel those fingers down your throat. Once her shirt is off, your breath gets caught in your throat. You take in the way her smooth, milky skin shines in the moonlight beaming through the curtains. She's so ethereal, you think to yourself.
She unclasped her bra, and saliva collects in your mouth, wanting to sink your teeth into her breasts, to watch her pale skin turn red and purple. Yoonji stares at you with dark eyes, glancing at your boyfriend to see him staring at you with adoration. She smirks before quickly stepping out of her skirt. You groan loudly when you notice she's wearing nothing but a strap-on under the skirt.
Yoonji sits on the edge of the bed, beckoning you over to her with her finger. Desperately needing to please her, you quickly crawl towards her, stopping to kneel between her spread legs. Her digits tangle in your hair, one hand grasping the plastic cock and tapping the head on your bitten lips.
Sticking out your tongue, you gaze up at her with wide eyes full of lust. She groans low in her throat before slipping the tip into your mouth. Fingers tightening in your locks, she suddenly pushes your head down onto her, biting her lip when she hears you gag.
"Being such a good bunny," her voice is husky with desire, "Choking on my cock like the little slut you are."
Her words have you whining in the back of your throat, tears falling as you take more of her cock in, tongue slurping around the thick length. God, you can't wait until it's pounding into you from the back. The tip hits the back of your esophagus, causing you to swallow around it. Off to the side, Yoongi is watching with lidded eyes, gaze focused on the way the front of your throat bulges every time you go down.
Getting bored, Yoonji grabs your hair and harshly pulls you off of her, relishing in the way you whimper. Pulling you up from your kneeling position, she gently throws you onto the middle of the bed, "Hands and knees, bunny."
Doing as told, you position yourself on your hands and knees, arching your back and sticking your ass out. A squeal leaves you as she smacks your ass five times. Climbing behind you, she grabs your waist with one hand while the other slowly guides the fake cock into you. A long drawn out moan tumbles past your lips as her hips snap forward until she's buried to the hilt.
"W-what about me?" Yoongi nervously whispers out, not wanting to get into trouble for speaking without permission. He wanted you to have this moment, really he did, but he was also feeling left out, and just wanted to be near you.
Yoonji starts with slow and deep thrusts, looking over to stare at Yoongi with her cat-like eyes full of dominance, "Get on the bed and kneel in front of her."
Yoongi is quick to follow the order, scrambling to kneel in front of you. He brings a shaky hand out towards you before quickly retreating it. He didn't know if he was allowed to touch you. Your boyfriend sighs with relief when you smile at him, and he quickly scoots closer, hands coming down to hold yours.
Yoonji pulls out a small remote, where the fuck did she even get it, and hands it to you, "Here you go, bunny. Play with your little sub."
Smirking, you watch Yoongi's facial expression as you turn the vibrator to the highest setting right from the beginning. He lets out a cry, body tensing as shivers wrack through his tiny frame. You coo at him, loving his reaction. Though, it's now your turn to cry out as Yoonji's thrusts pick up their pace, soon jackhammering into you.
“Please, please can I cum?" Yoongi begs, tears gathering in his eyes and clinging to his lashes. You look behind you at Yoonji, wondering what her answer would be.
Yoonji slows her thrusts, hips flush against your ass, "He's your sub. You get to decide, bunny."
You stare at Yoongi, taking in his appearance. He's sat in front of you, cock leaking with precum. You can hear the whirl of the vibrator stuffed in his ass, set on the highest level. Right as you open your mouth to speak, Yoonji cuts you off.
"There's a twist, though," she starts, and you can hear the smirk in her words, "It's either you or him, bunny. Either he gets to cum, or you do."
Chewing on your bottom lip, you stare into Yoongi's eyes, seeing the desperation in them. He's been such a good boy for you, and there's nothing you love more than seeing him cum. The way his eyes squeeze shut, his mouth opening in a silent scream. Fuck.
Your voice is soft and loving as you answer her, "I want him to cum, not me. He's been such a good boy tonight, following orders without any complaints." You can tell Yoongi likes the praise, his eyes gazing at you with that hazy look he always gets.
"Are you close, baby boy?" you hum, trailing a finger down his cock, smirking when it twitches.
Yoongi frantically nods as he grinds up into your hand, his chest heaving with how hard he was breathing. You had already given him permission, but he wanted to be 100 percent sure this is what you wanted. "Are you sure I can cum?"
"Of course, baby," you say, your heart filling with love at how he asks. Here he was, so close to cumming, and he was making sure you didn't want to cum first. What a good, little sub, you think to yourself.
You grip his cock, feeling it throb in your hand, and start to jerk him off fast. Your voice is hard and commanding when you say, "Cum."
Yoongi's body freezes before shivering at the force of his orgasm. His eyes roll back, tears sliding down his cheeks, his mouth open as he lets out a scream, his cum landing on his stomach and chest. His fingers scramble to try and find something to grab a hold of. Grasping his hands in yours, you place little kisses on his knuckles. His grip is hard, clenching onto your hands like they're his lifeline.
"Good boy, you're such a good boy for me, baby," you whisper, continuing to peck his fingers. Praises leave your lips as he comes down from his high, "You look so pretty when you cum, baby boy. My good baby boy."
He opens his eyes and looks at you with a hazy gaze, mouth slightly parted. You can tell he's entered subspace judging by the look in his eyes. Smiling at him, you lean up to cup his face. Bringing your lips to meet his, you tenderly kiss him, whispering, "I love you," against his swollen lips. He mumbles it back before kissing you again.
You break the kiss with a broken gasp as Yoonji starts thrusting into you. You had almost forgotten she was there, and you can tell she knows by how hard she spanks you. Her pace is fast and hard, strap-on dragging against your walls and hitting all the right places.
"Y-Yoonji," you whine, fingers gripping the bed sheets tightly, knuckles turning white. Yoongi grabs them, allowing you to grip his hands instead. He watches as you close your eyes, leaning forward to lightly kiss your nose. A small grin forms on your face at his cute gesture, his giggle music to your ears.
One of Yoonji's hands finds its way to your hair, tangling in your locks while the other is holding your waist with a bruising grip. Her voice is low as she pants out, "Yeah? You like that, bunny? Like being a good little fuck toy for me?"
"Yes, m-ma'am!" you cry out, tears building behind your lids. She was fucking you so well, and you were so fucking close to cumming. You can that coil in your lower stomach, can feel it ready to snap. Just a little bit more-
A sob escapes your trembling lips, your orgasm dying down. Why did she stop? You were being such a good bunny for her, followed every order she had given you.
Yoonji bends forward, sweaty chest against your back, her voice soothing, "Sh, it's okay, baby, shh. Don't cry, little bunny."
"W-why did you stop?" you stuttered, clenching around the toy inside you, "I thought it w-would be my t-turn."
She pecks your shoulder, rubbing soothing circles on your hips, "You do, baby, but wouldn't you rather cum from your sub's mouth and fingers?"
Sniffling, you pathetically nod your head, teary gaze meeting your boyfriend's. There was sadness in his stare and a frown on his face. You tilt your head in confusion, silently question him as to why he was sad.
"I don't like it when you cry," he mumbles, a bright blush coating his dumpling cheeks. You giggle, overwhelmed with love for him.
Yoonji slowly pulls out of you, shushing you when you groan. She gently turns you over onto your back, leaving a passionate kiss on your mouth. Grabbing your legs, she tugs you down to the end of the bed. Your breath hitches, thinking she was going to go down on you. Yet, when she instead climbs back onto the bed, you're confused.
"Get on your knees, baby boy," Yoonji orders your boyfriend. He scrambles off the bed to kneel between your legs, and she takes his previous spot behind you.
She wraps one hand around your throat, causing you to gasp. Her voice is throaty as she speaks, "Here's what's gonna happen. Yoongi is gonna eat you out, and he won't stop until I say so. Is that clear?"
"Yes, ma'am," you barely get out while Yoongi just nods obediently.
The girl behind you reaches around you and grasps Yoongi's hair. Yoonji shoves Yoongi's head between your legs, her fingers gripping his hair tightly, causing him to whimper. He sticks his tongue out, licking a long strip up your thigh, leaving a trail of spit. He suckles the skin, creating red and purple bruises on your soft skin. You whine when he places his mouth everywhere but where you need him most.
You grip Yoongi's soft, mint-colored hair in your hands and tug, a moan stuck in your throat when he nips the soft flesh of your inner thigh. Taking pity on you, and not wanting to be punished, he finally places his hot, wet mouth on your most sensitive parts.
You cry out, already feeling on the brink of orgasm when he starts to lick and suck. Head falling back to rest on Yoonji's shoulder, you whine and whimper. Her grip on your throat tightens, making you feel lightheaded in the best way.
"You like that, bunny?" she asks, teeth nipping at your earlobe, "Like the way he fucks you with his tongue?"
You pathetically whine, nodding your head as tears cascade down your rosy cheeks, "Y-yes! I love it so much, he's so good, oh my god."
"What if he added a finger? What if he added three straight away?" Yoonji hums, leaving a trail of kisses from your jaw down to your neck, creating her own hickeys across your skin.
Yoongi does exactly that, pushing three long fingers into you, his mouth traveling down to your shaking thighs. His fingers fuck you fast and hard, hitting your sweet spot straight on, causing you to scream out.
"Can I cum, ma'am?" you beg, "Please? I need to cum."
Yoonji hums, "I don't know, do you think she deserves to cum, Yoongi?" Your boyfriend pulls his mouth away from you, looking up at the two of you. You beg him with your eyes, beg him to let you cum.
Feeling playful, he answers, "No, I don't think she does." A sob gets stuck in your throat, stomach clenching as you try so hard not to cum.
How could he do this to you? You had let him cum right away, let him get his release instead of yous, and this is how he repays you?
"Oh? Hear that, bunny? Your baby boy said no," she says mockingly, a hand coming down to your chest, pinching your nipple.
You hiccup, "Please! I've been so good! I need to cum, fuck, please!" Your head feels all fuzzy, can feel yourself entering subspace.
"Mhm, you have been good for me, baby," she whispers as she brings both her hands to grip your thighs, pulling them apart, "You can cum, bunny."
Your orgasm hits you like a tidal wave, the force of it causing your body to shake. You sob out both of their names, tears falling from your shut eyes. Your eyes fly open when Yoongi continues to fuck you with his fingers, adding a fourth one.
You whine, trying to wiggle away from him, "Too much." Yoonji's hold on you is tight, making sure you couldn't escape your boyfriend's actions.
"You're gonna be a good, little fuck toy and take it," Yoonji states, loving the way your whole body is shaking. She can tell you're already close, ready to burst again.
You gasp, fingers finding the bed sheets and gripping them, "I can't! It's too much!"
"You can, and you will," she knows you can handle it, knows you can cum one more time.
The second Yoongi adds his tongue to the mix, your second orgasm hits you, and this time you blackout from the force of it. The last thing you remember is hearing Yoonji telling you what a good bunny you are, and Yoongi saying he loves you.
You groan as you slowly open your eyes, feeling warmth surrounding you. Turning your head to the right, you see Yoongi cuddled into your side, little snores leaving him. Sighing when you feel fingers gently combing through your hair, you turn to see Yoonji staring at you with soft eyes and a small smile.
"How are you feeling, bunny?" she whispers, not wanting to wake your sleeping boyfriend.
You smack your lips together, "I feel great, a little tired." Your voice is scratchy, nearly gone from all your screaming. "Wait! You didn't get to cum!" you quietly exclaim, about to climb on top of her, but she stops you.
"It's okay, bunny," she coos, "Just go to sleep. You can help me next time, okay?" Next time? There's gonna be a next time? You grin stupidly, eyes fluttering shut as you mumble out your agreement, unaware of the way she gazes at you.
genre | NSFW; Fluff, Smut, a dash of Angst bc why not
Four years ago, the beautiful stunning attractive frustrating Min Yoonji came into your life. Ever since, it’s been a competition between the two of you to win the HOA’s Holiday Decorating Contest. The fiery looks she gives you paired with the pointed insults throw you off your game every year, but not this time. This holiday season, you’re determines to win; and along the way you might just find that Yoonji’s been trying to win something else.
;OR the queer hallmark movie of your dreams.
warnings/tags | idiots to lovers, enemies to lovers, Awkward Gays, Idiot/Oblivious Gays, very strong language i think this MC curses almost as much as i do, oral (female receiving) x2, fingering, wall sex, theres like....a hint of body worship in that MC loves eating pussy bc lbr. what else could possibly compare to that. uhh side jinkook, as well as some side namyoonmin and some vhope if u squint real hard. hwasa and chungha are a lesbian power couple. OH The Min Twins aka Yoongi and Yoonji are siblings uwu
a/n | this is 100% every single lesbian fantasy of my dreams because i just really love the ladeez and also min yoonji needs more characterization outside of 'stone cold butch domme' so uh. here ya go. i love ladeez so this is v self indulgent and also Super Gay.
this is part of the 25 Days of Christmas: A BTS Anthology
[Today]
Red bleeds into green and glitters magnificently on the snow. Lights and tinsel are strewn all over the yard of your parents’ house, creating a rather pretty collage of sparkles and swirls against the white backdrop. You wish you could appreciate it more.
