May 2, 2023
i have so many ideas for things i want to accomplish and concepts i think will work to aid me in doing these things. i’ll be so confident and ready and then suddenly one thing in my brain will trip me up and now i’m having an existential crisis and wondering why and how i’m still alive. humaning is weird.
#mental illness#bipolar diaries#life is hard#i really am trying#my wife is probably annoyed with me#i’m definitely not crying#my wife is honestly super sweet#i miss being a child#young adulting is hard#young husband#black tumblr#still standing#rabbit hole#i have to do better#humaning should be a word#i’m going to keep making tags#i’m so exhausted#i have to work tomorrow#i’m going to be okay
