#yourtamaki

[petrichorium]

YAN KAKU!!! i think you rewired my brain a little i need to lay down

I think abt this soooooo much but like having been his fiance back when he was undercover (unbeknownst to u ofc) that he had to leave behind when it all went down……. And he told himself it was all for the cover but esp during those rocky months when he’s on the run w the others he always finds himself thinking back to you………..

Truthfully I ping-pong between smthn nice and sweet where he’s Pining for forever, constantly dreaming about you but well aware that seeking you out now would only lead to you potentially being used as leverage against him by the world government so he has to stay away until he finally snaps out of it n disappears to potentially return to water 7 (which imo is genuinely possibly where his arc might end up in canon???) and then it’s a fun slow burn bc why on earth would u take him back immediately

But then also horrible yan kaku who returns regularly to keep tabs on you. And at first it’s just to watch from afar—but soon enough he’s slipping into your apartment to pilfer little trinkets and things to bring back with him, pushing the envelope more and more until he’s wandering around your room while you’re sleeping, and it’s only a matter of time before he succumbs to the urge to touch you again. And from there it’s an easy step to slipping a little something into your nighttime tea so he can bask in your glassy eyes and breathy sighs of his name. Clearly you’ve been dreaming of him all on your own, from how little you protest when he kisses you again at long last.

[summerhalldreams]

OMGG your elias posting is reminding me of when i was Down Bad for peter lukas i needed to have a doomed love story with him so bad 😔 elias is not for the weak tho i’m praying for your strength

Sunnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Peter Lukas is one of my favorites I ADORE him that is liiiiiiiiiiterally so based. If ever there was someone to explore doomed love and starcrossed, tragic devotion it's the Avatar of the Lonely, I. He's so complex, and also REALLY funny, and he has one of my favorite things a character can have: a definite internal set of morals and etiquette except it's incomprehensible and he won't tell anyone what it is. (Bc he doesn't wanna talk to anyone) aldkjfs

Elias is not for the weak at all he's such a deviation from my usual range of f/os and blorbos bc they really should have like. blown him up in season 3 lmfao. The problem is that he makes me laugh and his voice is like if plush green velvet could talk to you and I've been shown an image of him with a nose bleed and piercings so. your prayers of strength are much appreciated but I seem to have fallen down a hole that I knew about and avoided for almost a decade before it got me lmfaoooooo

[saintshigaraki]

victoria my beloved i just got violently reminded what fanon sakusa is like and i came crawling to the safety of your blog with soft sap omi <3

...............fanon sakusa. my age-old archenemy. 

anyways! thinking about sakusa who gets so pouty when he’s off on away games, even when you call him every night and stay on the phone for at least an hour. he never contributes much to the conversation, but he likes to listen to you talk about your day, even the most mundane parts of it. 

(he just wants to hear your voice, for however long you’ll indulge him.) 

he gets a bit antsy, and maybe a bit irritable towards the last stretch of the trip. he misses you, he misses being able to drape himself over you as soon as practice is over, he misses the way you scratch his scalp and brush your fingers through his hair. he misses your laugh, your smile, the warmth of your skin against his. but mostly he misses the undeniable sense of peace and comfort you bring him. it's like he can’t unwind unless you’re beside him. 

his teammates notice his change in behavior. and when they needle him about it he has no problem admitting that he misses you. they try to tease him, but it doesn’t really do much. he’s not embarrassed about how he feels. he loves you, it’s only natural. honestly, it’s odd to him that they don’t feel the same way about being separated from their partners. 

he just loves you, very much. there's no part of him that's ashamed of it. and the second he leaves you, he’s already counting down the days until he’ll be able to hold you in his arms again.

[petrichorium]

i watched fan letter and you’re right i’m so emotional rn :(( i cant even put it into words it felt like it was made with so much love. i think that little moment between usopp and the girl is gonna be stuck in my head forever idk something about usopp noticing and helping out a total stranger is so precious to me. thank you for telling me to watch it i owe you my life

YEAHHHHHHH im so glad u did it rlly is phenomenal,,,,,, ive already gone back n rewatched it a couple times and i see smthn new each time 🥺

Also yeah the usopp bit in particular is so sweet to me……. Smthn abt him specifically being the one who actually interacts w her (in fact the only straw hat who directly interacts w any of the civilian chars iirc) is so cool to me. This lil reminder that we kinda see him at his Least comfortable and he’s still a bit of an outlier amongst others LOL plus ofc he’s the one who meets up w nami first so there’s an element of passing ships between the girl and nami…….

[saintshigaraki]

I HAD A THOUGHT

im just thinkin about sakusa and how he would be the type of boyfriend that subtly checks on you whenever you guys are at an event for his team to make sure you’re enjoying yourself. i just think he’d feel so bad if he dragged you there cause he’s contractually obligated to go but you don’t have to so if you’re not having a good time it just makes him upset too. but if you’re the type of person to not make a fuss when you wanna leave, sakusa would just tug on your wrist a lil and tell you he wants to go home now and oh you wanna leave too? what a coincidence. soft boy always looking out of you :((

SO TRUE SUNNY!

sakusa would be so clued in to your mood. and you’re so right! when you’re upset he’s upset. when you’re happy he’s happy. he’d be unbelievably empathetic. he cares for your mental well-being just as much as your physical well-being.

when you’re having a rough time mentally, he’s right there beside you. he’s definitely the type to baby you when you’re not doing well. constantly checking in making sure you’re eating, that you’re drinking. he gets even touchier. when he asks you how you’re feeling he keeps a firm grip on your chin to make sure you’re looking him in the eyes so that he can tell when you’re lying. he bathes you himself, running a warm bath, gentle hands smoothing over your skin. and he always dries you himself afterward, so tenderly.

he just cares so deeply for you.

[saintshigaraki]

thinking about dabi who needs to settle whatever anxiety that crawls beneath his skin that tells him you’re gonna leave him one day, it’s only a matter of time. he just wordlessly comes up behind you and his heart squeezes cause you don’t even flinch, there’s a villain behind you and you’re leaning back into his chest. his arms would be slow to come up around you but you don’t mind, you just go about whatever it is you were doing and telling him about your day. then you turn and smile at him and he can feel the moment his skin stops itching, when everything settles and he wraps you up in a tight hug. he doesn’t think he could start talking without his tearducts burning so he settles for kissing your forehead instead and hopes you can feel his gratitude through it.

i literally had to get up and walk around after reading this and take like 10 deep breaths. this is a literal masterpiece. 

[saintshigaraki]

idk when the fuck this dabi thing will be done but take this sneak peek

HELLO??????????????? HELLO? SUNNY MY BELOVED? HIFDPOIH ??

please....holy SHIT....im literally already so in awe of the way you've tackled dabi's pov. im? losing my fucking mind?

[saintshigaraki]

this you? (safe twitter link :3)

ABSOLUTELY it is. there is nothing on this planet more lovely than an unhinged female character