As it stands, however, you’ve been outside for hours untangling the decorative strands so that you can hang them on the gutters, eaves, and railings of the two story house behind you. Your mother had insisted you work inside but you know better. The cats - Mochi and Pablo - are your favorite in the world and you love them dearly, but one of their favorite things in the world has always been holiday decorations. The number of times you’ve had to stop them from chewing on lights of knocking the tree down is frankly ridiculous. So instead you’re unravelling everything so you can get started on what you’re sure is going to be your best year yet.
You’ve always loved decorating, of course, especially for the holidays. Getting up before dawn to go pick out one of the giant fir trees to stand in their living room, picking out new figurines for the Winter Village that sits on the mantle, helping your parents put ornaments on the tree. You love holiday decorating nearly as much as you love the feeling of victory in your chest.
“If you had an organizer that wouldn’t take nearly as long,” says a voice from behind you. It’s melodic and deceptively sweet in spite of the lower register, and you don’t turn. You don’t want to give her the satisfaction. You don’t even respond, instead settling your gloved hands on your hips and eyeing the front porch so you can decide where to start.
“Really? Ignoring me now? Tsk tsk, and here I thought you were better than being a sore loser.”
Continuing on your mission to pretend she isn’t there, you heft several yards of lights over your shoulder and head toward the ladder you have against the porch roof. You may as well start up high.
“Interesting choice,” Yoonji mutters as she watches you. The hair on the back of your neck bristles, and you take a deep breath to calm and center yourself. “I’d heard that icicle lights were a bit last season, but I’m excited for this vintage look you’re going for. If you need more, let me know. I think the ones I used last year are still in the garage.”
“What do you want, Yoonji?” You huff, turning over your shoulder to glare at her. She looks entirely too at home in your yard with a steaming thermos in her mittened hands.
“Just wanted to say hi. Wasn’t sure you were coming this year, considering how late you got in.”
“My flight was delayed for weather reasons,” you snap.
“Ah. That’s why I always drive up instead.” There’s a pregnant pause that’s filled only with the huffs of your breath as you focus on the lights in front of you. “Oh, but you never got your license, did you? Ah, you should call me next year, we can carpool.”
“I got my license this past year,” You bite out. She doesn’t need to know that it took a few tries. It’s not your fault it makes you anxious to be behind the wheel. “Seriously. I have work to do.”
“Obviously,” Yoonji mutters. You flash her a glare and she just smiles back. “Just wanted to see how you were, if you needed any…” She pauses, eyes trailing over the explosion of decorations on your lawn with thinly veiled judgement in her eyes. “Help.”
“If I needed your help, I wouldn’t be winning this year’s contest.”
“By the looks of it, you aren’t winning this year’s contest anyway.” Her mutter doesn’t escape your notice. But that’s the real problem you have with Min Yoonji.
She’s sarcastic and blunt and kind of intimidatingly hot, but you can handle that. You are a strong, independent queer woman in the modern age and you are not about to let some random lesbian intimidate you, no matter how much you kind of wanted to fuck her in the past. Yoonji is not a problem for you.
It’s the way she’s constantly putting you down, giving you backhanded compliments, and generally acting like she’s better than you. While winning your parents’ neighborhood’s annual Holiday Decorating Contest that their local Homeowner’s Association runs. Everyone gets a kick out of the friendly competition, the winners get a gift certificate to a Korean BBQ place, and a good time is had by all.
Except you.
Because you’ve made it your mission to win - to beat the current reigning champion of the past three years who stands on your lawn sipping what smells like hot cocoa and silently judging your decor choices like she didn’t put a massive inflatable pumpkin on the roof for Halloween.
She watches you the entire time you hang up the lights, carefully attaching them to the edge of the awning covering the front porch. It isn’t until your father pulls into the driveway and you’re done with the upper half completely - about to start the railing - and descending the ladder one careful step at a time that she speaks again.
“Those are hanging too low,” She tells you. She doesn’t seem to mind when you ignore her in favor of wrapping lights around the stair banister.
“Hey there, Yoonji!” Your father calls as he starts to unload the groceries. “What brings you to this part of town?” They both laugh at the joke and you force back a gag.
“Just hanging out,” She calls back. “Making sure your daughter doesn’t break her neck for some silly competition. You need help with those?” Your dad waves her off.
“I’m not that old, but thank you. Besides, it looks like you’re needed elsewhere.” He gestures with one bag-laden hand, and both you and Yoonji turn.
A large SUV pulls into the driveway across the street; the passenger door swings open before the vehicle even stops, and a girl - woman, really - launches herself out of the car. She’s across the street in record time, nearly tackling Yoonji to the snow with the force of her hug. Both look excited to see each other, a rare smile on Yoonji’s face that makes you burn with something that doesn’t feel quite like the usual rage.
The two are talking rapidly in your front lawn, too harried and chaotic for you to make out much of anything besides the fact that they missed each other. They look comfortable with each other in a way you’ve never been and you force yourself to remember that you don’t care . Even as you eye the way the newcomer’s hand sits just that little bit too low on Yoonji’s back.
The sounds of car doors closing and snow crunching draws your attention and you’re shocked to see another gorgeous girl making her way over. She looks as excited as the first, yet more subdued about it.
Likely because they’re on a lawn that decidedly does not belong to them, but you could be wrong there.
Both of the women are absolutely gorgeous, though, easily model material. The first has artfully styled dark hair that falls in perfect waves down her shoulders, and is delightfully curvy in all the places the world loves. Her cheekbones are to die for, makeup flawless, and you resist the urge to pluck at your own outfit, chosen for warmth over style.
The second woman is no different; not quite as thicc, as Jimin would say, but the figure suits her, as does the straight platinum hair that hangs down to her lower back. It’s stark against the black of her expensive-looking coat, and it only adds to the energy she carries that draws you in even as you wish it wouldn’t.
“Oh, how rude of me! These are my neighbors,” Yoonji says after a minute. You don’t miss the way she hesitates saying your name, or the almost predatory smiles the other two women get.
“So you’re the one,” The dark-haired one says. You don’t get a chance to question it before the blonde cuts her off.
“I’m Chungha,” She says with a friendly smile. “And this is Hyejin.”
“My friends call me Hwasa, though,” The brunette adds. “We hate to tear her away but it’s been ages since we’ve seen our girl.”
“You saw me like two weeks ago,” Yoonji mutters. You’re too caught off-guard by anyone calling Yoonji their ‘girl’ to respond, but you don’t miss the way her cheeks tinge pink from something that isn’t the cold.
“So we’re gonna steal her away now,” Hwasa continues, oblivious. You don’t protest, letting your father chat amicably while they say their goodbyes and you look between the girls.
Hwasa’s hand is still lingering on Yoonji’s lower back, something neither of them seem bothered by. That’s something that friends do, though, right? Jimin squeezes your ass constantly and the two of you definitely aren’t together.
You hear your name and a question but you can’t seem to really focus beyond a mumbled agreement to whatever you were asked. The way Chungha’s eyes glance over her companions feels like something more, but you can never really be sure. Not in this day and age.
But when they head back across the road to Yoonji’s house, Hwasa doesn’t hesitate to lace their fingers together. Yoonji lets her do it, and the glimpse of the grin and the flushed cheeks you see make your heart clench.
Paired with the way Chungha eyes the pair as she follows behind - a decidedly more than friendly gaze - and every alarm in your brain is going off. She looks ready to jump them both the second they get in the door.
“I’m impressed,” Your father says.
“I’m not done yet,” You tell him, turning back to the decorations sprawled across the lawn. “I’ve still got to-”
“No, no,” He interrupts. “Not the decorations. That you’re finally making strides to be nicer to Yoonji.” You stare blankly at him, not understanding what part of your attitude towards her said anything about being nicer.
And anyway, why shouldn’t she be nicer to you?
“The party…?” You blink at his words, looking in all respects like a startled rabbit. “The annual Min family holiday party? That they just invited you to? The one that you said you would attend?”
“I’m sorry, I did what. ”
“It just happened, sweetheart. I was standing right here for the entire thing.”
“No,” You tell him firmly. “No, because I would remember telling Min fucking Yoonji that I was going to her stupid holiday party.”
Your father just shakes his head. “Then perhaps we ought to get you a doctor’s appointment, sweetie, because I watched it all happen not five seconds ago.” He pats your shoulder, doing his best to show his solidarity for your sudden idiocy, and makes his way inside.
You spin to watch him go, all the potential protests and complaints clogging together in your throat and leaving you silent. He gets to the bottom step before you’re storming angrily back to your decorations, because whatever , you’ll go to the stupid party.
Yoonji can have her dumb holiday party with those overhyped cookies your father always raves about. She can have her caroling and her sing-a-long that your mother adores. She can even have her two super hot model girlfriends, because you’re a modern woman, and sometimes that’s what a relationship is. Whatever. It’s her prerogative. You don’t care. It is not going to affect you, or your decorating, at all.
You scream a little when the icicle lights you so carefully hung knock against your father’s head on his way inside.
[Three Years Ago]
“You look like you’re struggling,” a voice says behind you.
They aren’t wrong, either. You’re balanced precariously atop the porch roof your parents’ new hours, hanging garland off the edges so your dad doesn’t have to do it himself.
You turn to see who’s talking to you - especially since you don’t actually know anyone, this being your first visit to the neighborhood - and very nearly have to hold on to the edge beside you to stop yourself from falling off.
The man that stands on your parents’ front walkway is easily the most beautiful you’ve seen - a casual elegance to his stance that you’ve not seen outside of celebrities. His leather jacket looks warm and comfortable while remaining stylish, and the all-black underneath suits him while highlighting the lithe form. All of it is perfectly complemented by the mop of jet-black hair tucked under a knitted beanie, and you can’t help but wonder what kind of neighborhood your parents have moved to, when models are just walking around the streets.
“Uh…” You would kick yourself for sudden ineloquence if you thought you could without falling straight on your ass. The guy bites back and obvious smile, ducking his head for a moment to do so.
“I haven’t seen you around before,” He calls as he looks back up at you. “Did you move in recently?”
“No, I don’t live here.” He raises a brow and you huff. “It’s my parents’ place. I’m just doing their decorating for them.” The guy nods and starts to say something else, but he’s cut off before he can.
“Jimin-ah, what are you doing?” You look back to the garland as someone else walks up, some girl based on the quick glimpse you get while tugging on a strand that doesn’t want to untangle. You give them some semblance of privacy as the guy - Jimin - relays to her everything you’ve said so far. It only strikes you as a little odd that he’s being so detailed; she could be a jealous girlfriend, for all you know.
“Oh,” the girl says, tone as dry as the dead leaves piled in the corner of the yard, “Is this supposed to beat me somehow?”
“Yoonji,” Jimin scolds under his breath.
“Sorry,” You say, standing up to your full height. It’s a considerable distance considering you’re still on the porch roof. “But what is that supposed to mean? Is there some kind of competition I don’t know about?”
“Oh,” Yoonji repeats, surprise evident in her voice this time as she eyes you. You take the opportunity to do the same, and you’re glad the nip in the air already turned your cheeks pink because fuck.
Yoonji’s god damn gorgeous. She’s slightly taller than the average girl, even in the winter boots she’s wearing, but she wears the height well; her shoulders are straight and her chin has a natural upward tilt to it, like she’s used to looking down at people in more ways than one. She’s not dressed fancy - just thick leggings and an oversized sweater - but she looks like she belongs in a commercial or something. Her hair is similar to Jimin’s - pitch black and soft - but hers is glossier, more like a cat’s coat; her cheeks are pink from the cold, her lips are slightly parted and invite too many thoughts about if they’re as soft as they look, Even in such casual circumstances, she’s radiant, even as she says-
“That explains a lot.”
It takes a second longer than you’d like to admit for your brain to resume function, but when it does, you huff with indignation.
“Excuse me?” You hiss. “What, are my decor choices not good enough for whatever this competition is?”
“No,” Yoonji says slowly, cocking a brow, and you see red - and it isn’t the lights from the house across the street. You don’t even let her continue before you’re defending yourself.
“Well I’m sorry that not all of us can decorate like they just stepped out of...of…Better Homes And Gardens, or some shit like that. Some of us focus more on making sure we like our decorations and that they actually mean something instead of just doing things for the aesthetic .”
Yoonji mutters something under her breath but you can’t make it out; it’s lost among the breeze that kicks up and the soft sound of laughing that Jimin is trying desperately to muffle. You huff a little and return to your mission of dragging the garland up on top of the roof, a new determination filling your chest.
“Shouldn’t your boyfriend be doing this?” Yoonji asks, crossing her arms over her chest and cocking a brow. You freeze. You can hear Jimin’s quiet inhale, and when you look up, he’s got his lips puffed out like that meme of that guy doing the duckface. You let your hand rest on your hips and give this girl the best glare you can - which you have to admit is quite powerful when you need it to be.
