Start of a new beginning
Here it goes.
05/24/2018
4 days from now and I will start my review for my CPALE. Obviously, kinakabahan ako. As in real na kaba this time. Pinaka kabang kaba na time ko to unlike sa kaba na naramdaman ko dati tuwing finals.
I know kulang ako sa effort this summer. Wala akong nagawa or whatsoever na makakapagcontribute sa review ko. Puro gala kasi ayun nga. Live life to the fullest. Whatever. Haha. So syempre cramming to the max nanaman.
Anyway, I don't know how to be ready. I am so not ready to enter the world wherein I will be judge in so many ways.
Dumadating ako sa point na iniisip ko anong mangyayari if maging CPA na ko and anong mangyayari if hindi ako pumasa.
Mahirap idisappoint yung parents ko. I know kahit di nila ipakita, disappointed sila m grumaduate akong walang award. And it hurts. It hurts na kahit anong effort mo if you grew up an achiever lagi silang may expectations at yun yung mahirap sa part ko.
In this stage of my life, I swear I will do my best. I need to be good this time. Not just good but super duper magaling para maging CPA.
Dati sinasabi ko, "baka ayoko talaga maging CPA" or "baka napipilitan lang ako. Gusto ko ba talaga to". Pero ngayon, I've made my decision. GUSTO KO MAGING CPA!!!
And I will do my very very best. I will exert all my effort. I will sacrifice everything just to be a CPA. I know this will pay off in the end.
Guide me and bless me please Lord.
MAGIGING CPA AKOOOOOO!!!
Joanna Marie B Martinez
CPA by 2018