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a sketch of her. the beast
Knife Andorian Ysam
First personal piece in what feels like ages!! It's my Andorian, Ysam, because he deserved an actual illustration of not just his face.
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Just some random screenshots from STO I was just going through.
My Andorian, Ysam (oh hey it's Yuned'rar), who's not Starfleet and just does rogue, slightly chaotic things.
Also, a new Vulcan, T'Karra, who is Syvar's daughter (oh hey, it's Kichina) and a tactical officer in Starfleet.
I mainly made T'Karra to play through the Starfleet Discovery starter thing but no plans for her after that just yet.
Ysam
A painting for myself I did today. It's my Andorian, Ysam!
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Psychological Diagnosis and Magick
In this life I have always found that the strange and mystifying things of this world were connected to me somehow. When I was younger I could never really find an answer as to why that thought percieved itself into my mind. But when I recently realized my purpose with the 13, they helped open doors for me, that I couldn’t even open up myself. A few specific doors I will be talking about, will be my psychological conditions that I have, and how they are connected to my spiritual energy.
First things first, is Mild Depression. I was diagnosed with this at an early age of about 12 to 13 years old. It was then that I realized the cruelty of people, and how much words can actually hurt someone, with verbal abuse or bullying.
Over the years of aging; I realized that there were three beings assigned to help guide me over the course of my years, and show me how to express my emotions. Though I have to admit that some of the things that they might have done could have come across as “out of line” they have proven helpful to me. The first being, who has chosen the identity of Grav, has actually been with me since I was dealing with my A Plastic anemia at 5 years old. What I found out about him is that he works for the primordial being known as Death, to help keep a type of balance going that has spanned for more than millions of eons.
Then there was Chor (pronounced core), he is a demonic being that is actually associated with temperament. Because he is demonic though does not mean he is associated with Lucifer, the interdimensional race known as demons actually spans long before Lucifer existed. Chor himself is at least half an eon old. There is also the angelic being Juno, who had come to me last out if all the three that were assigned to me. No he does nkt work for God, when in fact the interdimensional race of angels are similar to the demons, where they were long created before God had ever come around. God and Lucifer were actually a rallying force between to the two races. Meaning that they were both leaders for each race at one point in time, and/or probably still are.
These three beings are why a psychiatrist would say that i have the psychological condition Schizo-effective disorder, since they are all three in order. If they were out of control, it would be Schizophrenia. When you have multiple spirits in your body, in which your body is actually a spiritual construct and depending on the person can hold large amounts of spirits, it can be categorized as multiple personality or schizophrenia, since usually a psychiatrist is going to be an atheist who will not believe in the things that a theist does.
Things such as bipolar are probably because your body has two spirits inside of it. Anxiety attacks are an extrasensory overload to everything in our environment, and can sometimes are caused by being an empath. Social anxiety is similar in that where if you were an empath, you absorb so much from your environment, that it scares you. Not all psychological conditions are met with the supernatural realms, and not all can be healed by it either. Sometimes medicine is necessary.
Currently I’m spiritually connected to at least 16 beings, they might be driving my epilepsy off the roof, sometimes they all speak at once and I get this ringing in my ear. Some of my blackouts that i used to have were connected to Grave, Chor and Juno. The 13 Beings of the Void have so much to talk about because they have been left behind the scenes for so long, that they want to be apart of people’s lives now. So I have a lot on my plate and it’s going to be difficult for me to explain to people how my psychological conditions are related to them, especially if someone is atheist. But it’s time I’m willing to take, for I have all the time in the world as an Ysamist Mage to help educate people on these subjects until the day I’m called to work for the 13 as either a balancer again, or some other path.
Ysamist Magi on Autism
If you are an Ysamist Magi know this: Autism cannot be cured. We are not meant to cute autism. We are meant to guild those with autism. No one can cure Autistic people though. Chromosomes in Genetics are highly fragile pieces of our DNA that make use who we are. We wouldn't be the same without them. If because of our chromosomes we have a certain autistic disorder or mental disorder, do not try to fix it. It's not a Law of the Ysamist Magi. It's a Scientific Law of Nature. You cannot defy nature, she only gives what you think you are defying. If you think you are burning down a forest to defy nature though, you're probably giving her a trim and breaking a state, federal or law within another country. If you decide that if you wish to so-called "fix" an autistic person or child, then that person or child may die or suffer a huge amount of pain and become in a dangerous condition because of what you did. We are not meant to "fix" autism. Nature will help guide them until another God/Goddess takes over. Ysamist Magi are never to break Laws of Nature whether they are Scientific or Specific Laws, never meant to be broken, unless stated otherwise in your practice.
Why no negative religious bias?
Ysamist Magi are supposed to love and spread peace about the wonders religion/spirituality can bring. The thing is we also have to respect someone's opinion and not interfere with another's way of believing if they think it does. Being an Ysamist mage is not about bigotry, hate or being better than someone else. It's about wisdom, intellecuality, peace, and unity. When the Ysamist Magi spirituality becomes bigger, people will recognize its importance, our importance, as a people and a community. That is why while being Ysamist Magi we don't believe in negative religious bias.
What Ysamist Magi are
An Ysamist Mage is someone who follows along the path for higher wisdom. Wisdom is a trait that every being searches for within their lifetime during one point or another. There are many cravings that lead to wisdom, but there are three cravings that are broad enough to have subsections within them. The craving for knowledge, the craving for memory retainment, and the craving for experience. One cannot work without the other. Without one the four core principles out of the 39 Principles cannot be worked out properly as well, as the three cravings are what drives the ideologies behind the first 4 principles. Craving these things, if guided properly, can lead to higher wisdom. This is the 1st goal of an Ysamist Mage is to gain that higher wisdom. Since higher wisdom has a variety of categories it pertains to, the fields an Ysamist Mage can be included in are almost infinite. The thing is about the first goal is that it repeats itself. Why would it do that? Well the reasoning behind that is because of the infinite amount of subject and field variation there is. Higher wisdom in a field is one thing, but it will take longer to be able to achieve higher wisdom on every known and unknown subject, not to mention the different fields of each subject. The best option to partake is to achieve higher wisdom in certain aspects of life and take as long as you like. Almost every idea may not have an ending to it, as ideas are always expanding everyday, growing in subject and field variation. The 2nd goal of an Ysamist Mage, is to share your wisdom with others. The reason to share your wisdom is so that you can watch other people grow and learn from your experiences. This will help spread many positive outcomes in life. Though with infinite variations of higher wisdom, this goal can turn into a positive outcome or a negative outcome as a fifty fifty chance. This however is just the beginning stages of being an Ysamist Mage.