Like now, when this random super hot girl is judging you for being single and also assuming you’re interested in men. The nerve of her.
“I don’t have a boyfriend,” You tell her firmly. She frowns a little, and you wish the expression wasn’t so cute.
“Why not?”
You scoff. “ Because,” You tell her firmly, “Not only am I happy by myself and don’t need someone else to be complete, I happen to prefer women. You may be happy with a member of the opposite sex,” You wave at where she and Jimin stand close together and return to trying to pull up the piece of garland that’s probably stuck on something, “But I tend to lean the other way.”
Yoonji just arches a perfect brow at you, but she at least doesn’t bust out laughing like Jimin does.
“Oh man,” He says, wiping tears from his eyes as he stumbles forward, “Imagine looking at us and thinking we’re straight. Oh my god, imagine, can you believe-”
“So why don’t you have a girlfriend doing this then?” Yoonji asks. Her cheeks are a little redder, but you’re pretty sure it’s just from the cold. “Wouldn’t it be better?”
“Because I’m a strong,” You heave another string of garland up, “Independent,” heave, “Woman!” You give one last tug on the garland and it flies loose, sending you landing back on the flat of your ass atop the porch roof. It doesn’t hurt too bad other than the fact that you can see a smile playing on Yoonji’s lips and your pride has already taken a few hits.
“Well then,” Yoonji says, patting Jimin’s arm and stepping back, “We’ll stop distracting you, Miss Independent.” She and Jimin walk across the street, and you pretend not to notice the way she looks back every so often.
[Today]
“No, it needs to be taller.”
“Sweetheart if it’s any taller, it won’t fit in the house.”
You send your mother a frustrated glance and shake your head. “It will, it just needs to be the right height and shape.”
“Why can’t we just get a fake tree? They’re so much easier to move and put together, wouldn’t that be better?”
“No,” You hiss, scandalized. “Real trees are better overall for the environment, not to mention how you can’t manufacture the smell of pine trees that come with them that set the entire atmosphere. Plus this nursery uses the profits to plant more trees both here and in areas that suffer with deforestation. It’s for a good cause.”
“And that’s why we had to get here at five in the morning?” Your mother asks sarcastically.
“Yes,” You reply firmly, “Because otherwise all the good trees will be gone and we’ll be forced to choose from the leftovers.” Your mother mumbles something else under her breath, but you don’t hear it. You’re distracted because there it is. The perfect tree.
You’re two steps away from your perfect tree - tall, evenly spaced, full branches, well balanced, with the perfect shade of evergreen - when you hear her.
“It’s over here,” Yoonji’s voice echoes. “I need the perfect tree, and it’s the best one I’ve found in years.”
You ignore the way your mother lights up and shush her when she tries to call out to Yoonji. You listen closer; your nemesis is still talking, something about needing a tree for someone - which, who leaves tree shopping to the last minute? The only reason you’re here is that you got in late because of the weather - but her voice is definitely getting closer.
Panicking, you look at your tree. If Yoonji sees it, it’s definitely over. It’s perfect, there’s no way she’ll want any other, and what Yoonji wants, she gets.
The only real explanation for what happens next is that you’re running on four hours’ sleep and Yoonji tends to make you a little stupid.
“Get the other side,” You whisper to your mom. She stares at you and doesn’t move. “Hurry up, before they get here!”
Your mother watches for a few seconds as you wrap your arms around the tree, getting pricked in the face with pine needles as you do, and start to tug. It’s a heavy tree, and it’s only just started to shift when the voices get closer.
“Seriously?!” You exclaim in a harried whisper to your mom. “Not even a push?!”
“You’re trying to steal a tree,” Your mother says. “From a nursery that gives to charity. I’m not helping with that.”
“I’m gonna pay for it later!” Your mother sighs and starts pushing halfheartedly on the other side of the tree.
“Shit, no, I meant-” Your words are cut off by a grunt as you manage to catch the tree before it falls entirely. It’s heavy against your shoulder, and of course that’s when Yoonji turns the corner, followed by the broadest man you’ve ever had the pleasure of seeing. Both stop in their tracks at the sight of you.
“Hey Seokjin.” You say, faking a laugh. “How are you? Haven’t seen you this year. Business good?”
“Yeah,” He says, cocking a brow, “When people don’t try to run off with our trees.”
“Who? Me? I would never!” The tree starts digging into your shoulder and your legs tremble. “I just thought I’d load it up for you, y’know, save you the trouble.”
“Oh did you?” There’s amusement in Seokjin’s voice as he fiddles with his ring. “You know our policy, you have to pay before loading.”
You start to stammer out some bullshit about him being busy but you’re only halfway through the excuse when Yoonji says your name.
“It’s alright,” the woman says with a bored voice. “She was loading it up for me. That’s the tree I was coming to show you anyway.”
The weight finally overtakes you, and you crumble under it. You manage to twist so that nothing important is trapped under the trunk, but you get a faceful of needles for your efforts.
“Maybe you should do it, though, Jin,” Yoonji says. “It looks a little much for the poor dear.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Seokjin huffs. He pulls the tree off of you with what looks like little effort, hefting it over his shoulder so the base drags the ground. “Where are you parked, Yoonji?”
“Load it onto their car,” Yoonji responds. Both you and your mother stare at her in shock. “Consider it an early Christmas present.”
“Oh, well isn’t that sweet of you,” Your mother coos. She points the way to Seokjin and the two head off, chatting amicably as they go.
You narrow your eyes at Yoonji where she stands, not even offering to help you up from the snow where you still lay.
“What’s wrong with it?” You ask. All she does is quirk a brow. “The tree. Why are you giving it to me? You wouldn’t unless there was something wrong with it. So what is it? Termites? Leaking too much sap? What?”
Yoonji shrugs. “You wanted it,” She says simply. Your blood boils, and she steps back like she doesn’t even notice.
“You aren’t even going to help me up?” You call as she starts to walk away.
“Good try, Miss Independent,” She calls back. “I think Jungkook’s still in the office if you need him.”
You half-scream a growl as you flop your head back into the snow. A pout forms as you watch the sky start to color with the sunrise.
You’re going to have to throw away your perfect tree.
[Two Years Ago]
It’s the day of the contest. You’re confident in your decor choices this year, even if you couldn’t get every single thing you had in mind, you decide as you wander the neighborhood to scope out the competition. Last year you went simple and got second place, and you’ve switched it up this year. All out with the best decorations possible.
You’re going to win. Losing isn’t an option, not again. Not when you were beat by her.
It doesn’t matter, you remind yourself as you turn the corner onto your parents’ street. Your decorations are as good as they can be.
Your mood sours a little when you see a figure in the yard across from yours, but the soft beanie and oversized hoodie cheer you up once you notice them.
“Yoongi!” You call with a smile. The man turns and gives you a gummy grin. “I didn’t know you were in town!”
“Yeah, we got in late last night. Kinda crashed once we did. Then someone dragged us all out to the store early this morning.” He rolls his eyes and you laugh.
“Well the house looks good. Not as good as mine, obviously,” You tease, “But good.”
“Yeah, you might win this year. Yoonji’s got some good competition.”
You sniffle a little, doing your best to contain your distaste for his twin.
The Min twins, nearly identical save for the fact that they aren’t the same gender, are easily the best and worst things about the neighborhood. Worst because of that pompous priss Yoonji, obviously.
Best because Min Yoongi is one of the sweetest people you’ve ever known even if he is a bit shy. You met him last year, when he’d carried in an obscene amount of groceries for your mother and you’d almost mistaken him for his sister. You’d made him coffee to say thanks, the two of you talked, and you’ve been friends ever since.
“No Jimin?” You ask him. He gestures vaguely to the roof, where you can see a small blue hat bopping around. “Ah. I take it you aren’t finished yet, then.”
“Do you know any other reason my sister would have my boyfriend on the roof?” You share a grin with him as you both watch a strand of lights fly off somewhere. “Apparently she needed to make some last minute adjustments. That’s why she dragged us all out to the store, to hunt down some stuff for her.”
“Oh, did you happen to see one of those big dancing snowmen? The one that plays music, you can control it all from your phone? I looked everywhere and couldn’t find one, it’s the one thing I was missing. Had to use an inflatable yeti instead.” Yoongi frowns.
“Huh, how weird. That’s what we were-”
“I got it all ready, it just needs to be plugged in.”
Yoonji strides out from the house - looking as good as ever in some plaid pants, how dare she - and stops dead when she looks up and sees you.
“What are you doing here?” She snaps, and you scoff.
“Visiting a friend,” You respond with a nod towards Yoongi. You take a glance at the phone in her hand, then up to where you can see Jimin standing up a snowman. “Did you seriously steal my idea?!”
“What? No.”
“Really. Because I distinctly remember telling Jungkook about this yesterday while I was picking up my tree and you were right beside him talking to Seokjin. I was even going to put it on the roof so everyone could watch it dance to Pentatonix covers.”
“Like I would listen when you talk,” Yoonji says. Yoongi sighs but you can barely hear it over the flood of rage.
“Y’know what? Get fucked,” You tell her as you storm out of their yard and back to your parents’ house.
“I guess you won’t be coming to the holiday party then?” She calls over the road. You send her a rather vulgar hand gesture in return that you hope your parents don’t see. By the time you get inside, the snowman is playing a Mariah Carey Christmas song and you kind of want to set it on fire.
You do not win the competition that year.
[Today]
Maybe you should have listened to your parents when they said not to drive today. Probably you should have taken the big ass truck that your father keeps in the garage specifically for when the weather is bad, because it’s got that fancy four wheel drive and traction control and all sorts of stuff meant to keep people safe in the middle of floods and monsoons and blizzards. You definitely should have remembered to charge your phone before you left the house.
Especially considering that your car isn’t great in the snow now falling gently from the sky to land on your hood, mixing with the smoke pouring out from under it.
You’re lucky you managed to drift to the side of the road and get your hazard lights on, but that’s where said luck runs out. Your phone is dead, it’s several miles back to the house, even further than that to town, and the temperature is already dropping into dangerous territory.
You’ve been sitting here for three hours, though, tucked inside the residual warmth of your car with spare blankets wrapped around you as you watched night fall. You’re not sure what else you can do. There aren’t any wild animals around here, or anything like that, but it’s definitely too dangerous to trek back to the house.
“I should’ve just walked back earlier,” You groan as you bundle the blankets closer. “At least it was warmer then. Stupid car, stupid car, stupid me , didn’t charge your stupid phone, how dumb am I.”
Your tirade against yourself continues for several minutes and includes a few very crafty curses that would make your mother gasp. You’re in the middle of another when lights shine into your mirrors, nearly blinding you.
The lights slow and come to a stop behind your car. A door shuts and you scramble to exit, ready to get on your knees and beg whoever it is to give you a ride to literally anywhere that has heat.
It takes a second too long for you recognize the shiny purple jeep and the elegant black peacoat backlit by the headlights, and by the time you do, she’s already got an angry snarl on her face.
“What the fuck are you doing out here?” She demands. You shiver in response and glare at her.
“Oh, just hanging out, thought I’d take a little nap beside the road in the freezing cold, the usual y’know,” You bite back. She rolls her eyes and starts back towards her jeep. You frown, watching her, and she stops with one foot inside and her hand on the door.
“What are you waiting for?” She asks. You shrug, and she huffs. “Get in the fucking car, I’m taking you home before you turn into an icicle.” You don’t move and her frown deepens. “Fine, but if you die out here, I’m not the one that’s going to tell your parents it was because you were too stubborn to accept a ride.”
Guilt gnaws at you, and with a frustrated huff, you stomp your way over to the passenger side of her jeep and climb inside.
She’s careful as she drives, you notice. Long fingers wrapped tight around the wheel, jaw tensed so hard it could be stone, and one arm leaned against the window after she’s finished turning the heat up as high it will go.
It’s not even been five minutes when she tosses a thick, fleece-lined blanket at you. You look at her, ready to be pissed off, and she cuts you off before you can complain.
“Your teeth are chattering so loud that I can’t hear myself think. Try not to get hypothermia before we get there, okay?” You huff a disbelieving laugh but curl into the warmth of the blanket anyway. It feels almost too-warm, like when you pull clothes out of the dryer, but it’s a comfort against your freezing skin.
“Why are you even here? You aren’t heading back from town, you’re not heading to town. Do you just drive around looking for lost girls?”
“No,” She says carefully, hand tightening around the wheel. It’s all she says for a full minute before she sighs. “Your parents got worried.”
“What?! ”
“They said you went to town to pick up some salt for the sidewalk and drive, and that it had been hours, and that they hadn’t heard from you again even though you took your phone. They were scared that something had happened, so I…”
Your sarcastic response dies on your tongue when you look at her. Really look.
Her shoulders are tense and set, in a way you haven’t seen before. Her brows are creased, and the pretty lips you refuse to acknowledge are set in a thin line and turned down at the corners. There’s something fizzling in the air between the two of you, something new and unknown.
“...Were you worried about me?” You ask quietly. She shoots you a look and then laughs, a second too late with not enough amusement.
“Drink that,” She says, gesturing to a thermos. “It’s coffee, it’ll help you warm up a little.” You take the thermos, thoroughly enjoying the warmth it provides your hands, and take a sip. You don’t know why, but you’re surprised when it’s the exact way you like it. You shoot her a thoughtful look, wondering just how else she might surprise you.
The rest of the ride is quiet, only the lull of the engine and the tires. Neither of you talk much; perhaps because she’s too angry, but you’re too distracted by your own thoughts to say much.
There’s no way, right? The two of you hate each other, you have since you met. It tints all your interactions, colors every single conversation where either of you are even mentioned, it’s one of the basic facts of the universe.
So why, as Yoonji pulls into your parent’s driveway and smiles at where they stand watching from the window, do you have a feeling like maybe you’re wrong?
[One Year Ago]
“Really? Inflatables?”
You scowl and turn, already prepared. There stands Yoonji, arms crossed. The weather is fairly mild for the season, and she’s taking advantage of that. High waisted shorts, an off-the-shoulder top, lace-up boots, leather jacket, she looks like every rebellious lesbian you’ve ever dreamt about, and it only makes you hate her more.
“Yes, inflatables. Because some of us like a little fun. Besides, you stole my dancing snowman last year, and I wanted something you aren’t going to rip off.”
“I didn’t steal your-”
“Whatever,” You interrupt, not wanting to even bother to listen. “Don’t you have someone else to bother?”
She starts to say something else, but the slam of the front door cuts her off. You turn and grin, waving.
“Tae! C’mon, put it over here!”
Taehyung smiles and makes his way over, inflatable deer in his hands. Yoonji’s silent as he gets there and sets the animal where you direct. When he’s finished he turns to you, boxy smile and all, to make sure he’s good, and glances at Yoonji.
“Oh, you didn’t say you had a friend over,” He whines. “Now I’m being rude. Hi, I’m Kim Taehyung.”
Yoonji doesn’t answer, merely eyes with distaste the hand he’s got extended.
“Right. Well then, I’m gonna go get the fawn, alright? Be right back.” He smiles at you, and you watch as he jogs back into the house.
“I thought you only brought Namjoon with you this year.” You turn at Yoonji’s words.
“No, Tae came as well. It’s a good thing, too, because Joon is utterly useless now since he met Yoongi and Jimin. Little punks stole my best friend.” You’re only mostly kidding. You’re happy for Namjoon - he’s been somewhat lonely these days, and now he’s got not one but two handsome men vying for his affection.
It does reinforce your own loneliness, though.
“I thought you liked girls.” You look back at Yoonji and notice she’s got a small pout on her face. It’s cute.
“I do like girls.”
“Then why is Taehyung here?” The way she says his name is full of spite, and it makes you laugh.
“Sorry, I didn’t realize that I had to get your permission when I want to bring my friends and loved ones up to visit my parents for the holidays.” You adjust the inflatable deer, posing it so that it looks like it’s glaring at Yoonji’s house in anger.
Taehyung comes back out before Yoonji can say anything. He’s got his jacket off now, and he does look good in the simple white shirt and the headband that makes his hair look even fluffier than usual. You just really can’t focus on anything but the inflatable fawn he’s got tucked under one arm and the matching rabbit tucked under the other.
Yoonji’s eyes narrow ever so slightly, and you roll your eyes.
“You need another deer,” She spits before she turns around and stomps back to her house. Taehyung shoots you a look.
“I take it that’s Yoonji, then,” He says with a laugh. You make a puking sound and he tuts at you. “You’re supposed to be nice. That is not nice.”
“Yeah, well, she didn’t steal your dancing snowman, did she?”
Across the street, you can see Yoonji fuming as she stands on the porch, talking to Yoongi about something or other. They both look over and while your first instinct is to turn around like you haven’t been watching them, you resist. Instead, you give Yoongi a bright wave. He doesn’t return it but his frown lessens slightly, though that could be because Jimin stumbles, laughing, out of your parents’ house with Namjoon not far behind him.
Both of them have hearts in their eyes, and it only gets worse when they look at Yoongi.
“That’s disgusting,” Taehyung says with a wrinkle of his nose. “Eugh, they’re so couple-y and gross. Remind me not to come next year if Namjoon’s here.”
“Oh no,” You tell him with a grin as you wrap him in a hug. He’s warm and solid against you, as he always is, and you thoroughly enjoy it. “If I have to struggle, you do too.”
“Fine,” He whines dramatically. “But I’m bringing Hobi so he has to suffer, too.” You laugh and set him to work organizing the inflatable animals. There are eyes on your back the entire time, but you refuse to turn around and give Yoonji the satisfaction.
Especially once you realize that you do need another deer to make it look balanced and perfect.
[Today]
The holiday party is well underway by the time you arrive at Yoonji’s, however reluctantly you do so. Your mother and father disappear almost immediately, sucked into conversations with people they’ve known for years now; Tae and Hobi are tucked into a corner, nursing glasses of cider while they look at the rather extensive Winter Village display on the Mins mantle; Namjoon has been here for hours already, and is no doubt locked away in Yoongi’s room with the man himself, and Jimin, and you choose to believe that they’re having some philosophical discussion and not doing anything else.
You think you catch a glimpse of Jungkook amidst the people from the neighborhood, but by the time you get to where he was, there’s no sign of him, or the broad-shouldered man he’s usually with. Abandoned in the kitchen, you pour yourself some cider and spike it with a hint of rum, just to get you through the night.
“Where’s your boyfriend?” A voice says.
When you turn, you find Hwasa perched on the countertop, Chungha leaning back between her legs. Both are watching you curiously, and both look absolutely fantastic in figure-hugging dresses and tights and heeled boots. They look like they just stepped off a runway, but the look in their eyes feels more like a panther than a model.
“What boyfriend?” You ask eventually.
“Tall, great chest, soft hair,” Hwasa says. When you just stare at her, she smiles a little. “Boxy smile.”
“Oh, Tae?” You laugh a little. “He isn’t my boyfriend. I’m not even interested in him like that, he’s just my best friend.” The two women share a look and Chungha kisses her cheek before heading out of the room. Hwasa eyes you and you have the distinct feeling you’re being judged.
You thought you looked okay when you picked out the simple but nicer outfit; black sweater, maroon skirt, tall black boots. It’s classy but casual. You’re sure of it.
At least you were.
“So tell me about this thing with Yoonji,” Hwasa eventually says. You nearly choke on your cider.
“I mean...there’s not much to tell. We’ve hated each other ever since we met four years ago.”
“Oh?” Something lights up in her eyes that you don’t particularly like.
“Look, no offense to you or your girlfriend, Yoonji’s just...kinda mean for my tastes. I guess some people are into that.”
“Elaborate.” Her tone leaves no room for argument, and you find yourself explaining before you can stop. You tell her nearly everything, about all the shit Yoonji’s done to you, and by the time you’re finished, she’s actually smiling.
“Like...I’m sure you love her and all, otherwise you wouldn’t be dating her, but-”
“What? ” She nearly falls off the counter, she’s laughing so hard, and when you start to help steady her, she just waves you off. “No, sweetie, I’m dating Chungha, not Yoonji.”
“I thought you were dating both of them? Did you all break up?”
“Oh my god , she wasn’t kidding,” Hwasa says breathlessly, still fighting back giggles. “Holy shit, this explains so much. Ha, oh my god, no, we never were dating Yoonji, she’s just our best friend. Like you and that Taehyung guy?”
“Oh.” You feel foolish; it makes sense, friends can be just as physically close as romantic partners. You and Taehyung are proof enough of that. “I...just assumed…”
“I know, but you’re definitely wrong. You drink more cider, stew on that, maybe rethink things from another perspective, I’ve got to tell Chungha about this, it’s too good.” Hwasa hops off the counter with ease and disappears out the door before you can ask her to explain what she means about other perspectives. You can hear giggles as they slowly drown in the chatter of the party and the soft carols playing over the speakers.
You stay in the kitchen for a while, nursing your cider and thinking. If Yoonji doesn’t have two model-hot girlfriends, then could you have been onto something in the jeep that night? You’ve hated her for so long, and assumed that she hates you in return, but if you were wrong about the girlfriends, then maybe you’re wrong about that, too.
Something enters your vision and you look up, nearly spitting out your drink as you do.
Yoonji stands in front of you, in a slinky green velvet dress that she keeps tugging the bottom of. It doesn’t look like anything she usually wears, down to the floral lace tights and the wedge heels that make her even taller than she already is, and she looks slightly uncomfortable if the burn in her cheeks is any indication.
The worst part is that she looks good. Like, good good. It suits her, even if it isn’t her usual style, and for once you can’t deny the attraction swirling within your stomach.
“What are you wearing?” She asks angrily, glaring down at your clothes like they kicked her dog - whom you have not seen tonight, which is a travesty, because you adore Holly. A cough echoes from somewhere behind the two of you, and Yoonji wrinkles her nose. “I mean...I like...your outfit.”
You quirk a brow at her and set your cider down on the counter nearby. “Really? Because it looks like you want to tear it off and then set it on fire.” Something complicated happens with her expression and a spark ignites in your mind.
“Are you sick?” She asks. Her face does something else complicated as a groan echoes from nearby, and something painful twists in your stomach. You really didn’t think you looked that bad. “I mean, after the other day. With the snow. And the cold. Are you sick?”
“Is...this your way of telling me I look ill?” You ask her. She frowns. “Because if wanted me to leave your party, all you had to do was say that, you don’t have to insult me.” You head toward the door of the kitchen and there’s a scrambling that sounds much too loud for just her friends.
So your friends are also eavesdropping. Fantastic. Now everyone knows she’s insulted you. Just what you needed tonight.
Her hand catches your wrist as you’re about to leave the kitchen. “I didn’t mean it like that,” She mumbles, not making eye contact. “I just...wanted to make sure you were feeling okay. It was really cold that night, and you were out there for a long time.”
“So, what, you suddenly care? Why? Because you don’t want to win by default or something?”
“No, because I-” She cuts herself off with a groan, and you’re glad there are so many people around, because it seems like everyone’s distracted with something else. They’re too busy to notice this absolutely disastrous conversation.
“Hey look,” Taehyung says, appearing from nowhere and pulling roughly on Yoonji’s arm until she’s standing beside you in the doorway. “Mistletoe! How random! Guess you have to kiss!”
“That’s a stupid tradition,” Yoonji spits, and you’re inclined to agree with her. “Forcing people to kiss just because of some plant? How is that okay? Besides, it’s got nothing to do with the actual myth behind it, and-” She sounds like she could go on forever, but you cut her off.
“And it’s not like we want to kiss anyway.” Her grip on your wrist slackens, and you turn to look at her. Uncertainty fills you as you look at her expression, because the only word that comes to mind is crestfallen. “Right?”
“I...I mean…” Taehyung disappears as Yoonji searches for words, and you just know he’s hanging out somewhere nearby to watch it all happen.
“Because we’re nemeses.” You say slowly. “We hate each other.”
“Do we?” Yoonji asks quietly, threading her fingers through yours. “Do you?”
“Don’t you? ” You ask her. “You’ve been nothing but rude to me since we met. You’ve insulted me, and stolen my decorating ideas, and-”
“No,” She says quickly. “No, I never meant any of it like that, you just never gave me a chance to explain. You’re...you’re so pretty, and I always get flustered around pretty people, and I say the wrong things.”
“You told me I wasn’t as good if I didn’t have a significant other the first time we met.”
“I was trying to figure out if you were interested in women, and when you said you were, I just...panicked, because I figured you had someone, because you’re…” She gives a wave to your general being.
“You stole my dancing snowman.”
“I did not! I heard someone talking about a dancing snowman at the tree nursery, and I didn’t realize it was you, and I thought, since I couldn’t stop thinking about you, I’d get a dancing snowman that would play this cheesy playlist thing I made for you. I didn’t know you were looking for it, and I didn’t steal your idea. Not on purpose, anyway.”
“Okay, well...last year you were so rude! And you said you wouldn’t listen when I talked!”
“I thought…” She trails off, looking ashamed. “I thought you were dating Taehyung, and I got jealous. But the listening comment wasn’t like that! It’s because I always zone out because I like to listen to you talk, because your voice is so pretty, but I never hear what you actually say, and also you just...are really pretty. So I get distracted.”
“I…” You’re rather speechless; your entire world has shifted on its axis. “I thought you hated me.”
“Never.” Yoonji insists. “I just don’t know how to talk to pretty girls.”
“You hang out with Hwasa. And Chungha.”
“Yeah, and?” Her brows furrow. “What’s your point?” If you could, you would keysmash at her, but as it stands, you just gape.
“Uh, they’re literally model gorgeous?”
“Oh, are they?” She looks down at where your fingers are still entwined with hers. “I hadn’t noticed.”
You blink at her, and she looks up at you. There’s a faint smile playing on her lips, and something bright in her eyes that you haven’t seen before.
“I’m sorry,” You say, shaking your head. “I just still don’t-”
“Will you shut up?” Yoonji asks, free hand coming to gently glide across your cheek. “And let me kiss you?” Your jaw shuts with a snap and you nod.
Her lips are soft against your own, and your breath catches in your throat as you return the kiss. Her hand moves to grip your jaw, tilting your head ever so slightly so the two of you fit together that little bit better, and your hands come to rest on her hips.
Electricity sparks through you to her. She pulls back just a little and you’re distracted by the way her tongue darts out to wet her lips.
“This might be moving a little fast, since we hated each other an hour ago-”
“You hated me an hour ago,” She corrects.
“But I would be very, very happy taking this to a more private area so I can express to you just how apologetic I am that I thought you hated me.” You tear your gaze from her lips to look at her face. Her eyes are dark, pupils blown out at the mere thought.
“Upstairs,” She growls, already pushing you in the direction of the staircase. You’re both speeding through the crowd of people as fast as you can without being obvious, and you have to help her every few feet because she’s wobbly in her heels, but by the time you make it up the stairs and into her room, you’re both desperate.
Her mouth meets yours with a fire behind it that you’ve never felt before, and you hardly even get the door closed before she pushes you back against it. Your tongue darts along the seam of her lips and she grants you entrance, and you could moan at just the taste of her if you were just a little weaker.
“Do you know how many times I’ve thought about this?” She whispers, moving to nip at your neck. Her hands are under your sweater and you don’t even remember them getting there, but you can’t complain as they move to cup your breasts and tweak your nipples through your bra. “Can you even imagine how many times I’ve dreamt of touching you? Tasting you? Hearing you moan?”
She bites, hard and rough, and you can’t stop the moan that escapes you. How she possibly knows that you like that is something you don’t have the energy to ponder, nor the will to question.
“Please,” You breathe, hands tangling in her hair as she sucks a mark into the skin of your throat. She’s slotted between your thighs and your hips are rutting against hers ever so slightly, desperate for some friction. You know you’ve already soaked through your panties, which is a feat considering all she’s done is play with your nipples a little and kiss you like you’ve never been kissed.
“What is it, angel?” Her voice is deeper than usual, roughened by the desire coursing through your veins and hers, and it only makes you wetter. “What would you like me to do?”
“Anything,” You plead. “Please, just touch me.”
“Anything?” Yoonji mutters. She chuckles, low and raspy and so unbearably attractive that you want to scream. You almost do scream, from frustration, when she pulls her hands away from your nipples, but she drops to her knees and you forgive her.
Yoonji kisses up your thighs, from the edge of your boots all the way to where the hem of your skirt hits mid-thigh, and her hands are warm as they slide underneath. She doesn’t stop kissing you, not even as she lifts the fabric of your skirt and nips at the crease where your thighs meet your hips. Still, she’s so far away from where you need her, that you can’t help your whine.
“Patience, angel,” She whispers as she glides one finger along your fabric-covered lips. Your hips rut forward on instinct, and she laughs a little.
“You stole my dancing snowman, you could at least be quick about this,” You mutter.
“What’s the fun in being rushed?” She leans forward to mouth at your pussy through your underwear and your legs tremble slightly. She’s gentle as her hands slide your underwear down to pool around your ankles, and even more gentle as they glide back up to rest on your thighs. “But I’ll be nice this time. Besides, I’ve been dreaming of what this pussy tastes like for years.”
Anything else you might say to her is cut off with a moan as her tongue starts to tease at your clit. One of your hands comes to rest on the back of her hair before you even realize you’ve moved, and she takes that as all the encouragement she needs.
Yoonji eats pussy like it’s the last meal she’ll ever have, and you’re in absolute awe. The way her tongue moves against you is absolute bliss, no matter where it is; she teases at your entrance, sliding the very tip of her tongue inside to gather your wetness before she runs the flat of it up to your clit, where she circles and sucks mercilessly before moving back down to thrust it in and out and in and out relentlessly. She coaxes an orgasm out of you faster than anyone else ever has, and even as your writhing against the door with her head under your skirt, she doesn’t stop.
Instead, she slides one long finger inside of you and keeps it there. She doesn’t move it, doesn’t even allow it to twitch, but it’s there and you can feel it as she wraps her lips around your clit and sucks, making your clench around her. She moans into your pussy, too, the entire time she’s at work between your legs, and it only turns you on more when you glance down to see her hand between her legs.
“Yoonji, please, I want, please, I wanna taste you too, please,” You beg, tugging gently on her hair until she pulls back. Her chin is covered in your cum and the sight is so unbelievably unerotic that you could probably come just from that.
“Take this off,” She growls, pulling on your skirt as she stands. You do as she says without hesitation, more than willing to get naked if it means getting your mouth on her, and by the time your boots are in the corner with the rest of your clothes, she’s just as naked as you are.
And god, she’s beautiful.
Your lips meet hers again as you push her towards the bed, and you can taste yourself on her tongue as it slides against yours. The two of you tumble onto the mattress and you situate yourself between her thighs. It isn’t until you’ve got her legs spread wide and your licking and sucking at her nipples that you register that her face is flushed with something new.
“What is it?” You ask, panting, as you detach from her - beautiful, wonderful, adorable, perfect - tits. “Do you not want me to? I don’t have to, I just would really like to, it’s up to you.”
“No, it’s not that, I’ve just never…” She trails off, looking embarrassed, and realization smacks you in the face.
“No one has ever gone down on you before?” You ask in disbelief. She shakes her head.
“I’ve always been the one to do so, all the other girls have been kind of...well. I’m usually the dominant one, so…”
“Yoonji, sweetheart,” You say seriously, pressing a kiss to her cheek with each word. “Will you allow to me to eat you out? Because seriously, those other girls are trash, and I would absolutely cherish the experience if it’s something you want.”
Her face turns even more pink and she nods. You press a quick kiss to her lips and gently spread her thighs so you have better access. You mimic her actions from earlier, pressing kisses to her thighs and the crease of her hips. When you finally get a taste of her, you moan.
She tastes like absolute fucking bliss, you decide as you glide your tongue through her folds. You could live off of nothing but the taste for her until the end of time itself, and the way she moves is amazing. Little jerks and thrusts, and her fingers tangle in your hair to push you closer even as her hips pull away slightly.
Your tongue rubs circles around her clit, flicking and licking and coaxing her closer and closer to her high. You dip down to fuck your tongue into her for a second or two, and the way her back arches is art in motion. You reach one hand up to tweak one of her nipples while your other arm remains wrapped around her hip like a steel bar, keeping her in place even as she grinds against your mouth.
You remember how it felt earlier when she wrapped her lips around your clit, so you mimic the action. Her bud fits perfectly between your lips, and when you suck on it, she tenses. Everything stops for a second, and you’re afraid maybe you ruined it, but then her whole body jerks, and she presses you hard against her. You lap up her essence as it comes, eager and more than willing, and when she finally stops spasming, you pull yourself away with a grin.
“Holy shit,” She mutters, and you laugh.
“I can’t believe no one’s ever eaten you out before,” You sigh, one hand sliding along her waist to massage her breasts. “Does that mean no one’s ever fucked you before either?”
“I mean…” You stop, staring at her with wide eyes. “I told you, I’m usually the dominant one, so most people don’t really...return the favor.”
“Can I please fuck you?” You ask in a rush. “Please, I promise I’ll be gentle.” She huffs a little, and you think it’s amused but you can’t be sure, because she’s spreading her legs again and your focus is elsewhere.
“Yeah, angel, you can fuck me.”
You lower yourself to kiss her, lingering and deep, and you don’t miss the moan she gives as she tastes herself on your tongue. You wait until she’s thoroughly distracted by the way your mouths move, then glide your fingers over her.
Her clit is still sensitive, based on the way she jumps as you ghost your fingers over it, so you avoid that. You don’t want to overwhelm her. She groans as you slide a single single finger inside her, and you moan.
Her walls are softer than the velvet of her dress, and warm around you. She’s tight, too, so incredibly tight that you aren’t sure you’ll be able to fit another inside her. She moans as you slide your finger out and then back in, gathering more of her wetness as you do.
You’re careful as you fuck her, gentle and slow, and you think you could get addicted to it. Her hips move in time with your hand, gaining speed as you do. “Fuck, angel, it’s so good,” She whimpers. You smile.
“Let me know if it gets too much, okay?” She nods, and you start to slide a second finger in. Yoonji winces, just a little, so you slow until her hips rock against your hand.
“More,” She breathes. “Please, more.”
“As you wish,” You tell her. You still are gentle as you thrust into her, feeling her walls contract around you. It’s heaven, absolute perfection, and you tell her so as she grips onto the sheets.
You latch your mouth onto her nipple as you continue fucking her, biting and sucking as your fingers curl.
“I need, ah, please, I need more, I need, holy fuck, to come, I need to come,” She moans desperately. You grin and curl your fingers more, sliding them against her walls. You finally find what you’re looking for, that small spongey spot that has her convulsing around you.
“That’s right, baby,” You coo, “Come on, I know you want to.”
Her hands are in a death grip on your shoulders, and they only get tighter as you press harder against that spot inside her. She comes with a cry that you muffle with your own mouth, her body shaking as she lets go.
You slide your fingers out when she’s relaxed a little more, licking the taste of her off as she pants.
“Holy shit,” She breathes. You grin, peppering kisses along her stomach, up her chest, along her throat and over her cheeks. “Can we do that every day?”
“I dunno,” You tease. “Are you going to steal my dancing snowman again?”
She rolls her eyes and shoves at your shoulder, and you laugh.
“I’m just saying, you’re supposed to be nice to the people you like.”
“I’m bad at that, though,” She mutters. “I always just...say the wrong thing. I’m more of a do-er.”
“I’m still caught up on how I was supposed to know you liked me based on the things you did.”
“Really?” She huffs, glaring at you playfully. “I went tree shopping at five in the morning for you.”
Summary: really whiny, cute, and needy yoonji getting fucked by her girlfriend
Warnings: excessive amounts of pet names, double sided dildo woo, uhmmmmmmmmm, whiny, needy, babygirl yoonji, mommy kink?,
You rolled your hips, adding an even harder pressure than before. Yoonji’s mouth gaped open in a breathy moan, her back arched slightly more and you didn’t miss the way her toes curled against the sheets.
“Feel good baby?” She squirmed as you pushes back into another hard thrust. “Being such a good girl for mama, yeah? Making mommy feels so good.”
She whimpered more at the soothing names that oozed with your honey sweet voice. Each little muttered praise sending chills up her spine and a clench to her walls. The glittery pastel dildo didn’t stray her a single squelching sound that came from down there. You fucked into her again, a loud squish and cute little cum bubbles emerged from her tight heat.
“M-mama,” she whined in embarrassment, her slim fingers releasing the sheets to instead grip your shoulders and bring you closer. Her face immediately hiding in the crook of your neck and shoulder.
“What? It’s cute when your little pussy does that, all nice and pink and wet for me. It’s basically a hello and thank you.” You laughed at her clinginess as she pulled you closer in even more embarrassment. You could feel her forehead and cheeks heat up and could only imagine the cute blush that intensified on her face.
“Mama, p-please stop...teasing!” she whined more, getting another strong roll of your hip. You hummed, feeling the other end of the strap on push against your walls.
“Okay, kitten. I’ll stop.” You sighed in defeat, only to grin in success as you felt her small frame shiver again. Another hip thrust, another breathy moan, another pet name.
“My sweetheart”
“mmh...”
“My babygirl”
“....Ah-!”
“Sound so sweet”
“...ma-mama”
“My prettybaby doll”
She whined much higher this time. Your hips barely moving faster than before, but it was enough for her to cry out of pleasure. Your walls squeezed around the other end that started to squish around with the faster, harder thrusting.
Your hands began wondering, trailing down Yoonji’s pale legs, to her hips and soon trailing under her ironic black cropped T-shirt. Your fingers gently massaging and caressing the smooth abdomen before gracing over coarse lacey texture. Instinctively you pulled the shirt of your girlfriend so that you could Fock at the lingerie piece in peace. Yoonji’s hands had left your shoulder by the time you flew the shirt away, covering the black lace material.
“I-it’s embarrassing....” she panted, your thrust never letting up.
“Nothings embarrassing when it’s you and me, darling” you lean down and hum against her pouty lips, kissing them sweetly and coaxing her arms away from her chest.
The bralette was completely black, a pretty pattern on the edges and florals threading on the cups. Her just below average boob size perfectly accented by the gorgeous piece. Your locked your lips, suddenly dry, and caressed over her soft breasts with your thumb. Pressing gently over the material in small circles, finally rubbing over her nipple that quickly stiffened to a peek.
“I love it, baby. So gorgeous. Except....I’d like to see it off.” You swiftly skin your hands to the back of the bralette, I clipping the fabric piece and throwing it aside as well. Your head immediately dove down to pepper kisses across the expansion of her chest, small gasps leaving her lips whenever you’d go over her cute pink nips.
“Mama, mama....wan-wanna cum,” she squirmed even more now, your lips attaching to one of her little peeks and drawing a long moan from her throat. “P-please...I’ve been good” You release the hard nipple with a pop, just to smile up at her and give a comforting kiss of reassurance.
“Okay, babygirl. Let mama make you cum.” You whisper against her lips right before you began plowing into her. The double sided strapon making you both moan with every loving thrust.
Yoonji’s cute tits bounced with the force, her voice starting to come out in breaths. Your mind immediately told your to praise her, and so you did, muttering cute little names to her, how good she was being for you. Both of you staring at each other in pure euphoric bliss. Your stomach began to knot as your orgasm rose at an alarming speed. Luckily Yoonji was also much closer to cumming than you.
“m-m-ama,....I’m close-feel it in my tummy.” Yoonji cried out it a tiny voice.
You smile at her tone that she gives when close to cumming after being so needy and whiny, absolutely loving the fact of how she sounds like an actually baby.
“Me too, baby. Me too.” You pants, moaning against her round cheeks before raining kisses against them all together. “My girl, so good and pretty for me”
You thrust barely harder, but yoonji feels it, of course she does, because all it Took was one to push her over the edge. Her cute like pink pussy lips twitching and clenching as you saw the smallest hint of liquid leak from it. Your thrusting barely faultered till a couple seconds later where you were coming with a moan to Yoonji’s neck.
Soft gentle kisses were being littered across her neck, collarbones, and face as you waited for her to come out of her blissful state. Her eyes glossy as they opened and stared at you.
“Y-Y/n...?”
“Hi, kitten”
“That felt good,” she muttered, hugging your waist and pulling you down for cuddles. Glad that you had already taken the strap off and cleaned her of the mess. “T-Thank you, mama”
You grin at your adorable girlfriend, who once again began to burrow in your shoulder for safety.
genre: fluff, mild angst, smutty smut, high school au
rating: nc-17 (explicit sexual themes and cursing)
warning(s): brief mentions of vomit, smoking & alcohol, jealousy, insecurity, explicit sexual themes (characters are of age), loss of virginity, jungkook doesn’t know when to shut up but they thank him for it later (but still will beat his ass for one corn chip)
word count: 7.1k
summary: yoonji refuses to believe that she’s in love until one day, she just might have to prove herself before someone else does.
part I | part II | part III / masterlist
Yoonji refuses to believe it. Nope, she couldn’t care less.
Nope, nope, nope.
“Yeah, they said something about her going to the party with Jimin?” Namjoo replies to Nayeon, her mouth stuffed full of rice and meat.
Somehow, Seokjin still looks at his girlfriend with the biggest heart eyes the universe has ever seen. But then again, Seokjin has made it his mission to let Yoonji know all about her so-called “emotional constipation”.
Fair play, Kim.
“Didn’t he break up with Sana last week?” Nayeon frowns in confusion.
“Jin, you’re friends with him.” Namjoo finally swallows the mushy wad of food. “Is it true?”
Yoonji ignores the uncomfortable itch in the pit of her stomach and tries to focus on finishing her own food before the bell rings for her next class to start.
“Jimin did mention to us that he wanted to find someone to go with to Seulgi’s party on Saturday, but I didn’t think that he would ask her.” Seokjin hums. “Now that you’ve mentioned it, it makes sense why he’d ask her. They’ve been spending a lot of time together afterschool ever since Mr. Kang made them partners for the anatomy project.”
“Oh, doing what?” Namjoo asks innocently.
Obnoxious giggling erupts from Yoonji’s right.
“Probably exploring their own anatomies.” The youngest of the group, Jungkook, snorts as he goes to take a sip of his milk.
Suddenly, all eyes are on Jungkook as he squawks in pain, spewing the milk across the table and slamming his knee against the underside of the table.
“Oops, leg twitch.” Yoonji deadpans.
Jungkook awkwardly turns back around to Taehyung who hands him a napkin before Yoonji could threaten to break one of his limbs (again). Namjoo sends Yoonji a knowing look that read “stop harming the poor boy” and “I know why you did that”. Like always, Yoonji goes back to chewing on her rice.
Out of sight, out of mind.
However, it’s kind of hard to keep what is bothering her out of sight when it’s everywhere she goes.
In her biology class, in her P.E. class, and afterschool in the parking lot. Even in her dreams.
You’re constantly on her mind, and Yoonji hates it.
It’s too warm and bubbly inside her gut, almost as though she’s a little kid waiting in line for a rollercoaster, finally brave enough to get on only to realize that it was a huge mistake.
Yoonji has two choices – forget you and suffer through the horrors of high school life until graduation or suck it up and make the first move before Jimin could.
Ever so the pessimist, Yoonji prefers to play it safe and suffer in silence. Namjoo, ever so the enthusiastic enabler, has another idea.
“Hey, Y/N! Jimin!” Yoonji’s shoulders stiffen immediately. “Come sit with us!”
“Hi, guys! Sorry we’re a little late, lunch line was long, and Old Man Jung wouldn’t give me another milk carton.” You sigh dramatically as you drop your schoolbag onto the crusty cafeteria floor.
Yoonji’s heart flutters at your dulcet tones, almost as if honey drips from your lips.
She wonders if they would taste just as sweet.
“What’s up, man?”
Yoonji twitches at the blond-haired boy who slaps palms with Jungkook and Taehyung, performing a stupid handshake that they no doubt made back in middle school. His cheery smile might distract you, but Yoonji could see through the façade – the stupid façade that she has decided she hates with all of her might.
“Hey, Yoonji,” you greet sweetly as you settle into your seat in-between Namjoo and Jimin, right in front of Yoonji. “you ready for the stat exam on Friday?”
The mention of the dreaded math exam drags Yoonji back into reality. Yoonji groans as if in pain and smacks her hands over her face in frustration, uncaring that she may have wiped away the winged eyeliner Namjoo applied that morning. At the sound of Namjoo’s huff of contempt, she probably did.
You laugh heartily, “I feel the same way. If you want, we can study together beforehand?”
Yoonji perks up instantly at the idea of spending an entire afternoon with you. Perhaps this will be her chance to step her game up and finally tell you the truth, hopefully ending with the ultimate happily-ever-after.
Get your head out of your ass, Min.
“Just not tomorrow though, Jimin and I are going to see Infinity War.” You roll your eyes playfully. “He’s been whining about it ever since the first trailer came out.”
You nudge Jimin’s shoulders who breaks away from his conversation with Jungkook to shove you back with an equally teasing smile. You are completely oblivious to the dramatic fall of Yoonji’s grin and the sympathetic glance from Namjoo before she turns to her boyfriend as he retells his story about eating ten lobsters in one sitting during his family vacation last year.
Despite all the people crowding around her, Yoonji still manages to feel like an outsider.
“Y-yeah, that’s fine by me. Wednesday then?” Yoonji scratches behind her ear.
“Totally, I wouldn’t miss it for the world!”
She wouldn’t miss it for the world, huh? Suck my nonexistent dick, Park.
“Oh!” You exclaim abruptly. “Are you going to the party on Saturday? Everyone’s coming – me, Namjoo, Seokjin, Taehyung, Jimin…”
Your voice slightly trails off as you shove a spoonful of rice into your mouth while talking with the girl in front of you. Yoonji grins as she reaches over to flick away the grain of rice that attached itself to your lip. Realizing what she just did, she coughs and pulls her hand back into her lap, acting as if nothing had just happened.
Namjoo snorts as she watches from her seat. ‘Whipped!’
“Eh, parties aren’t really my scene.” Yoonji forces a casual shrug. “Plus, someone has to watch over Holly over the weekend.”
This is a slight lie – Yoonji’s brother Yoongi would be at home all weekend with her, being (somewhat) capable of taking care of the little dog. At the same time, however, Yoonji knows her brother well enough to know that his carelessness might lead to Holly running out into the streets and Yoonji being the one to chase after him because his legs would just so happen to start cramping.
It's a miracle the boy is still functioning as a human being.
“Oh yeah, how is he? I miss seeing him around the neighborhood when you’d walk with in the morning!” You coo at the thought of the cute little chestnut brown poodle.
“H-he’s good.” Yoonji coughs. “Still doesn’t know how to use the bathroom outside, but he’s getting better.”
“Yeah, maybe next time you can bring Holly when me and Jimin go to walk our dogs! It’s been really nice weather so far.” You suggest brightly.
“M-maybe…” Yoonji’s voice fades into a low mumble.
Yoonji is brought out of her self-pity mode when the lunch bell rings, signifying the end of the period and the transition into the second to last class of the day. You pout when you realize that you haven’t finished your food.
“Come on, babe, off to English.” Jimin said teasingly as he takes your tray from you and leads you away to the exit.
Babe.
Yoonji watches pathetically as you wave goodbye and follow Jimin out of the lunchroom to attend your English class.
“See you later, Yoonji,” Namjoo calls out. “Don’t be late.”
Yoonji wishes she could ignore the double meaning behind her best friend’s words.
Wednesday comes faster than Yoonji had anticipated. The butterflies swarming the pit of her stomach can’t seem to calm down, even after Yoonji’s quick smoke outside the schoolgrounds during their lunchbreak.
Not one of her best habits, but it does its job for the meantime.
“Hi! Sorry I’m late!” Yoonji turns in time to watch you dash across the parking lot. “Mr. Lee kept us late because Jungkook thought it was funny to dump a milk carton on the stack of homework.”
“Sounds like a drag.” Yoonji’s lips slant in sympathy.
She grabs your backpack from you, ignoring your refusals and tossing the bag into the backseats. The two of you slip inside and drive back to Yoonji’s house for some much-needed studying for the devil test you two had in two days.
It’s probably not a good idea to study just two days before the exam, but who studies nowadays?
“Welcome to my humble abode,” Yoonji drawls as she unlocks and push through the front door, “that’ll be 50 dollars.”
“Wow, Min, you trying to drain me of my savings already?” You tease back, kicking off your shoes and putting on the cute yellow house slippers that waited for you by the shoe rack.
“I got to make a living somehow, sweetheart.” The nickname slips before Yoonji could stop herself, but you thankfully don’t mind it.
Unbeknownst to Yoonji, you loved it.
Holly greets the two of you at the top of the stairs, yipping happily at the sight of his owner and a familiar guest.
“Hi, Holly! Did ya miss me?” You giggle as Holly licks your cheek, his little tail wagging intensely at all the love he’s receiving.
“Hey, don’t steal her away from me.” Yoonji scolds sarcastically.
Yoonji can practically hear Namjoo in her head. ‘Min, you corny bitch.’
Patting the poodle one last time, you follow Yoonji into her room, laughing at the amount of paper stacked on her desk and the massive laundry load inside a wicker basket just waiting to be folded. Her bed is neatly made, but you can spot a bra or two peeking out from underneath the bed. Yoonji’s lucky that she stashed away her small collection of…special toys…in the closet – she couldn’t imagine the embarrassment if you found one of them poking through.
“So, you ready to fail this exam on Friday?” You sigh as you plop down on Yoonji’s mattress.
The image of you undressed and spread out across her bedsheets, begging for her – whining for her to do something – pops into her head with no warning.
“…Yoonji, you good?”
Yoonji shakes out of her thoughts. “Y-yeah, I’m fine. Just tired from today.”
“You’re telling me.” You yawn tiredly. “I can’t wait until graduation. Then – we’re finally gone! Goodbye hell school!”
“Yeah…” Yoonji trails off. “Gone.”
Yoonji hasn’t given much thought to where she’ll go after graduation, but all she knows is that she wants to make music. Whether it be producing, songwriting, or working in a recording studio – she couldn’t care less. The atmosphere she feels when she’s hearing new music and making her own tracks is unbeatable.
Knowing you, you’d be onto bigger and better things – maybe settling into a big city in a country where there’s always something to do and new people to meet. You’d be happy there while Yoonji wastes away in a town that threatens to swallow her whole every day.
At least you’d be happy.
“I’m thinking about applying to the college that’s about two hours from here, but then again I don’t want to move so far away from you guys!” You theatrically twist your limbs on her bed as if in a tantrum.
Yoonji rolls her eyes jokingly. “I don’t think you should plan your life around us. Do what you feel is right, and we’ll keep in touch regardless.”
“You promise?” You mutter softly.
“Of course…” Yoonji trails on awkwardly, fiddling with nonexistent dirt underneath her already to-the-nub fingernails. “Besides, it wouldn’t be the same without you.”
“Aw, Yoonji, I knew you had a soft spot for little ol’ me.” You wink teasingly.
Yoonji almost wishes that she could use this moment to confess and to just let go of the baggage weighing down on her chest.
But life’s imperfect that way.
No matter how much we want something, the world has a funny way of telling us no.
“Ha ha, you wish.”
You and Yoonji busy yourselves with studying and homework, only really seeing and talking to each other on Friday when you have your math exam in the morning. You spot her from across the classroom and send her two thumbs-up, mouthing “Fighting!” with a cheerful expression. Everyone is nervous about the exam, but at least you take the initiative to stay positive – something Yoonji struggles with on the daily.
After sitting through the horrid hour exam and downing two and a half cups of coffee in one sitting – Namjoo finally makes Yoonji to drink water and eat a bagel – she walks with Namjoo to her car, textbooks secure in her arms and keys clutched between two fingers. The day is finally over, and Yoonji could practically taste her afternoon nap.
“How’d you think you did?” Namjoo swings her housekeys in a back-and-forth motion, nearly smacking Yoonji in the arm but thankfully redirecting her aim when she catches Yoonji’s glare from the corner of her eye.
“Probably terrible. Like I always say, math is the worst subject ever to be created besides P.E.” Yoonji drones robotically.
“You’re not wrong about that.” Namjoo trails off as she drags her eyes across the parking lot, almost in search of something.
“Her and Jimin seem to be getting pretty serious.” Namjoo says abruptly as she spots the two of you walking together towards Jimin’s car.
Yoonji glances at you for a minute. For the first time, Yoonji hates your smile. She hates how you direct it towards someone like Jimin, someone who had never given you the time of day until after he broke up with his girlfriend and went to go look for “fresh meat”.
It is selfish thinking, and Yoonji knows it. You weren’t hers to claim – all she could do is hope for something, some kind of sign that her feelings aren’t for naught.
Life’s looking a bit disappointing as she wishes to erase the look of happiness shared between you and Jimin, the look of happiness that she wishes she could have for herself.
“I suppose so.” Yoonji clenches her jaw.
Namjoo stifles a disappointed sigh at the lack of response. She decides that she needs to step it up a bit.
“Don’t you think they’d look really cute together?” Namjoo coos excitably, “I heard from Jin that he’s trying to go to the college she’s going to, so mayb—”
Slam!
Namjoo’s heart nearly flings out of her chest at the sudden bang, almost like a gunshot. She didn’t notice that she and Yoonji had already arrived at Yoonji’s car – the loud noise from Yoonji slamming her textbooks down on the roof of the car.
“Yeah, cute.” Yoonji spits. “Couple of the year, I’m so happy for them.”
Her eyes tear up from anger, but she would be damned if she is going to let herself cry in front of all these strangers in the middle of her high school parking lot. These motherfuckers didn’t deserve to see her tears, especially not Park Jimin.
“Let’s go.” Yoonji sniffs, not bothering to look at Namjoo as she slips into the driver’s seat and start the car, desperate to leave the memory of your smile behind in the parking lot.
Social media booms with Instagram updates and Snapchat stories the next day about the “totally insane” party Seulgi is hosting at her house with the help of her four best friends. Yoonji stays off her phone to avoid seeing the texts from Namjoo teasing her about not being game enough to attend and worst of all – seeing photos of you with Jimin.
Namjoo was quick to apologize for taking the joke too far, to which Yoonji forgives her. She knew that once Namjoo started apologizing, she was going to burst out into ugly tears. Yoonji brushes this off by her usual devil-may-care attitude. She knows that her best friend means well (most of the time), but like a lot of pain, it lingers.
It is like a papercut that doesn’t seem so bad at first until you pour alcohol over it. Suddenly, it’s almost unbearable.
“Hey, loser, what are you still doing here?”
Yoonji rolls her eyes at her brother who stands at her doorway, holding a can of beer and his cell phone in both hands. He had come back from his friend’s house a couple hours ago and wanted to take advantage of the supposedly empty house until their parents come back the next morning from their trip to Yoonji’s grandparents’ house.
“What does it look like, genius?” Yoonji retorts, taking one look at her phone and rolling her eyes at how she nearly goes to grab it.
Nobody’s even talking to you, they’re all busy getting wasted and hooking up.
Yoongi rolls his own eyes before striding inside her messy room and plopping down on the edge of her bed. “Well, I heard that Seulgi’s hosting a party that all your friends are at. Why aren’t you there, stupid?”
“Not my style.”
“Y/N’s there.”
Yoonji shoots a dangerous glare, but Yoongi is unphased. “How do you know about her?”
“I have eyes and ears everywhere, genius.” Yoongi smirks devilishly. “It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to see that you’re lusting over her tits—Ow!”
“Hey!” Yoonji punches his arm, satisfied in his squeak of pain. “I don’t like her just for her tits.”
“Oh?” Yoongi questions. “But you’re not denying that you like her?”
“U-uh, no, I don’t.” Yoonji stutters.
“I knew it,” Yoongi claps his hands in satisfaction. “you like her – tits and everything else in between.”
“So just fuck her personality, then?” Yoonji deadpans as her brother hops up in excitement.
“Come on, man!” Yoongi stomps his feet childishly. “Go out and get some ass! We’re almost graduating, and you still haven’t talked to her about you-know-what.”
“Because she doesn’t like me, dumbass.” Yoonji grumbles, picking at a frayed thread on her sweater.
“Wow, first I’m a genius, now I’m a dumbass.” Yoongi laughs sardonically. “You are a certified terrible liar, just like Dad whenever he tells Mom that he remembered to send Grandma her birthday card.”
Yoonji scoffs as she stands up to go sit at her desk, logging into her computer to pull up the tracks that she has been working on since the beginning of the schoolyear in hopes of getting some real work done. She is in dire need of forgetting this entire week and focusing on more important things like her budding music career (or lack of, according to Yoongi).
“Fine then…” Yoongi takes a swig from his beer can and moves to the doorway. “But just so you know, I heard Jimin was gonna ask Y/N out tonight and maybe even to go back to his place... if you know what I mean.”
Yoonji nearly smashes her keyboard.
“Don’t say I didn’t try to warn you!” Yoongi yells as he escapes her room and heads downstairs to continue his Tokyo Ghoul marathon.
‘Even Kaneki and Touka are better communicators than she and Y/N are, and homies haven’t even talked to each other throughout the whole third season!’
Yoonji stares blankly at the computer screen, manipulating and adding the finishing touches on her tracks. She hopes to send it to the record label she wants to work at this summer – and hopes to sign with them in the near future.
Wishful thinking but a goal nonetheless. Her guidance counselor would be impressed.
As Yoonji saves her work and shuts the computer for the night, the image of your smile floods her vision once more. Suddenly, it gets harder to breathe inside the stuffy bedroom. The image of Jimin touching you, being inside of you – enough is enough.
No more waiting, no more stalling.
By the time her car parks alongside the driveway of Seulgi’s house, the bass of the music is already rattling her body. It’s as though the whole neighborhood packed themselves inside the house with a sprinkling of teenagers both inside the house and outside on the lawn. Red solo cups once filled with strong concoctions of 1% juice and 99% alcohol litter the driveway, and Yoonji gags at the vomit and shit lining the sidewalk as she enters through the front door.
‘God, this is why I don’t go to these parties.’
She unapologetically shoves through the half-drunk crowd in the hallway in a desperate search for the familiar face. Jungkook and Taehyung are busy playing beer pong – and utterly failing – in the dining room while two girls from Yoonji’s Art History class make out on the couch, hands gripping at each other’s bodies as the music switches to a sensual Weeknd song.
“Yoonji! You made it, you big grinch!”
While Namjoo is indeed Yoonji’s savior in this weed-drenched, sweaty hell pit of a party, she is not looking for her.
“Hey, yeah, great to see you too.” Yoonji rambles quickly, “Where’s Y/N?”
“Oh,” Namjoo chortles mischievously, “what for?”
“It’s important!” Yoonji groans. “Just tell me!”
Namjoo hiccups drunkenly as she points down a hallway teeming with party-goers. “She was sitting outside with Jimin last time I checked...”
Without another word, Yoonji shuffles past her drunk best friend and semi-dashes down the hallway, avoiding the couples grinding against each other to the beat of the music and the single men trying to shoot their shot with her. Just as she is about to give up searching through the freakishly tall crowd blocking her way, she notices a lone individual on the balcony.
You.
As she inches closer to the glass door of the balcony, Yoonji mentally prepares her little speech for you.
While it wasn’t a long shot that she is pretty much deeply in love with you, she doesn’t exactly think that ‘Hey, Y/N, I’m totally in love with you and if you want to fuck my brains and then cuddle me afterwards, that’d be great!’ would be a good opener to begin with.
“Hey, you…”
You turn your head in surprise. You had been in deep thought for the past hour, your night with Jimin cut short after his mother called him to alert him that they were coming home early. In a frantic escape, Jimin yelled a quick goodbye and left you on the balcony, a blunt burning lamely between your fingers. Hearing her out of all people after your brief moment of solitude creates a fuzzy feeling inside your gut – a feeling you knew all too well ever since you moved to the town.
“Didn’t expect to see you here.” You flick away the sad stub into the empty flower pot on the coffee table. “I didn’t think parties were Min Yoonji’s style.”
“Well, here I am…” Yoonji jokes lamely. “Should I not be here then?”
“No…” Yoonji’s lips turn down into a pout. “Wait, I mean, yes, you should be here. With me. H-here. Yeah.”
“Where’s Jimin? I thought you guys came together.” Yoonji questions carefully as she goes to replace the seat he had been occupying an hour ago. She didn’t want to seem too interested in his whereabouts, but it was suspicious how he just up and left without taking you with him.
Yoonji is ready to fight a bitch if he did anything to hurt you.
“Oh, he had to rush home to avoid getting killed by his parents.” You laugh quietly, running a hand through your messy hair. They came back from their Maldives trip early, and Jimin left his brother at home with leftover pizza and no supervision.”
“Oh, t-that sucks.”
What a romantic, Min Yoonji. Women just swoon at your every word.
“Yeah, but it’s okay, I understand. I’ve just been sitting out here, thinking.” You stare up at the full moon shining brightly into your pupils before turning back to face the brunette. “Now, why is the infamous Min Yoonji here instead of sleeping in on this glorious Saturday night?”
“Oh, well, the t-thing is…” Yoonji stammers gawkily. “I have s-something to say…to you.”
“Oh?” You perk up. “What about?”
“Us.”
“Oh.” Yoonji feels her heart plummet to the ground. This is already such a bad idea. “What about…us?”
Here goes nothing, Min. You can do it.
“I—”
“Hey guys! What’s going on out here?”
Yoonji clenches her hands into two tight fists at the intruders, their snarky smiles plastered on their sweaty faces. It’s almost as if destiny is telling Yoonji to go fuck herself and give up already.
What’s the use anymore?
“Hey, Jungkook. We’re just hanging out and talking.” You smile politely.
If Yoonji had just looked a little closer, she would see how you strained your voice, holding back your irritation at the appearance of your two dumb but strangely lovable friends.
“Oh shit!” Yoonji doesn’t like his condescending tone. “I see what’s going on here.”
Jungkook starts giggling like a madman to himself. Taehyung rolls his eyes but keeps his silence as he watches the conversation – more like telenovela – unfold.
“What’s so funny?” You mumble irritably.
“Did she tell you that she’s in love with you yet?”
Yoonji just might throw up. Right here, on Jungkook’s expensive sneakers. Fat chunks and all.
“Oh, man, did you not get that part yet?” Jungkook slurs as he notices your eyes bulge from your head. “Oh well, now you know. She’s been thirsting over your tits for the past year and a half.”
Yoonji hates how the embarrassment comes too natural to her. Tears flood the corner of her eyes, and Yoonji is too weak to stop them this time. It’s like nothing she tries works out and instead, she’s forced to watch you crush the pieces of her broken heart.
“I’m sorry.” Yoonji chokes on a sob as she stumbles past Jungkook’s heavy shoulder in a mad dash back inside the house and to her car.
After this, she doesn’t know if she can look at you again. Maybe her parents will understand why she wants to drop out of high school and become a hermit living at home for the rest of her natural-born life.
“Yoonji!” You cry out, barreling past Jungkook and Taehyung as you chase after her.
“Way to go, Jungkook.” Taehyung snorts. “Can’t wait for your ass to get kicked on Monday.”
“Hmm?” Jungkook hums drunkenly. “They’ll thank me soon enough.”
“Yoonji, wait!”
Out of pride, Yoonji continues towards her car, clutching to her car keys for dear life. Ignoring your desperate calls behind her hurt, but being outed before she could confess to you in her own way hurt even more.
“Yoonji, please stop!”
A tiny hand grabs at Yoonji’s elbow, pushing her back against the car door. Yoonji is slightly surprised at your show of strength, but it quickly disappears at the sight of your distress.
“What do you want?” Yoonji mutters, her eyes staring at the piece of gum stuck to the asphalt.
“You can’t just leave, especially not after a bomb like that…”
“Look, I’m s-sorry if I make you uncomfortable.” Yoonji stammers past the tears that threaten to fall from her eyes. “I didn’t mean for it to come out like that, and I understand if you’re disgusted and never want to talk to me again.”
Your own eyes widen, “Yoonji, no, don’t think that! I’m…”
With a deep breath – in and out – you start again. “You don’t make me uncomfortable. In fact, it’s the complete opposite.”
Yoonji quirks an eyebrow in confusion, sniffling as she waits for you to finish.
“Every moment I’m with you, I feel whole.” You swallow the lump of nervousness building up in your throat. “You’re the only person in this entire town that makes me feel this way.”
Yoonji freezes. She couldn’t believe your words, but when she looks into your eyes, all she sees is truth. Pained truth that not even you could smother behind a fake smile.
“Not even Park?” Yoonji mumbles, sounding like a kicked puppy.
“I know what everyone thought we were a so-called “thing”, but they were wrong.” You sigh as you take another deep breath before releasing the major Bomb of the night.
“The fact of the matter is that I’m gay as fuck and I’m in love with you.”
If Yoonji was drinking water, this would be the perfect moment for the most epic spit-take. You nearly giggle at her dumbfounded expression – cute pouty lips and bulging eyes.
Talk about plot twist of the century.
“Should I have not said that?” You laugh hoarsely, suddenly feeling tiny underneath Yoonji’s wide gaze.
“Wait, hold up…” Yoonji shakes her head vigorously. “You’re telling me that all this time, I shouldn’t have been threatened by Park because you hate dicks with a passion like I do and you liked me anyway?”
A snort escapes your lips. “What a crude way of asking, but yes…I am hella gay and do indeed hate dicks with a passion. And yes…I like you a lot.”
This is the best moment of Yoonji’s life. Hands down, the best moment in her life. She doesn’t know if it’s acceptable for her to jump up and down like a little elementary school student, so she asks for the next best alternative.
“Can I kiss you?”
Your mouth curls into a dark smile. “What are you waiting, Min?”
The drive back to Yoonji’s place consists of hasty kisses at stoplights and not-so innocent thigh caresses. Yoonji thanks the Lord that she decided to wear a skirt to the party, for your soft fingertips trail her inner thigh teasingly. At the same time, she wishes you’d stop teasing or else you two would find yourselves in an embarrassing car wreck pretty soon.
‘I don’t think getting fingered and having an orgasm from the heavens is a good enough excuse for my parents as to why I totaled my car.’ Yoonji scoffs in her mind.
“Can’t wait until I can get you home.” Yoonji shifts impatiently at your sultry words, pushing her hips forward in an attempt to brush your fingers towards her core. You retaliate by slipping your hand back down her thigh, resting a palm on her knee.
“You’re going to pay for that.” Yoonji’s knuckles grow white as she grips onto the steering wheel tighter than usual.
“I hope so.” You wink cheekily.
At this point, Yoonji doesn’t give a shit if Yoongi is still in the house. If he knows what’s good for him, he’ll just stay in his own bedroom and listen to his music on high. Once the two of you are inside, the nervousness that left Yoonji back after your confession floods her veins.
What if you didn’t want to have sex? What if you wanted to take things slow and you’re just testing her in order to see if she’s truthful to her feelings?
However, your hands up her skirt confirm your true intentions.
“Bedroom?” You press a soft kiss against her jawline, trailing up until your lips reach hers with a soft smack.
Yoonji intertwines your fingers and practically drags you up the staircase and into her bedroom, thoroughly locking the door in case Yoongi decides to come wandering in. In a flash, she presses your body up against the door and captures your lips with hers. Your mouths sloppily slotted together feel as though they were meant to be, working in harmony to create a warmth inside both your chests and your panties.
“God, you’re such a good kisser.” You breathe weakly. Yoonji is glad that you are just as affected as she is – reminding her that you want this as much as she does.
Your fingers trail down to cup Yoonji’s round cheeks. You can’t help but groan at how soft yet so firm they feel against your palms. Yoonji blushes at your tight grip and works hard to hold back a whimper as you massage her ass, spreading the cheeks apart with each knead.
“This ass is mine now.” You bite and tug down on Yoonji’s bottom lip as a claim of ownership. “Can’t wait to fuck it.”
Yoonji needs to stop choking every time you say something or else she’ll risk a very early death even before she can lose her virginity.
Speaking of, it is happening. Somehow, the nervousness lessens with each touch. If it is to happen tonight, Yoonji’s happy that it is with you.
“Lie on the bed for me, babe.” You kiss her button nose before stepping back to tug your sweater and jeans off and unceremoniously drop them to the floor.
This leaves you in the sexiest lingerie Yoonji has ever bared witness to, the red lace perfectly cupping your breasts and the matching panties accentuating the curve of your ass.
‘I can get used to this.’
“You like?” You whisper as you straddle her thighs and put your hips flush against hers. “I wore it for you, baby. Do you like?”
“Y-yes.”
“Good.” A seductive smirk appears. “Now take them off me.”
Yoonji doesn’t hesitate to switch places with you, laying your body out on the sheets while she hovers over you. Her fingers hook around your nearly transparent panties and tug them down, flinging them off onto the floor with the rest of your clothes. With the same smirk, you spread your legs to reveal the darkest of temptations hiding between your plush thighs.
You were so soft and pink that Yoonji doesn’t think that she’d be able to stop herself anytime soon.
“G-god, you’re so sexy.” Yoonji nearly sobs at the silky wet perfection inches away from her face.
“Want a taste?”
Oh, does she ever?
Yoonji relishes in the musky scent of your lust permeating from your wetness. This is the most intimate thing Yoonji has ever done with a person and considering the fact that she’s doing it with you? Let’s just say that Yoonji has nothing to complain about for the next 100+ years.
“God, you smell so good.” Yoonji’s tongue peeks out for a small taste of your slick. “You taste even better.”
You curl your fingers in her hair, tugging as her sinful tongue traces around your clit and down your slit, collecting the growing wetness that seeped through. Yoonji has absolutely no clue what she is doing at all, but judging by your desperate whines and sharp grips of your nails on her scalp, Yoonji keeps at her pace.
“Y-yes, Yoonji, fuck me with your tongue.” You cry out, uncaring if anybody can hear you.
Yoonji tries not to laugh at the image of Yoongi being completely mortified for the rest of his life.
Flexing her tongue to a point like she’s seen in the amateur pornos she watches, Yoonji digs deep inside your pussy, moaning at the velvet sweetness that caresses her tongue.
“Oh my god, please don’t stop,” you sob with pleasure as you grind against her tongue, “it feels so good!”
“Come on my tongue, baby.” Yoonji demands in desperation. “I want to taste all of you.”
It doesn’t take long for you to reach your blissful end, releasing all over Yoonji’s tongue. While it’s not sweet like the romance novels Yoongi teases her for reading, it’s certainly an addiction that Yoonji can’t wait to taste again.
“God, I came so hard.” You reach up to wrap your arms around Yoonji’s neck, pulling her down to place your soft pink petals against hers. “You’re so good with your tongue.”
Yoonji smiles as she pulls away from the kiss, “Maybe I should write my next rap about my so-called tongue technology. You can feature on it as proof.”
You fake a cringe. “I won’t let you fuck me again if you do.”
Yoonji stammers a comeback, but you pull her closer, chest against chest. Lips against lips.
“Can I have you?”
Yoonji is too weak to deny you. More so, she’d be a fool to reject you.
“You’ve always had me.”
Without another word, you shove her onto her back and straddle Yoonji’s hips once more.
“Why are you still dressed?” You grunt impatiently.
Yoonji is quick to fling off the offending clothes, blushing as she watches your eyes scan over her naked form.
“You’re so hot, I can’t believe I was so nervous to ask you out.” Yoonji’s heart soars at your confession. “I’m kind of glad Jungkook’s dumb ass blurted it out because I don’t think I could’ve waited this long.”
To know that your feelings are mutual and that the apprehension she had felt throughout your whole friendship was equally shared makes Yoonji want to never wake up from this wonderful dream.
A finger trails against the small valley in-between Yoonji’s breasts. She was never that endowed which she has always felt insecure about – but to you, they are the cutest things you’ve ever seen. Shadowy gaze trailing down, you stare shamelessly at her crotch. It’s almost as if you’re formulating something in your head, and Yoonji is curious to find out.
At this moment, you suddenly jump off Yoonji for a moment and head over to her closet and pulling out a medium-sized box, more specifically the box marked “Don’t touch!”. Yoonji squeaks at how fast you located her “secret stash” – she thought she hid it pretty well.
“I saw this poking out of the closet last time. When you went to the bathroom, I went to go look at it and what do I come to find but your cute little collection…” You smirk as you open the box and pull out Yoonji’s favorite – a violet purple dildo with an attachable harness.
“Cute…who’d you buy this for?”
Yoonji hides her tomato red face behind her palms. “U-uh, I bought the wrong one, I didn’t mean for—”
“Liar.” You laugh darkly, but it doesn’t sound mean or accusatory – if anything, it riles you up even more. “Turn over for me, baby. I’ll put this to good use…”
Yoonji listens obediently, earning her a nice smack on her left cheek. She yelps in surprise, but it’s clear to the both of them that she loves the brief pain that accompanies the soothing pleasure. Reaching inside the box again for the strawberry-scented lube (you nearly coo over Yoonji’s cute innocence even in the dirtiest of things), you slick up the dildo with one hand while one finger from the other hand prods teasingly at Yoonji’s entrance.
“I know it’s your first time, so I just want to know if it’s okay?” You relish in Yoonji’s quiet whimpers as the finger slips inside. “I don’t want to hurt you, baby.”
“Y-yes, fuck…Please fuck me.” Yoonji holds back a sob at the euphoria she felt as one more finger inches inside of her, her tiny hole stretching out deliciously.
She had always found herself disliking fingering because she could never seem to get herself off in the way she wanted. That’s why she had always stuck with the good ol’ trusty vibrator – she just needs to press it to her clit, and boom – coming in under three minutes.
This time, the tense atmosphere and the image of you completely fucked out after Yoonji eating you out makes the feeling much more intense and enjoyable.
“You’re such a good girl, Yoonji.” You catch her earlobe with your teeth, tugging gently on Yoonji’s little hoop earring. “Will you be a good girl for me and take my cock?”
Yoonji whimpers her response, too eager to mutter out a proper response.
With a satisfied grin, you pull your fingers out to rub against her clit while you continue slicking up the dildo until you’re absolutely determined that it wouldn’t be painful for Yoonji.
“Are you ready, baby?” You pull away to run the head of the dildo between the seam of Yoonji’s pussy before lining up at her entrance.
You wait for Yoonji’s nod of approval before pushing in slowly, a small portion of the length disappearing between Yoonji’s wet folds. Yoonji lets out a cry of pleasure. There’s some weird discomfort and stretching but nothing she couldn’t handle after a couple moments of adjustment. The sight of Yoonji’s pussy stretching around the large cock as you bottom out nearly shatters your composure.
Shaking away your moment of weakness, you start a slow pace – pushing in and out while holding onto Yoonji’s hips for dear life, guiding her back and forth until she’s practically fucking herself on you. Yoonji whimpers at the delicious drag of the silicone length inside her.
Even though it is just a dildo, Yoonji imagines that it is actually you inside of her – fucking you and waiting for her to come before releasing your seed deep within her.
Squelch!
Yoonji’s cheeks burn crimson at the sudden wet sound echoing throughout the room.
“Uh…that wasn’t me! I-I mean, it was me, but I didn’t…”
You burst into laughter, rubbing her hips in a loving manner that sharply contrasts your dominating behavior from just five minutes ago. “I know, baby. It just means that you’re all nice and wet for me…”
“Y-yeah,” Yoonji moans into the pillow, focusing on reaching the end of her pleasure while ignoring the awkward wet sloppiness echoing each time your hips connect with the back of her thighs. “I’m all wet for you, just for you…”
“You wanna come, baby?” You reach down to rub at her abandoned clit, satisfied in her loud mewl. “I know you want to, you’ve been waiting this for ages…”
Her carnal desire begins building to a wonderful crescendo, encouraged by your dirty whispers into her ear and the light touches against her clit as you continue fucking the dildo into her tight entrance. You watch in heated amusement as Yoonji cries at the overwhelming pace as you grasp her hips and force to fuck herself on the toy to climax.
There is something about seeing Yoonji so desperate to come that you feel as though you could come untouched at any moment. You are pulled from your muddled thoughts when Yoonji cries out, her entire body trembling as she comes down from the immense high. You begin a rough pace as you fuck her through until she smacks at your thighs after overstimulation takes over.
“Oh my god,” she pants, “what have we been missing out on?”
A giggle escapes as you wrap your arms around her sweaty body, uncaring of the sticky wetness that stains your skin and the sheets below. Yoonji calms her breathing down before flipping over and wrapping a bare leg around your waist, tucking her head between your cleavage.
“Y/N?” Her whisper is nearly inaudible.
“Yeah, baby?” You mumble tiredly, sleep starting to take over.